As my daily devotion time, I'm going to write, instead of read someone else's, daily miracles. My hope is, that by doing this, I will enrich my journey and awareness of God in the little things in my life and also encourage others to do the same. I encourage you to share your comments and stories of things that you encounter along your journey.
Blessings,
Jennifer

Monday, June 25, 2018

Things I learned in Guatemala

Things I learned while in Guatemala or was reminded of from the last trip... Spending a week there again gave me a rejuvenating time to once again experience God in a totally different way and experience life in a totally different way. This is only a short list that I plan to add to as I think about my week. But, here are my initial thoughts.
1) Take time to stop and enjoy things.
2) Look around and realize the beauty that God has created- it's all around us and we don't even notice it.
3) We don't need as much as we think we do. And, when we have less we are less and aren't concerned about having more, we are much happier.
4) I can take a semi- cold shower and survive.
5) Working together and having fun is a great combination and is possible when the right people are put together.
6) Saying hello or good morning to everyone we meet makes us smile more.
7) No matter what frustrates us, just smile through it! :)
8) Taking time in the evening to read scripture, talk, and share where God was throughout the day is an awesome way to spend an evening.
9) Everything is better when we can laugh about it.
10) Throwing stucco on a ceiling is an art.
11) I am not artistic.
12) Listening with an open mind and an objective to learn is more important than talking with an objective to get your point across.
13) We have a lot to learn from the example of family and their respect for each other in Guatemala.
14) People in Guatemala have cell phones but you don't often see them on their phones because they are more focused on the people they are with.
15) I am very blessed by the people I have in my life.
16) If we were all more considerate when driving, it would be a whole different world.
17) A community that works together to help each other and build each other up is a happy place to be.
18) Hugs and laughter from children can melt anyone's heart.
19) Children can teach us a lot about love and acceptance.
20) Once you go to Guatemala, you always want to go back.
Blessings,
Jennifer

Monday, May 7, 2018

Baseball

Tonight I, along with another chaperone, went with a group of teens to a minor league baseball game. The tradition started a year ago and they were excited to go again tonight.
I love baseball! I love watching baseball- especially live! So, this is a great thing!
Do my youth love baseball? Not really. Do they love watching the game? Not sure. But, I know they loved going tonight and spending time together. So, even if they don't understand the game, they understand the joy of hanging out together at the Cubs game- eating pretzels and kettle corn.
The game tonight was fun! And, we won! There were lots of great plays and the players really seemed to be trying hard to win.
So, where was God today? He was at the baseball game where we were hanging out and having fun!
Blessings,
Jennifer

Friday, May 4, 2018

GPS

Today I traveled to a training event for an upcoming conference. When we got to our destination, we registered and then decided to head out on the town for dinner. It was my turn to drive one of the vehicles so I jumped in the front seat and found the car I was following. I also had our destination put in my phone in case we got separated. And, just so I knew how far away our destination was. It wasn't far- only about 4 miles. But, it said it would be about 12 minutes away. Soon, we were driving along and hit the city rush hour traffic. I'm not used to that and had to remind myself to be patient. It wasn't bad and before I knew it we were 3 minutes away. Then, the car I was following went the opposite direction from what my phone said. But, not wanting to get separated, I followed the car in front of me. Suddenly, instead of 3 minutes away, we were 12 minutes away, then another wrong turn and we were 14 minutes away! This went on for awhile and amidst the giggles, I wondered what was happening in the car in front of me. Obviously, their GPS was different than mine. Finally, we got back on the right path, headed in the right direction, and we made it to our destination.
Several things come to mind when replaying this scene. First, I knew none of these people except one. But, this incident became a bonding time that years from now I will see them and say "remember that time when...". That was pretty helpful to me. It gave us a connection in a world where I wasn't quite connected. (Not through anyone's fault- they were all great from the start of our day! They even bought me a birthday cake at lunch which was really sweet!) But, I felt like that was a gift- something to help bring us all together.
Secondly, it reminded me of life, of our path with God. We all start out on a journey. Even if we all start at the same place and even if we have the directions, sometimes we decide to go the opposite way. And, sometimes it's more negative than others when we veer off the path, but, I'd have a hard time finding someone that never veered. But, when we decide to follow the path, we get to our destination. Sometimes we take a really twisted, up and down way of getting there! But, if we decide to follow, He will lead us there. And, along the way, we can still develop support, relationships, and knowledge to help us, And, in later years, we can use our stories...maybe to connect and say remember when, or maybe as a warning to someone saying "Don't go this way!". But, if we learn from our wrong turns and find the right way, we will get to where we are supposed to be!
So, where was God today? He got us safely to our destination. And, he put us all together for a reason- to find ways to share His word woth others by using our gifts.
Blessings,
Jennifer

Wednesday, May 2, 2018

Tuesday- Twin

The other day I talked about several of my former youth who are planning on a career in ministry and how they were a part of ministry now. But, I didn't mention one of the other young adults who is in ministry now. Along with volunteering for me, he is also working in music ministry and has a passion for music.
I've known him since he was in elementary school. Back then, I never would have guessed he would be volunteering with me in ministry. I didn't even know I would be in ministry! But, now I am grateful to God for this young man!
Why did I wait until now rather than the other day? Well, he's my birthday twin! So, as I celebrate my birthday today, I want to celebrate my awesome birthday twin!
I had a great day celebrating my birthday! I had so many birthday wishes from friends and family! And, I got flowers from my husband! Best of all, we got to spend some time together and went out for dinner! There is nothing better than that!
So, where was God today? He was celebrating birthdays! And, I am grateful for the life that he has given me! And, I am grateful for my birthday twin that has heard His call to music ministry and has answered it.
Blessings,
Jennifer

Monday, April 30, 2018

Sun

Today was a normal Monday- visiting a friend, work, and random stuff. But, there was something pretty great about today. It was beautiful outside! The sun was shining, the air was warm, and I walked my dogs this afternoon. Whenever I walk my dogs, it brings me some calmness and peace. So, I am grateful the cold weather seems to be ending.
So, where was God today? He gave me the gift of sunshine and warmth!
Blessings,
Jennifer

Young Adults

What an awesome weekend! It started off Friday when I to spend the day with one of my young adults. I've known her since she was little and have watched her grow up. It was so fun getting a chance to go to lunch and chat and just talk. Hearing how God has worked in her life, hearing her plans on how she is responding to that, and listening to her just talking about life was all awesome!
Friday evening, we went to the Emmaus gathering and I loved seeing so many from our church there! Every time I go to the monthly gatherings, I am energized and spiritually filled by the worship, the fellowship, and the discussions. I was also excited to turn in the registration form for the young adult with me throughout the day. I get to sponsor my first person for the walk! I'm so excited to see God continue working in her and in the rest of the women going on the walk in a few weeks!

Saturday, I got to meet with another young adult and talk to her about life! We hadn't had a chance to catch up for quite awhile since she went off to college and has been so busy with college life. But, we finally had a chance to just sit down and talk. I heard how God is working in her life and what has been happening with her for the last year or so. It was exciting to hear her story. And, I got to prepare her for being a part of worship the next day. It wasn't the first time since she had been part of many youth services. But, it was different talking to her as an adult getting ready to be a part of the service.

Saturday afternoon, a group of my youth joined another church for a lock-in. I love partnering with other churches and connecting youth together! What was even more awesome was that the person in charge of the lock-in was a former youth! And I was just a chaperone! What a blessing watching her lead the lock-in and see how God has given her such wonderful gifts for ministry! It was great watching the 2 youth groups who had never met get closer throughout the event. I am looking forward to the groups continuing to connect as we find more events for them to participate in together. 

Sunday morning, the church voted to support the candidacy of the young adult I met with on Saturday! She is finishing up her senior year next year and then on to seminary after a year of working in a church. How exciting!

By Sunday afternoon, I was exhausted! But, it was an amazing weekend and I was overwhelmed with the blessings I was surrounded by! The conversations, the connections, and the events that I got to be a part of were definitely God at work!
So, where was God this weekend? He was working through the young adults I was fortunate to spend time with.
Blessings,
Jennifer

Thursday, April 26, 2018

Walk

Today was our Blue Walk- a walk to prevent child abuse and to make people aware of child abuse and ways to prevent it. I don't think I've ever seen more people there to walk! It was so awesome to see so many people there who care about our children.
I also had some really great conversations throughout the evening. One family was interested in finding out more about the church. Another person I talked to is going to share about our events with foster families.
I recognized people from the community that are there year after year to support the walk. I love that we have become known as a church who cares about the children of the community!
So, where was God today? He was walking with us.
Blessings,
Jennifer 

Wednesday, April 25, 2018

Celebration

Tonight was a wonderful celebration! A Wonderful Wednesday celebration to be more exact! We started the Wednesday night activities last September and have enjoyed all of these months of fellowship and learning together. Tonight was the last night for the school year.
After dinner, the children sang songs, complete with motions, recited several memory verses, and shared about their favorite Bible stories. Of course, they were adorable! After that, the youth shared some memory work that they had done this year. Then, we celebrated with their awards for attendance and Bible work. They were so excited! It was awesome to see them feeling proud for what they had done.
The tables were filled with parents, grandparents, and church family. The blessings of having Wonderful Wednesday have been many! Children and youth have learned throughout the year. The youth have had a chance to dig deeper in the Bible and learn more about the Bible and scripture. The children have learned more Bible stories and have started learning memory verses consistently. The adults have had short term Bible studies and book discussions. Along with learning all of that, they all learned more about each other. Sitting together and eating together has brought people together. People from all of the services, all ages and walks of life connecting weekly has been a beautiful thing.
Another blessing has been having the groups of the church work together to make a meal for Wonderful Wednesday. There is something bonding about making a meal together. And, seeing all of the groups willing to be a part of this event has been really great. It also helps people who didn't normally attend see what was happening every Wednesday.
So, tonight was bittersweet as we enjoyed the celebration but will miss the time together this summer.
So, where was God today? He was in the children and youth who shared what they learned this year.
Blessings,
Jennifer 

Tuesday, April 24, 2018

Encouragers

It's been awhile. In fact when I signed in I noticed it has been 2 weeks. I've been fighting migraines and exhaustion. But, I'm hopeful the weather is going to be my friend again soon and stop triggering migraines.
In these last 2 weeks, lots of random things have happened. The youth shared about their mission trip, parents night out was another big success, I registered for our mission trip for next spring break, and I started talking to people about a mission trip to Mexico.
I also had a lot of other random things happened. I had several stressful days and days of frustration. Through those days, I have felt the blessings of encouragement from those around me. How wonderful that no matter what life brings, God is there through the people around us showing us His love! Not every day is perfect. Not everything we do is perfect. But, His love for us is perfect. And, sometimes I get reminders of that.
Today, I spent the day at the office planning summer activities and details. I can't wait for all the great things I get to do! After that, I had a meeting with someone and it went really well.
This evening, I was thinking about this weekends event. I get to chaperone a lock-in! What's so special about this lock-in? I just realized that the one in charge and all of the chaperones are former youth! How cool is that? As they have grown up, they have decided to continue their relationship with God and have decided to share that with youth! What a blessing!
So, where was God today? He was in the planning and in the meeting I had today. And, He was in the young adults who continue to work for Him.
Blessings,
Jennifer  

Tuesday, April 10, 2018

Plans

Today was my first day back in the office after the week long mission trip. I spent most of the day planning for summer. So many exciting things happening this summer! We start off the summer with Vacation Bible School and I can't wait! Mission trips, camp, and tween events! This summer is going to be crazy busy- but so many great things!
Nothing earth shattering happened...just catching up from being gone and looking ahead. But, it doesn't have to be earth shattering for God to be there.
So, where was God today? He was in the planning.
Blessings,
Jennifer

Travel

Friday and Saturday were spent driving. While the two vans traveled down the road, all the youth slept the days away! I guess after everything that happened throughout the week and the busy schedule, they had a lot of catching up to do!
When we arrived at our destination Friday night, we were greeted by a youth volunteer and several youth from the church. It was great to see a few friendly faces after a day of traveling.
It wasn't easy. 14 hour drives aren't fun. But, the group was great and never complained about the hours in the van. We arrived safely home Saturday afternoon.
I was really impressed with how quickly the vans were unpacked and things were put where they were supposed to go. I think everyone was excited to be home and with their families!
So, where was God today? He kept us safe and brought us safely home.
Blessings,
Jennifer

Mission week- Workday 4- Thursday

We spent Thursday dry walling for a family who had damage during the hurricane. The youth hadn't done drywall before, but were eager to learn. There were several guys there to help us and teach us how to do things. The homeowner worked with us throughout the day, too. During the afternoon, one of our volunteers asked how long we were going to stay. I responded that we would probably leave around 4 or 4:30. He showed me the time- it was 4:20. None of the group complained about the lateness of the day or how long we had been working. They were all trying to get as much done as possible for the family. The man was obviously touched by the group and their willingness to help.
Throughout the week, so many people thanked us for being there. It wasn't just people we worked for, but everyone.
There's always something special about the last night on a mission trip. Yes, the travel days were still to come, but the last night in our home for the week is always a great night. One of the traditions is that each night we have a time of questions. Typically, I ask where they saw God and what had impacted them or other questions along those lines. But, on the last night, I asked a few additional questions. I asked what surprised them, what they want to do differently after the experience, and what they were impacted by the most. It's in those moments that I realize the blessings that happened throughout the week, the ways God worked throughout the week in the hearts and minds of the group. It's in their answers that I realize that they truly get it- the reasons why we were there and the ways we can continue to make a difference...and the ways we need to share God's love even when we get home.
So, where was God today? He was in the group as they worked and in the realizations that happened throughout the week.
Blessings,
Jennifer

Wednesday, April 4, 2018

Patience

Wow am I tired! We all are! We've worked hard this week! And, in the middle of all of that, we've had so many opportunities for spiritual growth- daily Bible study, worship music time, special guest speakers, scripture reading, and prayer time. We've had a lot of fun and laughter- some of the things we say and do- especially when we're tired!
But, we've also had those other times- the times harsh words were said, the times things were not done when they should have been, or the times something was done that shouldn't have been. When a group of teens and adults is together for over a week, it's to be expected. And so, I have learned to prepare for it. Today, when the crabbiness hit, I somehow didn't quite feel prepared for it. So, luckily we were at a point when it was easy for me to take 20 minutes and sit in my room and have a conversation with God- a heart to heart about things and about what I should do. I also prayed for patience. Then it was time to go to our dinner and Bible study with some of the youth from the church here. So, off we went.
Somewhere between my heart to heart with God and our drive home, I knew what the plan was. So, we got back to our place and I told everyone to join me in the lounge with their Bible. I shared some things with them and then we read several scriptures, one being I Corinthians 13:4-7. I told them God loves them and I love them and when I say that this is what I mean. I talked a bit more and then told them after prayer time to leave in silence. But, I also encouraged them to meet and ask for forgiveness if there was someone they  had been crabby to today.
Several really amazing conversations happened because of that. I expect several more in the near future. It was also a way to show the group that in times of trouble, they can always look to prayer and scripture for guidance and comfort. Am I happy people were crabby today? Not really. But I am happy that I was able to have a moment to teach by example and share with the group how to handle things with a Christian perspective. And I reinforced how much I love each one of them.
So where was God today? He was listening, giving me guidance, and giving me patience.
Blessings,
Jennifer 

Tuesday, April 3, 2018

Mission Trip Workday 2

What an amazing day! Wow did this group work hard! We went to the Houston Food Bank this morning and spent several hours packing boxes of food for their disaster box program. A young woman was our guide and told us what we needed to do. She was very upbeat and really great at what she does there. At the end of our time there, she gathered us all to tell us how many boxes of food, how many meals that made, and a few other facts about what we had done. She talked about what the food bank does and about the different programs they have. Then, she shared her story with us. 7 years ago, she had been homeless and sought help from the food bank. She said it was what kept her going. She promised herself that when she got back on her feet she would get through nursing school and work at the food bank along the way so that she could help others the way she had been helped. She told us that she graduates this year. How amazing is that? The group was touched by her story and it was a blessing that she was able to share that with them. The impact she made to them was evident throughout the rest of the day.
If I asked any of the youth how many meals we packed, they could tell me the exact number. They were excited to know they were a part of helping that many people. Watching them work this morning was awesome! They were unstoppable! They were so focused and worked so well together and so quickly! I was thoroughly impressed!
After we finished there, we went to the church who is hosting us and running the mission organization. They needed some help with organizing some of the supplies they use for the mission weeks and asked us to help. They thought it would take us the afternoon to get it done. But, about 30- 40 minutes later, we were done and asking for another project. That happened 2 more times. The group continued to work hard and stay focused until the tasks were finished. In between them, they had a little fun and happened to find some costumes to try on and some other silly things. I may or may not have insisted someone take my picture inside the mouth of a giant hungry hungry hippo...
So, we worked hard and played hard today- a perfect mix!
After that, rather than being done for the day, we were asked to help in the afterschool program held at the place we are staying. They happened to be shorthanded today and our group was anxious to hang out with the kids yesterday, so it seemed like a great idea. When I told our group about it, they jumped at the chance to hang out with them. They helped with he tutoring first and then when that ended, they all played outside together.
Dinner tonight was awesome! We had special guests who brought dinner, one of the hostesses from the last time I was in Houston and her friend who had an amazing story to share with the group. Dinner was yummy! Her friend happens to be a chef so we were in for a treat! After dinner, he shared his story of being homeless and finding God through his time at the Salvation Army. He is now a pastor and has a ministry that works to meet people where they are since God met hi right where he was. He opened the discussion up for questions and at first it was pretty quiet. I asked a couple questions and another leader did too. Finally the youth were brave enough to ask the random questions they had been nervous to ask. It was a touching experience and was definitely something the group was meant to hear. They were impacted by his story and I know that hearing about his struggles and how they led him to God was something that helped many of them since they have struggles of their own and are looking for God.
During our night discussion, I asked about the day and it was evident that the group loved their experiences today. I think it was unanimous that they got more out of today than yesterday...not that there was anything wrong with yesterday, but they loved the interactions with people they had today and they love helping people in poverty situations. So, God's plan was definitely so much better than my plan!
So, where was God today? He was in the planning, the moments, and the experiences that the group had. And, I think he was overjoyed at the hands and feet He saw used for Him today.
Blessings,
Jennifer

Mission Trip- Workday 1

The group worked hard today! We went to a house that was damaged by the hurricane. The lady we did work for was in her 70's and has owned the house since 1975. She isn't able to live there since it has to be totally redone- floors, walls, cabinets- everything was ruined! She's sleeping on her daughters couch right now. So, we felt really good about doing whatever we could to help her get back into her house. For us, that meant sanding and mudding. It's not easy work. It takes some skill and practice to get it right. But, this group succeeded with flying colors! It was awesome to see them work together and get the job done!
By the end of the day, they were tired! So was I! But, I think they all felt good about what they had accomplished.
One of the questions I got most often was "Are we watching that video again tonight?" If I had said no, I think they would have revolted! That video is their Bible study this week! I have never had a group more excited about their Bible study! I knew when it came to me that it wasn't my plan but God's- that He was putting the plan in my head to use this week. And of course, He was right on track with His plan! We had such a great discussion again and I love how they are relating to it.
It's an amazing feeling to feel God working so closely and it seems when I am planning and leading a mission trip that it always happens. I plan like crazy! I love my spreadsheets! And I have many of them- list of participants, schedule, menu, Bible study, contacts for activities, etc. You name it, I have a plan and a spreadsheet for it! But, even as I am creating it, I know it will probably change as God steps in to create the masterpiece that the week becomes with His finishing touches! And while that may cause a moment of stress as I wonder what He's up to and when it will be time for me to find out, in my heart, I know He's in control.
(Ironically I'm actually writing this Tuesday morning and no sooner did I write that last sentence did I get a text with God's answer to my question. No- it wasn't God texting me, but now I know what His plan is!)
So, where was God today? He was creating His masterpiece for the day and the week! And, it's all His timing- not mine!
Blessings,
Jennifer

Sunday, April 1, 2018

Mission Trip Day 3

We arrived safely to our destination this afternoon! We were so excited to get to Houston!
But, we had a pretty awesome morning before we even left. Easter is always a little different when it happens to fall during our mission week. But, I enjoy experiencing Easter with other churches and seeing how they celebrate and worship! This morning, we were invited to help decorate a cross with flowers that was used during their worship service. The group didn't seem to mind getting up around 5:30 AM so that they could help. It was beautiful once it was all finished! We helped for awhile and then went to the sunrise youth service. Their youth space is really awesome! They had a really great service and it was fun to see so many youth worshiping together.
Our ride was pretty uneventful. Although less than 4 hours, it seemed like forever since I was so anxious to get to Houston. 3 days of driving adds up! But, once we got here it was great! The weather couldn't be better! The space works out really well for our group and everyone settled in quickly.
After the vans were unloaded, we went to our friends to have dinner and swim in their pool. They lived in LaPorte and were a part of the church before they moved to Houston. It was great to see them and their generosity was overwhelming! So much good food! I wasn't expecting an Easter dinner, but ham, mashed potatoes, green bean casserole, and more! Yummy! The group loved being outside and had fun swimming in the pool, laughing, talking, and connecting. I love how much this group seems to be connecting so quickly! When it was time to go, the group protested that they just wanted to stay there all week and enjoy their backyard and pool! But, off we went.
Back at our home away from home for the week, we settled in to the lounge area for our Bible study time. I have been really excited for our Bible study to start and so even though I wasn't going to start until tomorrow, I decided to start tonight. What a great discussion we had! Everyone participated, they loved the videos we are watching, and really put a lot of thought into their answers! Part of the study is them choosing a scripture from a list of about 15 verses to go with each video. They are all very different scriptures and it was so interesting to see that hardly anyone picked the same verse. I love that they are all getting something out of it and it is what they personally need- not something I'm telling them to think or feel. They are digging pretty deep this week and that's so exciting! It's awesome how they are taking on leadership and mentoring roles and following leaders and learning from each other. It's a really great mix of young and new and also older more seasoned mission trippers. So, it helps that they lead and learn from each other. And, giving the older ones opportunities to grow in their leadership is definitely rewarding for them- and for me to watch!
My chaperones are awesome, too! Once again, new and young and more seasoned volunteers is great, too! Having someone who has been around and knows the ropes is helpful, but someone new with new ideas and perspectives is always fun for me! And, I always love when my former youth decide to use their gifts to lead current youth and help give them the awesome experiences that they had! So, it's exciting to have a new young adult chaperone on her first trip as an adult! What a blessing!
So far, our trip has been awesome and we haven't even begun our work! I can't wait to see what tomorrow brings!
So, where was God today? He got us here safely, He was in the love and hospitality of those around us, and He was in our Bible study tonight as we gathered to learn more about Him.
Blessings,
Jennifer

Saturday, March 31, 2018

Mission Trip Day 2

It's quiet...I'm not sure if they are actually asleep. I'm probably more tired than they are since I drove while they napped. But, that's ok! :)
The blessing is not only did we make it to our destination on our longest drive day there, but we did it well! The drive was peaceful and complaint free! We listened to music, they slept, we stopped only to get gas and eat and then get back on the road. I was pretty impressed! It makes me look forward even more to the rest of the week!
Once we got to the church, we were welcomed and given the tour of the area we are staying in. The people were so hospitable and gracious. They showed us where we will go in the morning and I am really looking forward to their Easter celebration- even though it means getting up at 5!
After dinner, a combination of hotdogs and/ or chili, we gathered for group time. It was our first small group of the trip. So, each group gathered to talk about what questions they wanted to focus on this week. My group started without me since I was setting some things up. And, honestly I like them having some time to discuss things without me since it helps give them some independence and leadership. By the time I got there they had chosen their questions and were having an in depth conversation about religion and scripture and theology. Wow! Am I going to have to think this week to keep up with my group! I'm pretty excited about that!
Then we had our worship time. I chose a few songs that went along with Easter weekend. After that we did our candle time prayers. But, before ending the evening, we did a special activity for Easter weekend. It was a meditation for Good Friday but since we didn't have a chance last night, I did it tonight. They all laid on the floor, eyes closed, while I read a meditation about the day that Jesus died from the viewpoints of Mary Magdalene, Mary the mother of Jesus, and John. It was pretty deep and when it was over I asked them to continue the evening in silence while they got ready for bed. I never know how those things will go, but I think there were some that really got a lot out of it.
So, where was God today? He got us here safely and I think He enjoyed our worship time. I'm sure He laughed a time or 2 because a lot of things this week will be filled with laughter!
Blessings,
Jennifer 

Mission trip Day 1

We started out the mission trip with a little glitch- as expected because that always happens! Our van wasn't at the rental place as they had promised. So, with record timing on loading the other van, we then sat waiting for 2 1/2 hours! It was a little frustrating! But, in the grand scheme of things, life could have been worse. Our drive was less than 6 hours and we knew where we were going. We had no official plans or activities that we had to get to by a certain time. So, all was well. I was reminded of a story I recently read where something bad had happened, but if it hadn't happened, something worse would have happened. Maybe our delay saved us from an accident or road delays or something. Or maybe we were just supposed to wait. I don't know. But, we survived and moved on!
We arrived in Southern Illinois mid- afternoon and were greeted by our friends who are joining us on the trip. They had invited some of their youth group to join us for the evening. Soon, they showed up and it seemed like the groups clicked immediately! They hung out and played, talked, laughed, and had a great time.
One of the volunteers from their group had volunteered to lead us in a time of worship. So, we went to their youth area and sang and worshiped together. It was beautiful! Everyone was singing and worshiping- no care about how they looked or seemed to those around them! After we sang for awhile, my friend spoke. I had asked her to share a message with the youth. I am always amazed when she shares with the group and how she obviously listens to God because what she shares it what I know the group needs to hear! It was such a blessing to start our trip with this time together!
Whenever I am with my friend, I am reminded of the blessing she is in my life- the encourager, the one who helped lead me along my spiritual journey, and the one who still can hold me accountable better than anyone else because she knows my heart so well. Although I wish we had more time together, I was grateful for the time we had and that I could start our mission week by being uplifted and spiritually filled.
After worship, the groups just hung out together and played. It was great to see them connecting so well!
WHile on our way, I received a voicemail from the construction manager. He shared with me that our projects will be through a different group who works with youth and will be working along side us throughout the week. We will have a chance to spend time with the families we work for and will also be doing ice breakers and things. So, it's obvious they are used to doing things with youth groups. So, I'm pretty excited about where God is leading us!
So, where was God today? He kept us safe, he helped us along the way, and He enjoyed our time of worship.
Blessings,
Jennifer

Wednesday, March 28, 2018

Shots

Well, I finally had as much as I could take. Yesterday, I finally had to go to the hospital for my migraines after 2 1/2 weeks of fighting them. I delay it as long as I can. But, it was obvious that nothing was going to help except going and getting the shots to stop them from continuing to come.
So, yesterday morning, my husband took me to the hospital. By the time I concede to going, I am always a little out of it and pretty weak. So, talking to people is not high on my list of things to do. But, when I got to the room, the nurse asked us if we were part of the rescue that was on my husband's sweatshirt. We said yes and she said she had adopted from there. As it turns out, I had been to her house to do the home visit and get the adoption paperwork done. It gave me a little comfort that the nurse was someone I had met before, even if it was for a short time several years ago.
I came home without pain (except where I had gotten the shots) and extremely tired. I spent the rest of the day in bed, but without pain. What a relief!
My husband was such a blessing! I know he probably wasn't feeling the greatest either, but anytime I needed something, he got it for me. I don't know why, but every time I get a migraine I crave 2 things- orange juice and greasy burgers or chicken sandwiches. I have no idea why, but it always happens. At 8:30 last night, I was craving orange juice so much that I was ready to go to the store. But, my husband insisted that I stay home and he went and got it. I drank half of it last night and the other half this morning.
A friend also insisted on bringing over dinner. She included a card and some flowers. It was really yummy and very sweet of her.
I feel so blessed to be surrounded by people who love me and care about me!
Today I woke up pain free. Although I felt like a headache was coming on, it never got really bad. I was a little tired, but was able to function and do what I needed to do.
I've only got a couple days and the mission trip is here! So, today I worked on finalizing a few things and gathering the things I need for the trip. I can't wait and am really excited to be heading back to Houston! Our schedule keeps getting better and I feel like we are going to have some awesome experiences! I finished putting together the Bible study and am really happy with the plan. Tonight, I worked on our group times leading up to Easter and I'm looking forward to those experiences. I definitely feel God's hand on the plans for the upcoming week! I have done all of the planning I need to do. Now it's up to Him!
So, where was God yesterday? He was with me and with the people who helped me to feel better and free me from the pain.
SO, where was God today? He was with me in the planning for next week.
Blessings,
Jennifer

Saturday, March 24, 2018

Eggs

Today was the Easter Egg Hunt! I had no idea how many kids would be there! We shared the event on facebook and told the preschoolers. The church family all knew and told their family and friends. But, I didn't get many definite responses from people saying they were coming. We stuffed over 1700 eggs and had almost 600 little toys. We had games and crafts planned and a table full of cookies. We also had a forecast of possible snow and a temperature that felt like 22 degrees. That's not quite the perfect setting for an outside egg hunt. So, we decided to do the younger 2 inside and then one outside.
Adults and kids showed up to help- some I knew were coming and others I didn't plan on. All were a huge help and we were ready to go by 9:40 or so. That was a great thing because by 9:50, families were pouring in! They were all excited and went downstairs to register and enjoy the activities in the friendship hall while waiting for the hunts to begin.
Most of the time before the hunt started, I stood by the door greeting people. I saw people I recognized from our other events, parents night out, and the preschool, along with our church members. But, I am noticing we are getting families that are repeat attenders. That's awesome! I feel like we are becoming known for our family friendly activities.
Throughout the morning, I heard people from our church talking to the families and talking about some of the other things we have going on, our church services, and sharing about the church. I think that's so awesome! I had a family interested in seeing the youth area and the nursery, and they told me they would see me tomorrow. Will I see them? I don't know. But, I feel 1 step closer to connecting more with the community!
One of the best parts about today was that it wasn't about what I was doing, it was the church family working together and using their gifts. What a blessing!
So, where was God today? He was hanging out at the Easter egg hunt and enjoying the community come to His house.
Blessings,
Jennifer

Friday, March 23, 2018

Stars

I know it's been a few days since I've written. Unfortunately, I've been fighting headaches/migraines this past week. I haven't been able to stay up late or write much this week. But, tonight I'm feeling better and am ready to get back in the habit.
Even with fighting migraines, I've had some pretty great moments this week! 1 week from today I leave on a youth mission trip. So, this week I worked on a few things to get ready for the trip. It always seems the theme for the week develops itself shortly before the trip. This time was no different. Along with being the theme for the mission trip, it also becomes the theme for the upcoming year. So, it's pretty important- which is why I let God tell me what to do. The theme became really clear last night and within minutes I had the theme, the Bible studies for the week, and our discussion questions all set. That's when I know God is as excited as I am! One of the cool things about it is that it came during a discussion with one of my young adults. I love seeing them grow and mature and I love being able to discuss ministry with them!.
Another awesome moment happened yesterday, too. Last month, I started spending time once a month with each of the preschool classes. I see them all the time and love seeing them smile and wave when they see me and love that they are getting to know me and I'm getting to know them! When I visit them, I read a story and have some sort of object lesson to go with it. This week the theme was spring. So, I figured it would be a great time talking about all of the great things God made. I found a book and a few things to show as examples of things God gave us. On my way to work, I stopped to pick up a couple donuts. I always go through the drive thru but decided to go inside. When I got to the counter, I saw the cutest munchkins with colorful star sprinkles. Of course, they were a hit with the preschoolers and I'm sure that Gods gift of beautiful stars will definitely be remembered!
Tonight we had a special event at church. I asked a couple of my youth to come help. On our way home, one of them excitedly told me she has so many older friends from church! I love that we have a church that surrounds our teens with love that makes them feel like the members are friends.
So, where was God this week? He was surrounding me in love when I was not feeling well. And, he was in the planning for the upcoming events. And, He was in the moments with the preschoolers as we talked about His blessings.
Blessings,
Jennifer

Saturday, March 17, 2018

Emmaus Walk

I spent most of today at a meeting for the Emmaus Walk. It's my first time helping. I haven't had a chance since I have had conflicts with every walk since then. So, I am really looking forward to being a part of it. Today, as I sat there throughout the day, I was reminded of that time and the awesomeness of it all. I remember the friendships I made, the realizations I had, ad the peace that came with the experience.
I was also reminded of my sponsor for my walk. He was so excited about the Emmaus walk and that I was going. Then, the next year the group that went grew from when I went by myself to at least 5! He was so convincing that saying no was really hard. But, a month after that walk, we were saying goodbye to him after he passed away suddenly. But, not a Emmaus walk event goes by that I don't think of him and think he must be looking down smiling at what he started. Yes, he left sooner than any of us would have liked. But, it's amazing what he started at the church in that short time he was there.
It is just one example of the great things that can happen by just one person believing in something and doing whatever they can to make a difference. God uses us to do His work and to make a difference. And, all it takes is one person listening to get the change started.
So where was God today? He was at that meeting as we all prepared to make a difference and impact lives by doing His work during the next Emmaus walk.
Blessings,
Jennifer








































Thursday, March 15, 2018

Movie

Tonight I went to see the movie "I Can Only Imagine" about the lead singer of Mercy Me and how he came to write the song. It was a great movie and I loved seeing how God changed the life of His father. It shows how God can do amazing things and we can never give up hope on anyone or anything. I also thought the story of love and forgiveness between the father and son was a beautiful thing.
One of the best parts of the evening was sitting with so many people from church! I love that this movie became a fellowship experience for us and that so many friends could gather together. This needs to keep happening! 
During the previews, I saw that a lot of Christian movies are coming out. This gives me hope. People wouldn't be making christian movies if people weren't going to see them. And, having christian movies in the theater seems to be a good way to start conversations with people. 
So, where was God today? He was in the movie I saw and in the theater with us.
Blessings,
Jennifer

Monday, March 12, 2018

Content

Since I worked my days off, I took today off. It was a great day! What did I do? Well, after sleeping in, I got up and cleaned my house. I've been working hard to keep up with it, but getting ready for last weekend, I missed a few days.
There is something relaxing about cleaning- getting rid of the dust and junk. There is something uplifting about the feeling of walking into a clean room. Of course, having 3 dogs and foster dogs means this doesn't happen often so I enjoy it while it lasts!
While I was cleaning, my husband offered to make lunch. Then we actually sat down at the table and ate together. Our son stopped by as we were eating and he joined us for lunch. It's been so long since the 3 of us sat together for a meal. We sat and chatted and I felt blessed for that moment we had together. 
Tonight I went to a meeting where I led a discussion about goals and visioning. As much as I wasn't excited about leaving my house, I was excited after hearing the thoughts and ideas of the group.
So, nothing earth shattering happened today. But, it was just one of those days that I felt contentment. In my life, I usually am running a million directions. It was nice to not have to today.
So, where was God today? He was sitting at the table enjoying our lunch together.
Blessings,
Jennifer

Saturday, March 10, 2018

Hurricane Part 2

I scheduled us to sleep later than I usually do, knowing everyone would probably get up earlier. They did. It was a new day and they were in pretty good spirits after a few minutes! They had all slept pretty well (I could tell by the snoring in the girls room that they had fallen asleep quickly the night before!)
They got ready for the day and we ate the breakfast brought to us by another good Samaritan. What a blessing that people from the church want to be a part of the youth in so many wonderful ways!
The group gathered in a circle and we talked for a bit. Most evenings, I ask a few questions. The previous night, I wanted to focus on the candle experience so we didn't do that. So, I decided to start our day with a few questions. They were the typical ones- where did they see God the day before, what impacted them, what surprised them, etc. They all shared some very touching answers and it was a great way to start the day on a positive note. We watched a video devotion about Romans 8:28, we"And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose." 
We decided in an emergency situation, God was calling us to help others whenever we could. Then I told them we were going to spend the next few hours helping at a soup kitchen. Cheers from the crowd! Yes...it was 9:30 am on a Saturday and when I told them that's what we were doing they were so excited they cheered! How awesome is that?!
Off we went to prepare, serve, and cleanup at the soup kitchen 30 minutes away. While we were there, the group was awesome! They jumped in wherever needed, greeted the guests, and thoroughly enjoyed the experience. One of the things that I loved was how they played up the hurricane experience! On our way there, my group was excited that we were in the rescue helicopter. Another group was in the boat. While talking to another volunteer, imagine her surprise when several of the youth said they had arrived in a helicopter! They explained they had to because of the flooding. The look on her face was priceless!
The car ride wasn't just about our helicopter experience. One of the people in my car shared how much the candle time had meant to her. She said she had been holding on to some pretty serious things for a long time and this morning she had woken up feeling freer! How beautiful is that?! I was overjoyed that she not only was able to let some things go, but was able to share about it with her new friends.
By the time the group was done serving, there wasn't a lot of food left. But, they didn't complain that they didn't have much to eat. This is not usually the case when we gather to eat. So, it was obvious the experience serving there had impacted them and helped them realize the blessings they have.
We got done with some time to spare before the next activity. We made a pit stop on the way back to the church to visit a pet store where the rescue I work with was doing an event. I shared with them about the dogs there and where they had been rescued from. I also told them that in an emergency, animals are also victims and many need to be rescued. A couple more young adults joined us because they had heard about what we were doing and wanted to be a part of the experience.
We got back to the church and had a snack. Then it was time to wrap up the event. We talked about what we learned, where we saw God, and what we enjoyed during the event. We prayed together and said our goodbyes.
During the event, one of the new youth said he wants to do more with the youth and wants to go on the mission trip. Another youth came who hasn't been around for awhile and is thinking about going on the mission trip. And, a young adult got to chaperone for the first time as she transitions from youth to adult. She loved it so much that she wants to chaperone for the mission trip.
Youth realized how blessed they are and also realized that lots of stuff isn't what is truly important. The youth realized that God is always with us and so our our church friends. They felt good to be the hands and feet of God, doing work serving for Him. They learned there are adults who love them and that they can trust them. And, they learned that even in the disasters of our lives, God can create opportunities for good things.
So, where was God today? He was in this group as they worked to be His hands and feet, and in the people who supported us as they were His hands and feet.
Blessings,
Jennifer

Hurricane Part 1

What a weekend! Hurricane Experience time!
Thursday was the day to do my last minute details. As I read through my plans, watched the videos again, and read through the devotions, I got a few ideas of how to improve some things. I always plan and plan and then God takes over and He has even better ideas! I felt like that's what happened Thursday. One of the most impactful things that happens every year during the 30 hour famine is some kind of closing prayer candle time the first night. It's different every year and I had been struggling with exactly what to do. And then it came to me just like I knew it would!
Friday I woke up so excited that it was finally the day! I am sure I get even more excited than my youth when it comes to these events! How did I get so lucky to get to do these things for a living?! I got to church and started setting up all of the rooms. We had a shelter store, a shelter waiting room, a storage area and our welcome area. I walked through and made sure everything was set up as planned. Then, my volunteers started to arrive. 2 of my former youth were the early volunteers to welcome the youth as they arrived. I can never express how happy it makes my heart when my former youth become part of my volunteer team! Watching them transition from youth to volunteer as they transition to adulthood and decide they want to share God with those younger than them is so awesome! I explained the plan to them and off I went to start picking up the youth...they all got picked up as a simulation of being rescued. So, they didn't know when I was showing up except it would be sometime between 4-6. I dropped them off at the church (the hurricane shelter) and went for the next rescue. The youth walked through the flood waters and were greeted by the volunteers who asked them to fill out a bunch of paperwork and gave them a store token and bottle of water. They were escorted to the shelter storage area to drop off their stuff- except for their 3 items. Those 3 items were the 3 most important items that they had decided they would grab in an emergency situation. They headed to the waiting area to join the rest of the group as they all arrived. Videos of the hurricane damage and news reports played as they filled out more paperwork, played a game, and chatted with friends. My first surprise came when I realized the group really hated the paperwork! I mean, I think they hated it more than not eating during the 30 hour famine! Seriously! I took it from the Red Cross shelter forms online, so it was pretty authentic. And, I didn't think much of it until I started hearing them talk about it. I used it just to set the scene when they came in. But, it became so much more than that! At the time, it caused some grumpiness, but in the end, I think it helped them realize that going through that in reality was even worse because that was just part of what they had to do to get help and get into a shelter.
Once everyone arrived, it was time to welcome everyone and introduce our theme, scripture for the day, and thank our good Samaritans who brought us food and hygiene kits. The scripture was Joshua 1:9, "Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged, for the Lord your God will be with you wherever you go.” It's one of my favorites as it always reminds me of my first mission trip ad is a great reminder that God is always there even when we have struggles. Then, we got to sing with our live trio! The youth sang semi-enthusiastically, but they had to learn the songs so that was expected. By the next day, they were much better. By the end of the mission trip they will know them by heart...I think!
The evening continued with a silly game to decide which team got to go to the store first, shopping at the shelter store, and a scavenger hunt for more items. They had fun with this and it was interesting to watch them choose their items and to start to work together as teams.
As the scavenger hunt was ending and they were gathering back together, one of my favorite parts of the night happened. The sounds! I had 3 videos of hurricane sounds and sirens on a playlist and I looped them to continuously play throughout the intercom and in the main room we were in. It was eerie, loud and surprising. Then, the lights throughout the church went out! The group was told the power was out. Luckily, there were flashlights around from those who brought them, bought them, or found them during the scavenger hunt. Those moments definitely made an impact...not too scary but definitely eye opening. But, the group seemed kind of excited about hanging out with their flashlights. I had wondered about their feelings when this happened, but they definitely weren't as upset about this as they were the paperwork! Haha! We played some games and they had a good time with it all.
Our evening finished with our devotion/ prayer/ candle closing. (This was what I mentioned from Thursday's thoughts.) I started by reading from a journal my friend's son kept just after experiencing the hurricane. It told of his activities and thoughts in the first week after it happened. We talked about how hard it must have been to not be able to communicate with family and friends and what tears of joy he had as he was finally able to talk to his parents. Then, I shared about the thoughts after a disaster happens...thoughts of forgiveness, regret, letting go. We always thing we will have another chance later on to forgive, ask for forgiveness, or reconcile. But, one day we won't. We wrote down things we needed to let go. Then, we gave them to God by burning them. We closed with a prayer to end the day.
So, where was God Thursday? He was in the details, in the planning.
So, where was God Friday? He was in the preparation and in the moments with the group as we strived to get closer to Him and understand He is always with us even in the disasters in our lives. And, sometimes He's in the friends that surround us during those disasters.
Blessings,
Jennifer

Wednesday, March 7, 2018

Catching Up

Every night this week, I get ready to start writing and fall asleep. I actually opened up the new post screen to write last night but fell asleep right after. Right now I am fighting migraine warning signs. So if anything I write doesn't make sense, I'm sorry. :)
This has been a busy week and will be getting busier! The time is almost here! The hurricane experience begins Friday afternoon! I'm so excited and can't wait to do it! But, it means a week of running around getting the last minute details worked out. As much as I say I need to know ahead of time, I never know until the last minute who is coming. But, at this point I have a pretty good idea.
Monday I spent time getting that list finalized, putting groups together, and matching my volunteers to my leaders. It's awesome to see my young adults once again coming back to be a part of the leadership of the youth events.
Tuesday, I finalized the schedule details. I've had the schedule set for months, but there are always a few last minute updates to make. Then I made my to do list and my shopping list. Most of the stuff just has to be gathered from around the church, but a few things need to be bought Thursday. Luckily, people have volunteered to bring the food and some other things so that's awesome! I love that people hear what we are doing and get excited bout it so much that they want to be a part of it too!
Wednesday was my "hunting and gathering" day. I came up with more things than I thought for some of the activities. So, my shopping list got shorter! I also sat in on the music rehearsal and am excited about their willingness to use their gifts for this weekend.
But, that's not all that has happened this week!
Yesterday I took a CPR class to be re-certified. As I was sitting there, I thought about how amazing it is that we have the opportunity to save a life. How amazing the human body is! And, although I hope I never have to use what I've learned, I am grateful that I have learned it.
Tonight, as I was dropping off a couple of my youth, a car sped towards us and ended up hitting my open door. They continued on down the street. I was pretty angry because I now have damage on my new car. But, the more I thought, I was just really grateful that the girls I was dropping off didn't get hurt. They were right there and it could have been a horrific situation. So, I guess the damaged door isn't so bad.
So, where was God this week? He's helping me get ready for the hurricane experience in so many ways! I can't imagine doing it without him! He was with me in my CPR class and was there when the first breath of life was taken..what an amazing creation He made! And, He was there when my car was hit keeping people safe.
Blessings,
Jennifer

Saturday, March 3, 2018

Celebrating

What a great day! After walking all of my dogs, I was off to a celebration for someone from the church who just finished an introductory class for lay academy. He is feeling called to some sort of ministry and exploring his options. It's exciting to see God working through his exploration!
Afterwards, I went to the church to work on some things I didn't have time to do earlier in the week- rearranging and cleaning some things up that needed some attention. Then I needed to finalize everything for tonight's parents night out. I made sure I had flyers and info about upcoming events, had all my crafts and games ready, and prepared the rooms we would be in. Then, the time came to welcome my volunteers. I was so excited that I had so many youth and college students who were willing to help tonight! One of the college students was home on spring break and when I found out she would be around I asked her to come. She happily agreed and it was so awesome that she was there! I hadn't seen her much for awhile since she's spent the last year and a half at school. SO, when I got a random text earlier in the week asking if we could get together with whoever was around, I was so excited. It's so much fun to see former youth that are growing up! Sometimes, I wonder about youth as they get older...typically by junior or senior year I don't see them as much. But, it seems when they go off to college I begin to reconnect but in a different way. And, days like today remind me that even if they drift away, in their younger years they learned something and they always remember they are loved by God, by me, and by the church.
Shortly after the volunteers arrived, the children came...and they just kept coming! Last month we had 1. And we didn't change a thing- crafts, games, storytime. He loved it. But, I was hoping for an increase this month. I got it! We had 16! So much fun! 10 of them had never participated in anything at the church, besides preschool for some. As I talked to parents, they said they were definitely coming back for the egg hunt and they were so grateful that the church was offering this for families! The kids didn't want to leave at the end of the night! I call that all a success!
So, where was God today? He was in the person celebrating completing his first step towards his calling, the volunteers for parents night out, and the families who participated in parents night out.
Blessings,
Jennifer

Friday, March 2, 2018

Blessings

I spent this morning at breakfast. Yes...all morning! About once a month, I get to spend time with a youth worker friend who I love talking to. We share thoughts and ideas, encourage each other, and talk about things only another youth worker could understand. We ask each other how our spiritual lives are going and I am grateful for a chance to have someone who I can honestly share that with and who listens and understands.
This has become such a valuable part of my life. Having someone to share with while also helping me stay accountable is such a blessing to me and m ministry!
After my morning, I headed to the church to see something I'd been waiting for! The hallway by our Sunday school rooms is getting some updates. One of those updates is a beautiful framed picture of Jesus with outstretched arms and a gentle, loving face that all welcomes everyone who see it. It got hung this morning. It's an awesome picture and will be surrounded by pictures of children from the church and activities we have recently done. This has all been donated by someone who had vision for the hallway and realized that the first impression for parents and children going to Sunday school needed some improvement. We spent the afternoon doing some small updates like moving pictures, hanging a bulletin board to post family ministry activities, and moving some furniture around to create a more welcoming atmosphere.
These people are all so instrumental in my life! Having people to talk with, share with, who help with vision and ideas, and who have the ability to help financially to make things happen are such blessings!
So, where was God today? He was in the people who help make my life and ministry better.
Blessings,
Jennifer

Thursday, March 1, 2018

Family

There was a time when I wasn't the best at listening to my parents...or I would listen and then do the opposite. It never ended well. And, I have since learned it's not a good plan. So, a month or 2 ago when my dad mentioned the blog I used to write, it was the final push I needed to get back into it. Since then, I have enjoyed the practice of looking for God in everything again. It's not that I had stopped seeing God, but this blog helps me become so much more aware of His presence. So, once again, I have to say that listening to my dad was a pretty good thing. And, following his nudge for me to write again was even better.
Today I was so grateful for the chance to visit my family. It doesn't happen as often as I'd like. Life gets in the way sometimes and I wish that wasn't the case. But, today I had to take care of some things near them and was able to spend some time with them'- and my sister and niece who I got a quick visit with in between my sister's many jobs and errands.
Although it was a short visit with my family, it was still great! By the time I finished my other obligations, it was late afternoon.  My parents had a meeting at church this evening and so we visited for a bit, had an early dinner and then I headed home.
Growing up, my parents were very active in our church. As I grew up, I followed their guide. I remember at times being at church more than at home. So, I guess it is no surprise that the same is true today of both my parents and me- them with meetings and choir practices regularly and me spending so much time at the church.
I am so grateful for the path my parents helped lay out for me. I don't know what I would have done during any of my struggles if I didn't have God and my church family along with my family.
As I sat at my parents house, the house I grew up in, I enjoyed talking and spending time with them. If you know my dad, you should really ask him about his squirrel rescue story! I couldn't have asked for a better day...unless it was longer!
So, where was God today? He was in my family...the blessing He gave me!
Blessings,
Jennifer

Monday, February 26, 2018

Meeting

Today was a day filled with meetings. From the minute I started work until the minute I headed home, I was meeting with people. Typically, nobody is a fan of meetings.but I loved my meetings today! Each conversation I had was about an opportunity to spread God in some way. I feel so lucky and blessed by the opportunities in ministry that I have and by the people I am surrounded by people that are so committed to being a part of it.
Life is crazy and looking at my calendar sometimes seems scary with all the events I have coming up. But, it's all so worth it!
So, where was God today? He was in all of the conversations I had today.
Blessings,
Jennifer

Saturday, February 24, 2018

Workweek

What a week! I went to Houston to help with flood relief after hurricane Harvey. During the week, rain hit hard at home and there was a lot of flooding. The church had some damage that had to be dealt with. So, we came home a day early to deal with the issues here.
I realize I didn't write much this past week. The last 2 days were filled with lots of driving. When I got home, I was exhausted and actually went to bed around 7:30! Besides dealing with rain yesterday, the drive wasn't bad.I am grateful that all 4 cars made it home safely. I spent a lot of the drive thinking about the next time I would be traveling down that road. In just over a month, I will be headed back to Texas to work with the same church doing the same thing. So, as I drove I thought about the schedule, the tools we should bring, how the teams should be divided, etc. We talked in the car about the week behind us and the week I will be back there.
Our week of work was great! I learned a lot about dry-walling! It was fun working with the team as a lot of us learned together and we shared a lot of laughter along the way. We helped 2 families while there. We got a chance to spend time with the man from one of the houses as he worked with us and was constantly offering us water, snacks, and food. It was evident that both families appreciated the help and we were happy to help.
When we weren't working, we were getting to know each other better as most of us didn't know each other well before the week began. I enjoyed spending time with the team. I had some really great conversations and felt God's presence in many of those conversations.
So, where was God this week? He was working with our team, in the middle of our conversations, and keeping us safe on our drive home.
Blessings,
Jennifer

Tuesday, February 20, 2018

Drywall

Today was our first day of work. We split into 2 teams. Both teams were scheduled to do drywall, but my team had to do insulation first. The other team had a higher drywall project to do while ours was only the bottom sheet of drywall. Our house flooded about a foot while the other house flooded 5 feet. I can't imagine walking through my house having water even a foot, let alone 5 feet!
We were surprised at the community we were in. It was pretty nice. As I thought about it, I thought about how this hurricane didn't care how much money anyone made, what mistakes they had or had not made. Everyone was dealing with the same issues. I wonder how that has changed some people, how they have learned and grown from this disaster. They may or may not have been attached to their possessions. But, in a matter of time, they lost everything. As heartbreaking as that was, the stories I heard make me think it was nothing compared to connecting with family, friends, and even strangers after the hurricane. It's times like this that make us stop and think about what truly matters.
Another thing we talked about throughout the day, throughout this week actually, is how God is working through the churches in the community and in the US. People from all walks of life need help. And, God is working through so many people to reach out to His people and show His love. They may not have known God or had a relationship before, but now they have a chance to get to know Him through people working here. I wonder how many people are finding Him.
It reminds me of a song "Praise You in the Storm". I don't know all the words, but the ones I do are running through my head.
So many times, we all go through struggles. And, it's in those times that we find God. I wonder how many stories there are  of that happening throughout this tragedy.
So, where was God today? He was in us as we used our hands and feet to show His love.
Blessings,
Jennifer

Monday, February 19, 2018

Cots

Today we drove the rest of the way to Houston. The drive seemed to go pretty quick, less than 7 hours of drive time. Everyone made it safely to our destination. When we arrived, the temperature was in the 80's! What a beautiful thing!
We were welcomed with southern hospitality! Three women greeted us and were so happy to see us. They shared some stories about their experiences with the hurricane and thanked us for coming to help. It felt like we were definitely in the place God wanted us to be!
The area we are staying in is huge! There is a big room in the center surrounded by smaller rooms. We can use all of the rooms around it. I had thought people would all go their separate ways to set up their cots and stuff. But, not the case. When I went into the corner room where, I saw almost all of the women figuring out the best position for the cots- the best way to get the most cots in. And, they had already brought my cot in there for me. So, we are going to have a slumber party every night! I'm looking forward to a week of hanging out with these women and getting to know them better.
After settling in, we all went out to dinner. Then a few of us went to the store to buy groceries for the next few days. It has been great seeing this group of people who had never known each other, or at least not well, now laughing and talking and sharing life together for the next week.
So, where was God today? He was with us on the drive and with us as we connected and built relationships with each other.
Blessings,
Jennifer

Saturday, February 17, 2018

Travel

At 5 am a group of people met at the church to embark on a journey. The group is an interesting mix of people from age 21 to retired for quite awhile and everything in between. I am lucky enough to be a part of this group.
Today, I drove what ended up being an 11 hour trip. I didn't expect to run into a snowstorm or see so many vehicles that had gone off the road. It makes me extra thankful that all 4 of our groups ade it safely to our first destination.
I am used to mission trips because I go several times a year. But, besides Guatemala, this is my first mission trip with adults and I am not in charge of anything. I am looking forward to what God has planned for us in the week ahead! I think it's awesome that this group of people has all committed to going to help others. Some are retired and others took a week off work to go. There are 2 young adults that went on trips as youth and are now continuing their journey with adult mission trips. Everyone comes from a different walk in life and I am excited to see how God puts us together this week!
Already I've gotten to know several of the group better, heard lots of laughter, and learned some new things. This all while spending most of the day with just my small carfull. So, I can;t imagine what will happen tomorrow and the rest of the week!
Another thing I noticed was that there were a lot more Christian radio stations down here. As I traveled and lost stations, I would surf through to find another station and I had my pick of many. It seemed there were more Christian stations than rock stations. Just an interesting observation.
So, where was God today? He was with us in the car keeping us safe. And, he was with our group as we began our journey.
Blessings,
Jennifer

Thursday, February 15, 2018

Present

Today was hectic. It was my last day in the office until I get back from my trip. Nothing went as planned either at work or afterwards. It wasn't that the day was bad, just not as planned.
As I sat here thinking back over the day, nothing stood out to me. There was not one specific moment that I could say "yes God was there in that instant!"
All that being said, there is no doubt in my mind that God was with me throughout the day. As I sit here writing in my warm house, with dogs piled all around me and my husband sitting near me, I feel blessed.
I think that seeing God when there's nothing to see is important to me. It's a comfort to me to know always that God is there. The fact is, not every day is amazing, not every day do things happen, but every day God is still present.
So, where was God today? He was right there with me.
Blessings,
Jennifer

Wednesday, February 14, 2018

Sponsor

A few years ago, I experienced an amazing weekend doing an Emmaus walk. It was a weekend filled with love, laughter, tears, and spiritual growth. I made lasting friendships that weekend. One of the biggest blessings was having an amazing sponsor throughout the experience. He continued to pray for me and encourage me from the first discussion about the walk until...well I'm guessing for the rest of his life. The things that he did to make sure my experience was the best possible was so meaningful to me that I can't even express it. Sadly, he passed suddenly a year later, but not before he helped bring more people to experience that same amazing weekend. 
Today, I got to meet with one of those people who he sponsored so that he could train me to be a sponsor for the next walk. It was evident in what he shared with me that he, too, was impacted greatly by both the walk and the great man who sponsored both of us. Since our sponsor passed, this man has become very active in the Emmaus walk and become a board member and he started tutoring the kids that were being tutored by our sponsor so that they would be able to continue getting help.
It has been awesome seeing this man who had not been very active in the church come alive and active in the life of the church. Today as we talked, I could see and hear my friend through him- through the impact he had on this man. I got an overwhelming sadness for the loss of my sponsor, my friend. But, strangely, at the same time I got an overwhelming sense of peace and awe in the way he had passed so much on to this man. 
My friend will never be gone or forgotten because his legacy lives on through every person from our church who attends a walk, beginning with me.
So, where was God today? He was in this man I met with who is seeking Him and constantly looking to share His message because of the experiences he's had and because of the impact my friend had on him.
Blessings,
Jennifer

Monday, February 12, 2018

Coffee Shop

When I started my new position in January, I started spending part of one day at a local coffee shop. Why? Well, my hope is to be out in the community and have an opportunity to chat with people who may not be up for going to the church. In the first few weeks, I had a chance to talk to both people from the church and random other people who happened to be at the coffee shop. It was great! The last couple of weeks I had things at the church and wasn't able to go. But, today, I was back to my routine. A new coffee shop just opened so I decided to check it out. When I got there, it was pretty quiet so I found a seat and sat down, thinking that if nobody stopped by at least I could get a lot of planning done.
Then I realized there was someone else there far back in the shop. It was someone from the church. A few minutes later, as she walked towards the front of the shop, I greeted her. She sat down and we started talking. She was aware of my plan to be at a coffee shop so she must have actually read the newsletter. We talked about some of the children and youth activities, about ideas she had to publicize activities, and some fundraising ideas. In the end, she agreed to help with vacation Bible school, something I don't think she has ever done before.
So, I was pretty excited about our conversation. If I hadn't run into her there, we probably wouldn't have sat down and had a relaxing conversation. I love Monday afternoons where I can get to know people better without the busyness of the office. The more I get to know people, the more I get to see where their gifts are and help them find ways to use them!
So, where was God today? He was at the coffee shop.
Blessings,
Jennifer

Saturday, February 10, 2018

Chicken

Saturday
This morning I was rushing around getting puppies ready for an adoption event. That meant baths for everyone and gathering a bunch of stuff I probably will never need during the event. After a week of snow, I wanted to leave early to make sure I wasn't late due to roads or slow traffic. So, I was extra rushed.
As I was getting ready, I got a phone call from a friend. Seeing who it was, I remembered. They had planned to give me tickets for port a pit chicken. They were on their way to pick it up an wanted to make sure they could drop off our chicken. Although I had to leave, my husband would be home.
I didn't get home until evening. I hadn't really eaten real food all day due to the busyness. What a blessing it was to have dinner all ready! I am blessed with good friends who showed me a random act of kindness today.
So, where was God today? He was in my friends and in the kindness they showed me.
Blessings,
Jennifer

Wallpaper

Friday
This afternoon, I went to the church to meet a couple who planned to work on a project. We are updating the hallway by our Sunday school rooms and part of that update includes getting a beautiful new picture of Jesus with outstretched arms to welcome the children. This meant the current picture had to go. We found out the current picture is actually wallpaper. So, our project was to remove this giant wallpaper picture. I've never removed wallpaper. I don't plan on ever removing wallpaper again.
It came off in tiny pieces, 1 layer at a time. 4 hours in we had almost half of the picture gone. Yes, that's 3 of us, plus my son who came partway through, and 4 hours later we were not even halfway done. We ended up taking a break for dinner and someone ran to rent a steamer. After that, the process sped up greatly and we were finally done around 8pm.
So, the scraping and peeling of wallpaper wasn't fun. In fact, I was feeling it by the end...aching muscles and exhaustion. But, the conversations we had, the laughter and sharing, the time together, was such a blessing. Watching my son work alongside a man I know he admires as they listened and learned from each other was beautiful. None of us had used  steamer like that before so watching the 2 of them figure it out together was great. Knowing that my son, who had just stopped by to pick something up, decided to stay and help because he knew we really needed it was so awesome to me.
Was getting that wallpaper off fun? No. But, the experience was a treasure.
So, where was God today? He was in the moments we had, the conversations.
Blessings,
Jennifer

Thursday, February 8, 2018

Memories

Tonight while scrolling through facebook, I came across my memories. Usually, they are just random old posts. But today two memories stuck out as life changing events.
The first memory was our first two puppies we fostered through the rescue we still work with 4 years and more than 40 puppies later! I can't believe how much our lives have changed in these 4 years. Fostering has enhanced our lives so much! Being able to help the helpless has been a blessing to my husband and me. But, they have brought so much joy to our lives that I truly feel we have benefited more than they have. We've met some really great people, too! We get to watch some of our fosters grow up and see most of them at least in pictures once in awhile.
How does this relate to my blog? I've always loved dogs. But I never would have imagined years ago that we would be taking care of puppies so often. I feel this opportunity is a gift that God has given us.
Scrolling through my memories, along with lots of puppies, I came across a bunch of pictures of handwritten pages and I immediately recognized it. It was the notebook from my first mission trip. We made a quote book during our trip so we could remember the funny things, the great things, and the scratch your head and wonder things from our week together. Even now, so many years later I read them and remember the moments like they just happened- and I still laugh! And I remember the amazing moments where we felt the presence of God in the room as we listened to the man we worked for. There was something so special about that trip. Of course, the first trip is probably always amazing because everything is so new and experiencing it for the first time is awesome. When I looked back and thought about the youth on that trip, I realized that the ones living nearby are now on my volunteer team. What a difference a few years makes! I love seeing my youth growing and maturing and wanting to help make a difference in the lives of the youth now. I really hope that continues throughout my years because it's such a blessing to see them now.
So where was God today? He was in my memories and the ways they impacted my life today.
Blessings,
Jennifer

Wednesday, February 7, 2018

Wonderful

Wednesday nights are always great! We have dinner as a church family. It's so fun to see the intergenerational interactions during their mealtime. People who never knew each other before are now getting to know each other by sitting at a table together and eating, talking, and laughing. Tonight, a woman came for the first time. The joy she had by being around the people there was beautiful. Her grandson brought her and also his little cousin. The little boy kept hugging me and telling me he loved me. He knows how to melt hearts! He was so excited to be there too! A couple and their granddaughter sat down at the table with us. Towards the end of the meal, the man offered to get the little boy ice cream. His eyes lit up- especially when he heard there was chocolate syrup! They became fast friends!
After dinner, everyone heads off to their classes or rehearsals. I took the youth to our class. There were several new kids tonight so I was excited to have them there. We started off as usual with our icebreaker followed by our Bible challenge. It's so cool to see the youth who started out the year struggling to find things in the Bible and who now all race to find the verses and all find them so quickly! They love this part of the evening and get very competitive! After that, I typically start our video and discussion. Tonight my computer had other plans. It started an update and I couldn't interrupt it. So, there went my plan for the rest of out time. So, I grabbed a book and started to look through it. It was about answers to the most popular questions about God. Before I know it, we were off on a deep discussion about heaven and God and their thoughts on life and death. They all shared some pretty interesting things and some personal thoughts. It was one of those nights where I couldn't plan that discussion. But, God could. 
So, where was God today? He was at our Wonderful Wednesday enjoying a meal with our church family and He was at our discussion enjoying hearing our thoughts.
Blessings,
Jennifer 

Monday, February 5, 2018

Houston

Tonight I went to a meeting to talk about an upcoming mission trip. No, it's not the youth mission trip I've been talking about. I'm actually getting ready to leave for a trip in about 10 days! But this one is a little different. This is a group of adults who are going to Texas to help with the hurricane damage. I am excited to go on a trip with adults where I am not in charge! It's a great mix of people of all ages and all walks of life- from 21- 70's! I am happy to see some of my young adults going on the trip. It's really cool to see them transitioning from youth to adult and still seeking out ways to serve.
I am looking forward to learning more about the situation in Texas and finding out how we can help. And, I'm looking forward to getting to know all of the people on the trip better. I'm also looking forward to warmer weather! :)
So, where was God today? He was in the people who made a commitment to go on the upcoming adult mission trip.
Blessings,
Jennifer

Saturday, February 3, 2018

Love

Today was a good day. I spent time with my foster puppies and took them to meet a potential adopter. They were worn out after playing and snuggling with their potential family, including a doggie brother. I got the same question I get almost every time I meet a family. They always ask if it's hard to give up my foster puppies. Of course, I love them all! They're adorable and loving and so fun to have around. But, from the time they come, I know they are here for a short time until they find their forever homes. So, it's my job to do whatever I can to take care of them, teach them, and show them that they are loved so that they will be ready to go to their forever families.
After taking care of all of the puppies, I had to get ready for parents night out. Since it's February, our theme was love. I gathered my supplies, bought the food I needed, and set everything out.
Right on time, my volunteers showed up. What a blessing they were! I had asked each of them to come, along with several others who ended up not being able to make it. But, these three came tonight and did whatever needed to be done. They made valentines, decorated cookies, picked up pizza, and had fun spending time doing parents night out. The oldest volunteer was 24 and the youngest 14. They could have chosen to do other things. But, they thought this was important.
So, where was God today? He was in my young volunteers who wanted to help show love.
Blessings,
Jennifer

Friday, February 2, 2018

February 2

It's February 2nd. Today, I had an awesome day seeing some of God's creation that I don't often get to see! I had the blessing of spending the day with some great people at the aquarium! It was so much fun seeing all of the different creatures and hear all about them!
But, today I want to share about something else because February 2 is pretty significant to me.
When I was young, I'm guessing about 2nd grade but I really don't know, I met my best friend. Maggie loved me no matter what, she always listened to me, she had quite a personality...sometimes a little grumpy but that's ok. She was always there for me when I had a rough day. Maggie was my first dog. I had wanted a dog forever and when we got her it was a dream come true! I loved her and thought she was the best dog ever! It didn't matter that she didn't like my friends- or most people that came over. She loved me.
So, when I woke up and started getting ready for school February 2, 1993, I remember running to the kitchen where she slept when I heard a thud. There she was laying there strangely. And so, I held her as she had what was probably seizures. I called for my mom and we started to get ready to take her, while still holding her. But, it was no use. She died before we could even leave the house. I was devastated. I had just lost my best friend.
Looking back, even now I'm sad remembering that moment in my life. But, I am grateful for all of the good times. And, she prepared me for a lifetime of loving and caring for dogs.
Years later, another February 2nd impacted my life greatly. Gran was so influential in my life. Growing up, I remember her babysitting my sister and me. I remember her teaching me to play pinochle...and card etiquette- always shuffle the deck 3 times before dealing. When we were about middle school age, my sister and I cleaned her apartment. No round corners was often her reminder to us. At an even younger age, she taught me about her roses and how to grow them myself. Hers were so beautiful! Sometimes I will hear a song and think of her- usually no idea why but I'm guessing I heard her sing it sometime when I was young. The phone rang about 9 every night and we knew it was gran calling my parents before she went to bed. I loved reading her poems and stories. I loved talking to her about my writing and hers. I remember her reading my poems and teaching me about how to write them. As I grew older and moved away, I remember visiting her. And, what I probably remember and miss the most is visiting her and her friend and telling them about my life. They would just sit and listen to me ramble on. I remember the unconditional love that I needed so much when I wasn't always lovable.
So, on February 2, 2003 when she passed away, I lost another best friend. But, now looking back, there are so many things that can never be lost. She is a part of me and always will be.
So, where was God today? February 2 is always hard for me. But, as the years go by, I look back and count the blessings of two gifts God gave me.
Blessings,
Jennifer

Wednesday, January 31, 2018

Volunteer

I've known her for most of her life. She's 20 now. After graduating from high school with a life skills certificate, she chose to continue learning for another year. Then, she was too old to continue in the program. I was amazed so see her growth and maturity throughout the program.
Last year, she asked if she could volunteer in the church office one morning a week. Knowing she had experience with several job training things, and that she had matured into a great young lady, I was happy to have her start. Her first day there she was eager to learn and do whatever was asked of her. After she went home, she told her mom she needed some office clothes for her day at the office. She definitely dresses better and more professional than I do now! :)
Earlier this month, she asked if she could add another day to her volunteering. Of course, I thought it was great! Here is someone who could get a job but who has chosen to volunteer at the church instead. What a blessing!
Today was the first day I got to work with her for her whole day due to scheduling the last few weeks. What a joy! When I got there, she was decorating the bulletin boards and office doors for Valentine's Day. She was so excited and proud of her work! When she was done with that, she worked in the youth room and I was so grateful. She had no problem vacuuming and cleaning off tables, something I never find time to do. Then we carried some heavy things up to the attic and not one complaint.
It's such a joy to see someone happy to do whatever needs to be done- willing to sere however she can!
So, where was God today? He was in my volunteer who joyfully did what she could to help the church.
Blessings,
Jennifer