packing

It happens every year!  I don't know why it still takes me by surprise.  I really thought that this year I wouldn't have enough filled shoeboxes to be close to last years total of 200. But as of tonight,  I have 185 filled shoeboxes,  stuff to fill 25 more, and I still have money to buy a lot more! So, by the end of our project,  I have no idea how many we will have!  It's so exciting to witness the love and generosity of people.
Tonight the youth filled most of the boxes.  It was somewhat tedious and they were somewhat squirrelly but I know that underneath all of that they felt really great about what they did tonight.  And,  it's great to give them ways to help others right now rather than saying what do you think you want to do when you are older.  They are making a difference right now!
So, where was God today?  He was with us as we packed shoeboxes to help spread His love.
Blessings,
Jennifer

shopping

Today was our first snow day of the season.  I had originally planned on shopping for our operation Christmas child shoeboxes this afternoon. But,  instead of running around by myself,  I asked some youth to join me and we spent a great afternoon together buying lots of stuff to fill 100 shoeboxes! And, I still have more money that was donated to get things to fill even more shoeboxes! It's so awesome to see how generous people can be.
So, where was God today? He was in the people who donated to make the lives of others better and He was in the joy my youth had in shopping to give to others.
Blessings,
Jennifer

empowering

I know it's been a little while,  but be assured God has been all around me daily.  I have no real excuse as to why I haven't been writing. But,  tonight I am compelled to write about some pretty awesome ways I saw God this weekend.  Lately,  some things have happened in my life that have been different experiences.  If I didn't have my favorite verse to fall back on assuring me God has a plan,  I would have some questions about what I'm supposed to be doing. But,  it seems God knows this and knows how to assure me that things are going to be ok and that I am in the right place doing the right things.
So, I guess it started yesterday.  I had a conversation with a youth that I decided to call for no particular reason other than to check in and see how some things were going in her life. I hhave been talking to her for quite awhile about some issues she has. Sometimes she denies they exist and sometimes she says they did but not anymore.  No matter what conversations we had,  they seemed to not be getting through.  Yesterday,  she excitedly told me that some experiences she is going through have given her a new perspective and she understands what I've been talking about!  She was explaining things to me as if it was the first time I might be hearing them,  which was ironic since I have been telling her all these things for awhile now. But,  it showed me that she was listening and going through a process and is finally ready to make some  changes!
Then, tonight I didn't really do anything during youth group except a few announcements. 3 of my youth asked me last Sunday if they could lead this week. So, they planned it, made their own handouts,  found a video,  and led both the middle school and high school time! They talked about using their gifts and asked the group to look at a list of gifts and figure out how they could use them. It was so great to see them excited about something and willing to share and lead.  I loved doing nothing tonight!  It wasn't because I'm lazy,  it's because I love knowing that I have instilled confidence and leadership skills in these youth and they want to use it! It doesn't get much better than that!
During their discussion,  they talked about a friend of theirs that is young but already doing great things with not only dreams,  but plans on how she is going to raise money to build a well. It really impacted theyyouth to know that someone their age was already doing something.  One of my youth is also working towards her goal of raising money to fund mission projects. She is writing Christian lyrics to record and sell cd's to earn money.  It's so awesome to see young people already working to make the world a better place and I feel so blessed to be a witness to such amazing things happening!
During our combined time,  we have a sharing time, usually one youth,  where someone talks about something going on in their life where God has been working.  Tonight,  a youth talked about her sister who has been bullied and about what she did to help her. She got over 100 people to write her letters of encouragement and love, high schoolers and adultswho wanted to show that someone cares. This youth took a problem that was close to her heart and found a way to make it better. I think that is pretty awesome,  too!
Another youth who usually struggles to find a weekly Bible verse actually reminded me tonight that we hadn't done it yet. And,  she had picked hers out before she came so she was pretty excited about that.  Seeing a youth excited about scripture is pretty cool!
So, where was God today?  He showed me through these amazing young people that I can make a difference by empowering them to make a difference. And, I saw God through each of them!
Blessings,
Jennifer

Sunday

I still sometimes wonder how I got so lucky. Today is one of those days. I think about my job and how much I  love what I do and am amazed that I get paid to do something I love so much! I get to spend time with great people,  get to have inspiring conversations with people,  get to share in people's lives and help them along their journey toward God,  and have a lot of fun!
Today,  I got to do all of those things!
So, where was God today?  Everywhere!
Blessings,
Jennifer

Saturday

Today was just a really great day. I started the day by walking my dogs. It typically brightens my day when it starts out walking them. How can it not when I see how happy they are when I spend 20 minutes with them?
Later in the afternoon,  a teen texted me who I have been praying about.  She has some struggles and the last time I had talked to her she wasn't in a great place.  I had let her know she was loved and welcomed anytime and made sure she knew no matter what forgiveness was always possible.  And, then I had to wait.  So, finally she reached out. We ended up going to dinner and then movie night for teens at a local church.  At dinner,  she was able to tell me what happened and take responsibility for her actions,  looking for waysto mmake things right.  She still has struggles-her homelife keeps going against her. But,  I am excited she is looking towards the right path again.
So, where was God today?  He was with me, giving me the words to say to help this teen.
Blessings,
Jennifer

MRI

Today I had an MRI.  It was scheduled a few weeks ago when I was suffering from constant headaches.  I have never had one before but I have been with my husband several times when he was getting one. It made him nervous when he had to have one, so I was nervous about getting one this morning.
So as they rolled me into the tube,  I closed my eyes,  thinking that would help me not think about being in such a tight space.  Then the sounds started and it was extremely loud!  I'm not good with noises-white noises drive me crazy.  This was like extremely loud white noise.
So, I did the best thing I could think of to calm me down and drown out the sounds.  I started praying,  repeating over and over in my head, "I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me." I talked to God about a few other things,  but mainly,  I used that scripture verse to help me and calm me down,  reminding me that I could do anything because I have Him with me.
So, where was God today?  He was helping me, comforting and calming me.
Blessings,
Jennifer

judgment

Last week,  I wrote about how God had shown me the value of what I'm doing right now even though I'm not at the teen center every day. Yesterday,  they posted on Facebook looking for someone to do my job. I am grateful for my realization last week so that I could be more at peace with the situation.  Since they haven't had a conversation with me about replacing me, I am confused at their actions.  I am saddened by their lack of concern for the teens that may turn to trouble if another option isn't given.  The new plan doesn't include them being welcomed at the teen center.
But,  this is a time when I know I have to trust God,   knowing that He will take care of me and of my teen center kids by providing some way to help them. What I am also struggling with is something I rarely ever struggle with, almost to a fault.  I am tolerant of everyone and do my best to always show unconditional love. Today,  it has been difficult not to judge. I realize it's not my place to do so, but it has been popping up today.  Seeing so many people being mistreated is just not sitting right with me. I know i am supposed to turn the other cheek, but it's hard to let things go.
So, where was God today?  He kept me from saying or doing some of the things in  my head. And,  I'm planning to continue relying on Him to keep me in line.
Blessings,
Jennifer

weekend

I was so excited on Friday getting ready for my lock-in! It was the first actual one that was that wasn't part of a 30 hour famine. So, I was looking forward to something different.  The focus of the event was to have group building activities to help the group connect.  So, I had something planned that I have wanted to do for years.  We went to a challenge course and the best part was I wasn't in charge.  I was a participant-part of the group.  It was a day of  meeting new people,  having new experiences,  getting through some rough times,  stretching limits,  and building relationships.  They all had a great time-even if they had times of panic about doing something they may not be excited about,  we accomplished all of the goals and ended the day feeling great about themselves and each other. Mission accomplished!
Afterwards,  we went to a bonfire hosted by a church member.  She made lots of great food,  had a big fire,  and outdoor activities for the youth.  After dinner,  one of the youth got her guitar and started playing while several joined in by singing.  Before I knew it, we were all singing songs and then telling scary stories-typical bonfire fun. It was a perfect evening.
The next morning,  we hosted coffee hour for the congregation so that they could see our new room.  It was a great morning of talking to people about the youth,  seeing how  many people of our congregation support the youth!  I had people offer their time, ask what the youth still needed for their room,  and state that they are  going to strongly support the summer camp programs after hearing from the youth.
So where did i see God this weekend?  One of my volunteers told me if we talked at youth group about where we saw God on Sunday,  he saw God in the congregation and their love and support for the youth.  I agree!  This was a weekend when I can't think of a moment when I didn't see God. 

encounters

I have been praying a lot about where God wants me to be. 2 years ago, I felt strongly that God wanted me to run the local teen center,  to get it going and help teens who needed a positive environment.  I left my job of 11 years and went where He led me. I  met some great teens who just needed someone who believed in them.  I loved being there. Some days were crazy and hectic,  others were quiet and boring.  But,  for all those times I got to connect with teens who needed a listening ear, it was worth it.
It's basically been 5 months since I was there. Their "restructuring" has gone on longer than it would if they intended to do what needs to be done.
So, lately I've been asking God what He wants me to do. This week, every day I have had some sort of encounter that I would not have had if I was at the teen center.  I've been to sports activities where I talked to parents of a potential new youth,  I even ran into someone at the grocery store who recognized me from working at the church where her child goes to preschool. She wanted to know more about the youth group for her older son. I've been able to volunteer and connect with youth I wouldn't normally see.
I've been feeling guilty.  I love my life right now! I'm home with my family more, I can take time out to write,  I've been able to start a "read the Bible in a year" devotional,  and I have time to take better care of myself.  But,  I've been feeling guilty that if the teen center reopens and I don't go, id be abandoning those teens.  But,  as I was walking my dogs this morning,  my best time to think and pray,  I felt like He was using these daily things to tell me it's ok. I feel like He is telling me to take this time to focus on the things that I am doing and to look at all of the potential around me. So, that's what I am going to do-continue looking for ways to share God,  not for what I'm not doing but what I can do.
I just have to keep listening to Him.  I'm pretty sure He will let me know if I'm on the right track.  For now, I will enjoy the time I have to connect more with my youth,  spend more time with my family,  and take care of myself spiritually,  emotionally,  and physically.
So, where was God today?  He helped me see what I think He has been trying to tell me for awhile now.
Blessings,
Jennifer

goals

This week,  I sat down and put pen to paper the thoughts in my head.  In my mind,  I know what I want for my youth ministry this year. I even planned out how to pursue the goals I have.  But,  having them just in my head doesn't give anyone else a chance to help me pursue them and it doesn't give me accountability.  So, on Monday I wrote out these 5 goals.
1-help the youth get more comfortable reading and relating to the Bible.
2-help the youth continue getting more comfortable with prayer (this is a continuing goal from last year that has been very evident in of improvement)
3-help the youth be able to talk about God with their peers and invite them to church
4-have contact with at least 30 youth and college students weekly
5-send something personal to 2 college/out of town youth every month-in addition to college boxes
So, I decided to see how many youth I come into contact with in a week,  including through technology but with the majority being face to face. From Sunday through Thursday,  I had conversations with at least 33 youth!  It wasn't a huge turnout last Sunday so I wasn't sure how many I would see. But, I am excited to think that I had at least 33 opportunities to connect already this week! That doesn't include youth that aren't part of my group. How awesome is that? ! Sunday nights are important,  but so are those relationships that build every day.
So, where was God today?  He is helping me focus and helping me realize the blessings and responsibility I have as a youth director.
Blessings,
Jennifer

connected

When I started at the teen center,  I met a teen who had recently moved to the area.  He came almost every day. I chatted with his parents when they came to pick him up and they were very supportive of the teen center.  Suddenly,  he stopped coming.  When I ran into his stepmom a few months later,  I found out he moved to another city to live with his mom.  He was a great kid with a lot of potential if he could stay on the right path. I
Since then, his dad and stepmom moved to that city and regained custody.
Last week, I found out his father passed away,  leaving his stepmom custody of him. Being too young to pass away so suddenly,  I can't imagine the shock and loss his family feel right now. I have been thinking of them wondering how I could help, thinking I need to reach out but not knowing how when I'm so far away. Then it came to me! I know a great youth leader in the city he moved to! I hesitated at first,  wondering if it would sound awkward.  But,  the least she could do was say no. So, I sent a message to his stepmom and asked if she was interested in connecting with the leader. She responded that she would love to get him involved and info was exchanged.  Of course,  my friend was more than willing to connect and offer support and welcome him.
I am grateful for the connections I have made through the Methodist church.  I have always enjoyed and gained knowledge and support from them.  But,  I had never thought about it as a way to help the youth. Now,  I have found a new way to help others.
So, where was God today?  He helped me connect people who needed to connect.
Blessings,
Jennifer

sheep

Sometimes I pour into someone and then have to let go, using my only tool left.  Luckily,  it's the most powerful one. Yes, sometimes all we can do is pray.  That has been the case with someone lately.  After years of ups and downs in His relationship with God-usually to an extreme,  I lost touch with him. Since I would usually see him almost every day, I knew that some of his bad choices had probably caught up with him. It saddened me to think he was struggling.  But,  I hoped for something to change.
This morning as I walked in to church,  a friend told me he was here. I went to him and hugged him, letting him know that he was welcomed and loved.  He looked like I had never seen him-clean and rid of the things his body had been subjected to. We talked for a bit and he shared about some of his experiences. Then he got distracted by his dad walking in the room. He excitedly told me his dad was here. He had only shown up on a few special occasions so it was a pretty big deal.
Tonight he came to youth group and asked me if he could share with the group.  I agreed.   He talked about making bad choices and paying the consequences-that he never wanted to do that again.  He said he prayed every day and asked God for a second chance and he was grateful that he got it.
I am hoping this time it will stick,  that he will remember that his choices choose his path. But,  at least I know that in a time when he was struggling,  when all his choices failed him, he knew to turn to God. He knew that he could pray to God for help and was assured God answered him. I wish I could give all my youth a trouble free life.  But that would not be possible.  What I guess the real goal should be is to give them tools to find God when they are lost-to give them something to come back to when they need something to rely on. And, to make sure they know that they are always loved.
So, where was God today?  He was celebrating the return of His lost sheep.
Blessings,
Jennifer

parade-Saturday

Although I have been talking about my reunion this weekend,  I have to admit that for some reason,  I was even more excited this morning when I found out my nephew was in a parade with his boyscouts. Not living nearby,  I miss out on lots of those cool moments.  So, today when I got to be there,  it made my day!
After the parade,  we made a quick stop and then spent the afternoon at my parents doing absolutely nothing.  I mean nothing!  It was awesome!  My sister and I napped while my nieces and nephew played.  Then we watched tv shows about puppies and kittens.  It was just what I needed.  The evening ended with a trip out for dinner.  I have been on a special diet because of my headaches so eating hasn't been so much fun lately-although definitelyworth it ssince I'm on day 6 of being headache free. But,  when I looked at the menu,  I found something I really enjoyed. Spending time with family was even better than the food.
So, where was God today?  I saw Him in my family and the time I spent with them.
Blessings,
Jennifer

people-Friday

Tonight I went to my class reunion. I had no idea what to expect and I was a little nervous that I wouldn't recognize people.  Luckily,  I was able to recognize people and they recognized me. During the evening,  several people told me I  looked the same as I did in high school. That got me started thinking.  I may look similar,  although I didn't have any grey hair in high school,  but I feel like a totally different person now. We are all different people now. It didn't matter if we weren't friends in school,  we shared something in common. I noticed I wasn't the only one not drinking,  in fact,  more were not drinking than those drinking.  We talked about our  families,  our jobs, our lives.   But,  I didn't feel anyone was "showing off" like they had something to prove. All of that didn't seem to matter-who was more successful than who. We have all been through a lot in the last 20 years.  I enjoyed catching up with people from my past.
On the other hand,  I am surrounded now by people I choose to have in my life, whether they live near or far, that give me joy, hope, and love.  In the last 20 years,  I  have met a lot of people.  And, there are people I have kept in my life because they make me want to be a better person.  The people who tried to pull me down,  I ended up letting go of. I can pray for them and wish them the best without becoming a victim in their efforts.
I guess this reunion has put me  in a reflective state of mind lately.  And, today it's helping me realize just how grateful I  am for  the people God put in my  life! If you are reading this,  I am sure that there is some way I am grateful for you.
So where was God today?  I guess He gave me a chance to stop and think about all of the  amazing people He has put in  my life.
Blessings,
Jennifer

path

It's day 2 of being headache free. That's a big deal after the month I've had. I'm not completely sure why they came or why they have gon. But,  I do know that right now I am extremely aware of everything I put into my body, I am making a more conscious effort to exercise once or twice a day,  and am pretty happy with life in general.
I feel I have more time to enjoy life now than I ever had. And, even though I am not working 24/7 we are doing ok in the financial department.
It's the beginning of our year for my youth and I feel I have new goals and ways in place to achieve them.  I would love to see more youth there on a consistent basis and would love them to bring their friends.  But,  I'm hoping that will happen as the year goes on.
I'm not sure what my point is in this post. I guess since my class reunion is tomorrow I've been thinking about my life.  And,  the only conclusion I can come to is that I feel truly blessed.  I'm not where I thought I would be 20 years ago when I graduated.  Instead,  I'm where God planned for me right now. And, I can't argue with Him.
So, where was God today?  I guess I'd have to say He is guiding my path.
Blessings,
Jennifer

retreat

I'm going to lose internet before tomorrow morning.  So, I'm actually posting now instead, which is why you're getting 2.
I had an awesome time on vacation.  I came back excited to jump back into my ministry.  And then a tragedy happened.  It affected all of my youth in various ways. But,  there is so much hurt that I can't fix. These are the times that youth ministry can be tough, when the questions get tough and no words that help.
So, I am grateful for this weekend when I can be surrounded by other youthworkers in a place where I feel peace. I can use this time to refuel and and find comfort so that I will be ready when I go home.  I am grateful for the ways God has blessed me with people who understand what my life is all about.  And,  I am grateful for a husband who understands that sometimes I am not around,  but he doesn't resent me for it.
There was a time I thought I wasn't going to come on this retreat.  Being gone for a week and then leaving again seemed like a lot. And, it's my dad's birthday so I wanted to make sure to celebrate.  But, since my parents are coming Sunday to celebrate,  I decided to do the retreat.  I am so glad I did since it's exactly what I needed.
So, where was God today?  He knew what I needed even before me, as always.
Blessings,
Jennifer

hard times

Last night,  I posted that our youth group time would be changed due to the memorial service for the high school football player that passed away.  We were scheduled to play a game that my youth love. We play it once a year and they have really been looking forward to it. But,  shortly after I posted the time change, I started getting comments from several youth.  They felt that it isn't the right time to play games.  They just want to spend time together and talk or just be. I am so proud of them for recognizing that.
After contemplating what to do Sunday night,  I got the idea to have prayer stations,  art supplies for expressing their emotions,  and areas where they can talk. I am hoping that they can use that time to learn how to work through their pain with God as their guide.  I would never wish this pain on them. But,  since they are in the midst of it, we might as well learn now how to look to God in the hard times.
So, where was God today? He gave me the ideas for Sunday night.
Blessings,
Jennifer

music

What a difference a day makes.  Yesterday,  as I arrived home mid  morning,  I thought about how wonderful my time away had been.  But, I also thought about how happy I was to be home. I had missed my son, my dogs,  and my youth.  It made me realize even more how much I love my life! Getting away once in awhile is good to refresh and renew, but what a great thing to be so happy to be home.
Flash forward a few hours.
I found out a junior at the local high school passed away during football practice.  This is not the first death these students have had to face. But,  this is the one that students witnessed.  Everywhere I look on facebook there are messages about it-grief, sadness,  shock, and broken hearts. It's a time when nobody knows the right thing to say because there is no right thing to say,, no magic words to take the pain away.  But,  this afternoon,  the church home of the teen opened their doors to anyone wanting to come pray. There were several adults on hand to comfort anyone who needed a listening ear. But, only one teen came and another young adult was there. I could tell as the teen walked up to me that his heart was broken as id never seen before.  It was my nephew.  After a few moments we walked in together.  I stopped to talk to someone and he went on. I wasn't sure where he went since there were a couple areas they had open for the teens, but I should have known.A while llater,  someone told me he was in a room playing the piano. The young woman was singing a song. I am also reminded of several people who were very sick and were comforted by hymns and music.
When we don't know what to say and no words can give us comfort,  God gave us music.
So, where was God today? He is comforting those who need it through any way He can, and from what I saw, music was one of the best ways He was working.
Blessings,
Jennifer

car ride

Today we are on are way home. Yesterday,  we spent the whole day at the beach soaking in the ocean and the sun. I soaked in a little too much sun, which made me appreciate the varied weather.  If it had been that sunny every day, I would have been baked by now.
This morning,  I woke up early,  saw the sunrise,  and went down to the beach for my last walk along the shore. As we started along the shore, we looked up and saw a beautiful rainbow! It was only there briefly and I felt lucky to have caught it. It was a perfect ending to my trip.
Now, as I sit in a car for the next 12 hours,  I know that it will be filled with love and laughter,  music and rest. As we transition back  to the real world,  I am also reflecting on ways to hold on to some of the peace and tranquility of this time. I'm looking for ways to hold on to some of the things I enjoyed about this trip. I can't get up in the morning and watch dolphins from my balcony.  But,  I can get up early and watch the sunrise while reading my scripture for the day and reflecting on where I saw God in the last 24 hours. I may not be able to walk along the beach every day, but I can still take long walks with my husband. I  can spend time with family and friends,  laughing and talking.  And, I  can look for new experiences and things to see around me, enjoying the world wherever I am.
I had a great time on this trip.  It was a beautiful place to be. But,  really it would have been nothing without the people I was with or  the experiences we  had together.  So, it helps me to see that no matter where I am, I can strive to have that.  So, although part of me is sad to leave,  I know that sleeping in my own bed will be great. And, seeing people I have missed will be wonderful.  So, now my goal is to take some of my vacation home with me.
So, where was God yesterday?  He gave us a beautiful day. And,  this morning he showed us His rainbow,  a gift He gave us so long ago, along with His promise.
Blessings,
Jennifer

protecting

I woke up to see the sunrise this morning. The sky is filled with clouds, but there is just enough blue sky to see the sun peeking through. As I sat watching,  I couldn't help but think of the comforting phrase, "every cloud has a silver lining."
I feel that's true in any situation. And, if we trust God's plan,  we will know that no matter what,  God is going to protect us and show us the silver lining in His time.
Yesterday, God protected us and blessed us several times. It was supposed to rain and storm all day. Instead,  we had great weather and were able to enjoy the beach all day without out the sun beating down on us but warm enough to enjoy the beach. We spent a lot of time walking up and down the beach exploring. We saw jellyfish washed up on shore, which fascinated me, shells and sanddollars, which I gathered many of, and of course,  dolphins!
My sister-in-law has been on crutches the whole time due to an injury. Yesterday,  she wasffinally able to put weight on her foot and walk along the beach with us. I was grateful that she was able to truly enjoy the beach since she loves the beach more than anyone I know.  She could have been resentful or angry that she was injured. But, instead,  she did what she could and enjoyed being here. God protected her and blessed her with a chance to walk free from crutches.
As we  walked along the beach,  we noticed an area with birds everywhere around the water,  diving in the water to find fish. My husband went decided to go in the water and see what they were catching.  All of the sudden,  he was out of the water.  He had been about 5 feet off the shore and he looked down and saw a shark swim by him, only a foot away!  I am grateful that God protected him from getting hurt!
Last night,  I was not feeling well after dinner,  more tired than anything else, but just kind of off. Around 10 I went to bed and felt the auras that meant a migraine was on its way. Then it madesense. Before i get a migraine, my brain usually doesn't work right. It was my first time trying my new medicine so I had no idea if it would work or what the side effects would be. This morning,  I feel a little of the migraine,  but am definitely ready to enjoy the day. I was up to see the sunrise and am excited about enjoying every moment of our last day here. So, I am off for a walk along the beach with my husband.
So where was God yesterday?  He was protecting us.
Blessings,
Jennifer

new

I was up at 6:30 this morning to see the sunrise. Instead I saw a sky of clouds.  It was still beautiful!  Starting the day by watching the beauty of the world around us is a great way to start the day.
Yesterday,  I experienced several awesome new things I didn't even expect. Walking along the shore, we ran across a jellyfish in the sand. Never having seen a jellyfish,  I actually thought it was beach glass and before my husband could stop me, I had touched it. Luckily,  it was dead and couldn't sting me. We saw some sort of creature that let out purple ink. It was alive so we put it back in the ocean.
While walking on the pier, we watched as several men caught sharks.  Of course they let them go, but not before I caught several glimpses of a shark just below the surface of the water.  When we got back to our place,  we sat out on our balcony and watched dolphins for 2 hours as they hunted for food right in front of our condo, just passed where we had been swimming earlier in the day! As I sit on the balcony writing this, it looks like it's breakfast time since we just caught a few glimpses of dolphins again.
One of the most amazing things I saw yesterday wasn't a sea creature at all!  It was my husband romping in the ocean. With his health issues,  it's rare to see him romping,  in fact I never remember him that way. Something about the ocean must give him an added boost.
I can't decide which thing was more exciting to see! So, I will just say it was all amazing!
So, where was God today? I have to say that today was a gift from God in so many ways. I am feeling very blessed for this time.
Blessings,
Jennifer

ocean

I woke up up this morning,  my husband opened the shutters in our bedroom,  and I saw the waves coming in from this beautiful expanse of water!  I didn't quite make it in time for the sunrise this morning,  but it was breathtaking anyway.  The song my youth are singing right now came to mind, "you make beautiful things,  you make beautiful things out of us." He created everything and I am amazed at His artistry.  The God who created oceans and land, mountains and streams created us!
I feel blessed in so many ways right now! The chance to take this trip, the chance to spend time with people I love,  the confidence to know things at home are good, and the confidence to know we can afford it all make this experience even greater.
I would write more, but I have an ocean to enjoy.
So, where was God today?  He gave me the gift of this beautiful experience.
Blessings,
Jennifer

Noah

Tonight was our second night of our Wednesday night activities.  Last week I had 4 youth.  Tonight I had those 4 plus 6 more! I love seeing the group more than double in 1 week!  The younger group grew tonight too.
Even more than seeing my numbers grow is seeing my group grow in their understanding.  My goal this year is to focus on people from the Bible and how their stories are not always much different than ours. So, tonight we went beyond what we learned about Noah but went into what it must have been like for him. He dealt with ridicule,  saddness, and was forced to rely on his faith.  At the end of the night,  I could tell they were getting it. But, I suddenly got the idea for them to all list words about what Noah lived through and how he must have felt.  Words like heartbroken,  laughed at, depressed,  losing people he loved, etc. Were all mentioned.  Then I had them raise 1 hand if they had dealt with those things and 2 hands if they had dealt with those things because of their faith. Then I saw that they really got it. They talked about how they have to  do what God asks them no matter what other people say. They know that it's important to follow Him just as Noah did back then. I think not only do they now look at Noah as more than just guy who built the ark, but as a man who sacrificed a lot to follow God. And, it's not just some old story,  it's someone they can relate to.
I can't wait until next week when I get to talk about the rainbow and God's promise!
So, where was God today?  I feel blessed when I watch teens"get it" and I know in those moments that it's because God gave me the thoughts and words.
Blessings,
Jennifer

heaven

I've had the privilege of spending time with several people as they walk through the last leg of their journey here. I understand to some it may seem scary or even morbid.  But, there is something so amazing,  so beautiful about sharing with people as they look forward to their final destination.  As people are transitioning,  there are times I know they aren't with me, they are with their loved ones who have passed.
If ever there was a single event in life that would affirm to me there is a God,  it would be sharing experiences with those that are about to see Him face to face. There is something special that happens that I can't understand,  but that makes me know that God is there.   When caring for my grandma,  I watched as she talked to my grandpa and let him know she wasn't quite ready.  He assured her he was waiting for her. A friend shared about her friend who flatlined and then revived,  mad as anything because she was taken away from her husband she hadn't seen in 30 years!
So, this morning,  I am thinking of the  beauty of heaven and the comfort and peace that it promises.  I am grateful for the time I shared with several people here as they got ready for their final destination.  And, I am grateful for the peace they now have. Being missed by many is inevitable,  but when we know where they have gone it gives a bit of comfort.
So, where was God today?  He was welcoming another child of His home.
Blessings,
Jennifer

Wednesday

Tonight we started our Wednesday night activities.  I knew we would be starting out small.  It takes a few weeks for them to get back in the routine.  But, they trickled in and I even had one I had hardly seen all summer.
I was also looking forward to tonight because I have a new volunteer!  The cool thing is that he is just as excited!  It wasn't an "ok I'll do it because you keep asking" kind of thing.  I asked him once to consider it and he said he and his wife were wanting to volunteer in the church more and would love to!
We are spending this year focused on people from the Bible.  After our vacation Bible school theme of heroes from the Bible I thought it would be a way to continue what was started.  Then, after the mission trip when we decided to do scriptures that summed up our week,  I feel like this year  more than ever we can really get into the Bible!  What I am happy about is that we are finding ways that the Bible isn't just an old book with stories from long ago. We are looking for ways it deals with our lives today.  Last night we started by talking about Noah.  Next week we will look at how things in his life are similar to ours. He faced ridicule when trying to do what God wanted,  he wasn't always perfect but God still expected great things from him, and he had to make hard choices in his life-all things my youth can relate to.
So, where was God today?  He was in the planning of tonight so that I could help  my youth get closer to Him and gain understanding about His word.
Blessings,
Jennifer

retreat

This weekend I took my youth on a retreat. It was a chance to take a break from the start of the school year and the busy schedule and to remember the moments they found God this summer. Several of them told me how much they needed that reminder and how much they needed that break to get back to focusing on God.
This weekend,  relationships with God and others were made and renewed.  They worshipped,  prayed,  and talked about God in their lives.  I would love for them to find their way to making that their daily life-to not need this time to remind them. But,  I think we all need these moments.
So, where was God this weekend?  He was in everything,  as we were able to take time out to focus solely on Him.
Blessings,
Jennifer

Wednesday

Today I was showing someone some things in our youth house that might be useful in the church kitchen since we won't be using them. As we started to walk in the back door, she stopped abruptly. Then she started talking about the beautiful stained glass on the corners of the window of the door. Honestly,  I have to say I had never noticed it before.  I have walked through that door hundreds of times and if someone had asked me where there was stained glass in that house I couldn't tell them.
It really got me thinking.  There are things we walk by every day, people we see every day, and experiences we have every day. But, somehow we miss things that others see. I guess that's why we are all here-we are all unique and have our own gifts.  And, it's important that we recognize that and pay attention to what people around us have to say. They can give us insight into things we don't have the ability to be aware of ourselves.
So where was God today?  He helped me by reminding me  to look around me and listen.
Blessings,
Jennifer

walks

She drives me crazy!  I'm used to my older, calmer, cuddly dog. But, the 6 month old bundle of joy is more like a ball of energy!  The two finally get along and, except for a little excessive rough housing and some toy envy here or there, they are friends.
Without them, the house would be much too quiet.  So, even though she drives me crazy, it's what helps to bring more life to our house.
So, a few weeks ago, in an effort to bond with and use up excessive puppy energy, I decided a morning walk would become part of my daily routine. I quickly realized that both dogs needed a morning walk. On the mornings like this morning that I roll out of bed not ready to start my day, I think about those two anxiously awaiting their walk. While I walk our baby,  the older one spends the entire time by the door knowing when I get back it's her turn.
So, if I don't feel like walking,  that thought quickly changes when I see how excited they are to see me in the morning. How can I let them down? And, so I am now forced to start my day with 20 to 30 minutes of quiet time to think, pray, and know that 2 puppies are happy just because I spent a little time with them. I can't think of a better way to start my day.
So, where was God today?  He helped me realize the blessing of my morning walks.
Blessings,
Jennifer

concert

We all have gifts. God has given each of us ways to serve others. What would the world be like if we all used our gifts to serve God and help others?
Tonight I went to a wonderful concert!  It was obvious that the performers were not only extremely talented,  but they absolutely loved what they were doing!  But,  that wasn't what made this concert so special.  It was special because it was directed by God.  Let me explain.
We have a problem in my town.  I'm sure we aren't the only ones. But,  it's becoming too often that I hear of another young person dying from a heroin overdose.  So, when another student died a few months ago, his parents used their grief to begin to make a difference.  From that came their heroin awareness campaign.
Tonight,  the concert helped to raise funds and awareness for that campaign.  The man behind the concert is my brother-in-law, a musician and high school teacher who needed to do something to help. When introducing the concert,  he shared how tough being a teacher and telling students about a loss is. And then he shared that he had an epiphany while driving, luckily avoiding an accident. He decided to use his gift of music to help the cause. God gave him an amazing gift and amazing talent. Luckily,  God also gave him a beautiful heart to use his talent for Him. God told him what to do and he listened.
So, tonight as I sat at the concert,  I thought about the impact it was making.  I heard people who said they came to hear a concert but now they want to do something to help the cause. Mission accomplished.
So, where was God today?  He was in my brother-in-law who listened and answered when called.
Blessings,
Jennifer

cleaning

I started my morning with my now daily walks with my 2 dogs. I had several ideas of what to do today. But,  while walking, I decided I really wanted to clean my house.  How weird is that? But, I got home and started cleaning,  something I hadn't done for awhile since my husband usually does. But, due to my job changes recently, it seems I'm going to be home more right now. So, I thought cleaning sounded like something I could do. After awhile,  my husband got up. After getting his coffee,  he joined in on my cleaning frenzy.  So, we got to spend a very enjoyable day together cleaning and talking. It doesn't matter what we are doing.  I'm just happy to spend time together.
For years,  I've worked a lot.  I tend to enjoy being busy. But, the downside of that is tthat when I'm home,  I'm typically tired. So, although I am sometimes frustrated that I'm not working as much anymore,  I am trusting God and knowing He is in charge.  And, I'm wondering if God is telling me to enjoy the little things at home like spending a day cleaning the house with my husband. So, I plan to do just that and see what happens next.
So, where was God today? He gave me the gift of time today.
Blessings,
Jennifer

joy

Today was a great day! Nothing special happened.  My headache is completely gone. I finished some things at work that I needed to do. And, I spent the afternoon with some really great teens. We walked my dogs and played with them as they romped in the kiddie pool my husband got them.
But, for some reason,  today was filled with joy in the little things and I'm feeling blessed.
So, where was God today?  He was blessing me in so many little ways.
Blessings,
Jennifer

Monday

At 1:30 this morning I left the hospital,  still not completely better, but in a significantly less amount of pain. I went home and slept until it was time to get up for work. I was surprised that I woke up without an alarm and, although a little tired, I was definitely able to get up and go to work. I am grateful for my husband who took me and sat with me for hours while we waited at the hospital, and to the hospital staff who were very busy but took care of me. There were people there who were obviously in more serious condition than I was. In the waiting room, I heard someone ask the guy with her to pray with her. Another family waited anxiously while doctors took care of their relative who had been brought in by ambulance.
So, where was God today?  He was in the emergency room helping those who needed it and comforting those who needed comforting.
Blessings,
Jennifer

Sunday

This morning,  the youth shared inspiring stories about their summer experiences.  I love watching them poised and confident about their experiences and relationship with God.  They are an example of how we should all be-excited about telling others how God is working in our lives.
I also did something different this time. In the past, I had youth and sometimes a volunteer share. But, I had never had a parent share about the impact events had after their teens returned home. I always hear great things from the parents.  But, never had I heard a story so touching,  so compelling as one of the parents this summer.  I had to ask her to share a very personal story and luckily,  she agreed.  When she finished sharing,  there were not many dry eyes, including mine even though I had heard it before. Not only did she help others to understand the impact camp had made and God had made in her family's lives, but she also inspired some others to consider letting their special needs teens attend youth activities. It was an awesome message.
So, where was God today?  He gave those who spoke the words to say and the courage to say them.
Blessings,
Jennifer
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practice

This afternoon,  I met with a group of my youth to practice our service for tomorrow.  They had asked me if they could share about their summer experiences from camp and the mission trip. As it turned out, tomorrow works out really well. But, due to our schedule,  we didn't have many weeks to prepare once this Sunday was decided on. I figured it wasn't a big deal. Even if they had a month to plan what they wanted to say, they would all end up doing it last minute. So, I knew this afternoon would be very important.
I got there with one youth who I had brought with me. Another was there, too. But, minutes after everyone was supposed to be there, there were still only 3. But, all of a sudden,  a big group showed up. Whew!
So, they wrote what they wanted to say and we went into the sanctuary to practice.  Let me just say I can't wait until tomorrow!  I love hearing what God is doing in the lives of my youth.  And, I love that they are not only willing,  but excited to share it!
So, where was God today?  He gave my youth the words to say and the courage to say them.
Blessings,
Jennifer

yogurt

Today after work, I went to meet a friend for frozen yogurt. She and I met a month ago when we were co-counselors at the middle school camp. We spent several hours chatting,  laughing,  and catching up. She gave me a beautiful artwork that she made. I had seen it when she posted it on facebook and secretly thought, "i would love to have that because it's such a beautiful reminder of how special God made each one of us." To my surprise,  I now have it to look at and remind me daily.
Next week she leaves for college. It struck me as I was driving home how I spent a lot of time with several college age young adults.  At the beginning of the summer I wouldn't have guessed it. But, God definitely had a plan for them to be a part of my summer and for me to be a part of theirs.  As they head back to school and continue on their journey,  I can't wait to see what God has planned for them because they are such amazing young women and such amazing reflections of God.
So, where was God today?  He was in that time of fun and laughter because He knew that was just what I needed.  And, He is in the art to remind me that He loves me.
Blessings,
Jennifer

kindness

The last few weeks I have been dealing with a change in one of my jobs. Even though I know it was something I was good at doing and that it's the result of politics,  on some level I can't help but second guess myself. But, the last couple days, on several occasions,  I have had experiences with people where politics doesn't matter. Being around people who love and appreciate me just for showing them love and kindness helps me realize what is truly important. It has been a good reminder that as long as I do my best to show love to others,  God will take care of me. There will always be people who don't choose to show love and kindness to me or others. But, that's not for me to judge. What I need to worry about is my actions and remembering always that God loves me.
So, where was God today?  He was in those people who I love and who love me.
Blessings,
Jennifer

mission

I woke up this morning at 4am. I typically sleep very well. But the last few days I have woken up at strange times unable to get back to sleep for hours. This morning I gave up and got out of bed. I got ready for my day and felt pretty good even with my lack of sleep.  Then I took the dogs for their walks. I haven't had a chance to do that lately because of my crazy summer schedule. But, it was a great start to my day.
This afternoon was the last mission Monday of the summer. We worked on our new youth room, which I am really excited about. Mission Monday started from the thought that it doesn't have to be a mission week to do service for others. I had youth and adults who came every week to serve others, taking time out of their summer vacation to participate.  It was a great time! We did a variety of projects for a lot of different people. And, we were able to share God's love with others.
So, where was God today? He was in that group who chose to be His hands and feet each Monday this summer.
Blessings,
Jennifer

summer

Summer is over! I know it's not really fall. But, with school starting this week, my summer is coming to an end. And, with that, I am looking forward to more routine. I love summer and everything about it-warmth, being outside, more activities with my teens, and family fun. This was an amazing summer! Spending time going to camps, mission projects and trip, a beautiful wedding, I couldn't have wished for a better summer. After several attempts to keep up with writing this summer, I realized that spending half of the summer gone and in places without internet was making it impossible to keep up. But, now that I'm back, I'm back to writing.
I will sum up this summer by saying I saw God in many ways, in many people and circumstances,  in big and small ways. I spent more time this summer than I ever had the opportunity to spend talking to others about how God had worked in my life and how He could work in their life. What a blessing that has been! I am grateful that God has put me in a place to have those opportunities.
This not only marks a change of seasons for me but a time of other new opportunities. I see God working daily in my life and this past week was no different. I remember my mom always saying when God shuts one door He opens another. And,  that happened this week as I was offered new opportunities just as another seemed to be close to an end. I'm still working through the plan, but knowing God has it all under control has helped me rest easy.
So, where was God today?  He continued to instill in me that His plan is working and that He will always take care of me and my family.
Blessings,
Jennifer

Wednesday

Today we had some free time. Most of the groups went somewhere. My group asked to stay on campus and relax, spend time together,  and just have fun. I agreed they were ready for some downtime. So, we just hung out in the dorms, ordered pizza, and relaxed. They enjoyed it a lot.
When it was time for discussion in the evening,  several asked if we could make it short so they could go to bed. Ironically,  as tired as they seem, they usually get their second wind and stay up late. So, we had a discussion on why they came and what they should be focusing on. During the discussion,  one of the youth brought up some scripture that was on the wall of his jobsite. By the end of the discussion,  we had a new goal. For the rest of the week, each evening we shared a scripture verse we had either found during the day or asscripture verse that related to an event that happened during the day. It then became a new way to help us focus on God and find ways to relate to scripture. For the rest of the week I saw my youth searching,  reading their Bibles more than ever before! On the last evening the youth asked if there was a a way to continue their scripture focus. So, we now have a new addition to our weekly youth group time.
A couple years ago, I started candle time to help the youth get more comfortable in praying.  I am hoping that by continuing this scripture for the week, they will get more comfortable with reading their Bibles and find that it does relate to their , lives today.
So  where was God today?  I never would have thought of this idea on my own. But, together,  and with God,  a new tradition has begun.
Blessings,
Jennifer

Tuesday

During any time when teens are together for an extended period of time,  there are bound tobe disagreements. This week was no ddifferent.  But,  actually,  it was somewhat different.   My chaperone for this week was once one of my youth. She is considering a career in ministry, possibly youth ministry. She is in her junior year at college and asked me this summer if she could help me some. This week is her first time being considered an adult by the youth rather than an older youth. I wanted her to experience as many aspects of youth ministry as possible.
So, when she volunteered to talk to the youth about some things,  I wencouraged her to take over. We talked beforehand and I made sure she was ready. But,  I was taking care of something else while she had a discussion with the group. She successfully shared from her life experiences to help the youth understand and realize some things about the currents situation. She has never shared a whole lot with the youth-even when she was part of the youth group.  So, this was a big deal for her to share personal things. So, watching as she has shared,  grown, and gained a new sense of confidence and purpose has been a beautiful thing!  I am excited that she has not only come to chaperone, but has also decided to take this opportunity to learn and explore what a life in youth ministry would be like.
So, where was God today? He gave my chaperone the confidence to share of her life, for this shy young adult to lead a serious discussion with my youth. I look forward to watching her continue to grow in her confidence and faith.
Blessings,
Jennifer

Monday

This evening, as we were headed in to worship,  a friend called me over and asked me if I had noticed a girl who had just entered the restroom. Evidently,  she had been crying since before dinner.  There were a few of us talking about how to help her and 1 went in to see if she could find out what was upsetting her. With teen girls,  it's always a toss up to know what is wrong. Teen girls and drama go hand in hand sometimes.
A few minutes later she came out and we found out what was wrong. Her crying was due to the devastation she felt at her jobsite that day. She was brokenhearted over the fact that she couldn't help as much as she wanted to. She was working with children and didn't want to see them living in situations they were living in. She thought about how 1 week couldn't make the issues go away. We talked to her and gave her the option to switch jobsites. She told us she would think about it and let us know.
I found out 2 days later that she chose to stay. When asked how it was going she said that she had really connected with a girl and that now she wouldn't trade working on that jobsite for anything. Seeing the passion she had on the first night and the way she was able to process that and use it to help others was awesome!
So where was God today? He put this girl where He wanted her so that He could use her gifts of loving and helping others.
Blessings,
Jennifer

drivers

Last Sunday,  we loaded up t3 vehicles with youth and stuf-lots of stuff. I had 2 people with vans that were willing to drive 3 hours there and then turn around and drive 3 hours home. To me, that's amazing! I am so grateful for people who are willing to take 6 hours of time-7 with loading and unloading-to make sure that my youth have an opportunity to be a part of an awesome week serving. They didn't even get the benefits that come from a week long mission trip. To me, that was definitely an act of love and service. After arriving and settling in, we headed to opening and worship. The music started and I knew this was about to be an amazing week.
So where was God today? He was in the drivers who gave so that my youth could be be blessed by blessing others.
Blessings,
Jennifer

4th

It's the 4th of July! I couldn't help but be reminded of how my life had changed in the last 2 years. It used to be my busiest time of the year. When I was in the retail world, this was our biggest holiday and I had no time to enjoy it. Today was a different story.
I slept in, then went to the parade.  I saw so many of my youth participating and was so proud to see them in so many positive things in the community.
Then, I came home and spent the rest of the day with my husband watching episodes of our new favorite show. Basically,  we enjoyed just being together.
During the afternoon,  I also found out what I will be doing on my mission trip next week. I am now even more excited than I was before! I get to spend the week leading youth to run a day camp! I get to help teens find ways to share God with kids! I can't think of a better way to spend a mission week!
I guess I am just overwhelmed today with how God has worked in my life to get me to where I am today. Looking at my past and my present makes me realize how much He has blessed me and how He has always taken care of me.
So, where was God today? He was with me enjoying the day-just as He has been with me every other day. And, He found a way to give me the gift of working with youth and kids next week for Him.
Blessings,
Jennifer

college

Tonight was our annual water games night. Any time there is a 5th Sunday,  it's 5th Sunday game night-a time for the group to build relationships and have fun. So, if it happens to fall during a summer month, we do water games. So, tonight was the big night. Of course, it was cooler out today with a chance for rain. But, that didn't stop my kids from coming!
I had a list of about 12 games we could choose from-some nonwater games if it got too cool.
We started playing and 2 of my college guys were there. They quickly started filling balloons for me. Then, they started coming up with game ideas they wanted to try. It was really great watching these 2 young men take on leadership roles. I started filling balloons so they could instead be the leaders and share the experiences with those younger tha  them. The youth listened to them and had a great time!
Afterwards,  I joined the college group at dairy queen-our weekly meeting place. I discussed with another college youth about our upcoming mission trip-where she will be taking on the role of one of the leaders. As she enters her junior year of college with a focus of sociology with hopes of being a youth leader, I am excited to share this experience with her and excited to give her this opportunity.  She has taken on several leadership opportunities in the past and had just recently asked if she could help even more when this opportunity came up-a chance to not  only be a leader but also to be surrounded by some of the greatest youth leaders I know!
I just got off the phone with my son. He called not just because he wasn't feeling well, but also just to chat about his week. He is spending the summer being a part of a church camp for the second summer in a row.
I just have to say I am really proud of the group of young people coming out of youth group and moving on. Even though they are moving on, they are staying connected and finding ways to serve God. The statistics are scary for college youth. But, so far, my youth are beating the odds and becoming even more amazing young people!
So, where was God today? He was in these 4 young people as they strive not only to serve Him, but to help those younger than them to serve Him, too!
Blessings,
Jennifer

Niece

How quickly we forget! We had my niece here for the week and had so much fun with her! But, I have to say I was tired in the evenings!  We didn't do anything spectacular.  It was just life. But, as I thought about the week I realized how spectacular my "just life" time is! I haven't been to the beach much this summer.  But , my niece wanted to swim a lot while here. As it turned out, we had a pool party, spent an afternoon at camp on a beach,  and went to a friend's and swam in her pool. We also did several service projects and even did a walk to promote heroin abuse awareness.  It helped me realize how awesome my life is and what blessings I see every day!
We celebrated my niece's birthday and had a fun time putting together a last minute party-which helped me realize what wonderful people are in my life that would drop everything and come.
And, lastly, I realized that my niece is growing up. I was surprised to see how much she had grown up since we had her for a week only a year ago. She has a tendancy to get upset about things and to react very quickly. But, last week, I saw that if she started to get upset,  I just needed to calmly help her realize there wasn't a need to be upset and she was fine. She would typically be great at the worst case scenario game. But, only a couple times did her imagination take her to that worst case. It seems she is dealing with the world and she is in a much better place.
So, where was God this week? He was in the special moments I got to spend with my niece.  He was in the ways and circumstances that have helped her this past year to continue growing and maturing.  And He was there to remind me how awesome my life is everyday!
Blessings
Jennifer

camp

A week at camp means countless times where God was at work! Each day we ended with a circle of teens sharing where they had seen God that day. Each day, they all had something to say. Prayers were answered,  lives were touched, and relationships with God and others grew. This year at camp, things were different than last year, just as I expected.  It seems every time I take a youth trip, God has something He wants accomplished. This year at camp was no different.  I had quite a few young high schoolers.  And, most seemed unsure about something-their confidence in themselves was not strong. Throughout the week, they were given challenges,  opportunities to conquer their fears, rely on each other, and grow by being given the encouragement of others and through faith in God.  To some, the challenges were simple, but to others it was as if they had a mountain to climb.  The opposite was also true. Several felt lost by being the older ones of the group, not used to being the leaders and having nobody to challenge and pull them ahead. They took a bit, butthen ssettled in to their role as they finally understood what they needed to do.
Watching thebdynamics of the group change throughout the week and seeing them all become closer and stronger was a blessing.
So, where was God last week? He was everywhere in everything.
Blessings,
Jennifer

bingo

Today was our 2nd mission Monday.  The weather looked like it wasn't going to cooperate with doing outside work so I went to plan b. On days that we have outside work planned and it rains, we are going to a nearby assisted living place. I had never been there before but a man from our church works there and several groups went there during our 30 hour famine.
So, today we went and played games with the residents. We spent the majority of the time playing bingo-which is obviously their favorite.  The youth and I sat in between the residents and made sure they heard the numbers and marked them. I sat next to the only man there and had a great time joking with him as numbers were called and he would mutter about not having a good card. We played 10 normal games and 1 full card bingo. Everyone won at least 1 game. After that, we set out to play uno. The residents said they were tired and all but 1 left to their rooms. So, we decided we would still play. We had a lovely time talking to the woman and I am sure she enjoyed the  individual attention she got. It didn't seem she got a lot of family visitors.  After awhile, a couple girls were asked to make cookies.
The afternoon was fun, relaxing,  and a meaningful experience. It was a wonderful way to spend an afternoon!
So, where was God today?  He gave us rain to get us to plan b. And I saw Him in my youth as they listened,  helped,  and encouraged others, the hands and feet of God.
Blessings,
Jennifer

sharing

Tonight I shared my story. I didn't intend to share this summer. But, yesterday,  I found out the person I scheduled to come talk wouldn't be able to. I was driving for 3 hours so I called someone I was hoping could talk. He couldn't but directed me to someone else. It turned out they couldn't either. So, I drove along really focused on what my group needed to hear. I thought and thought. It became obvious that they needed to hear about self worth, relationships,  and the dangers involved with them. So, after I decided that, I struggled with thinking of someone to share about that. After thinking and thinking,  I finally admitted it. I have a story to tell that they need to hear. So, as much as I had thought I would get people to fill each Sunday,  God had other plans.As I drove home today from my parents,  I thought about what I wanted to say. So many things came to mind-a jumble of stories. Suddenly,  I had an idea. I ended up asking them what they and their peers struggle with. Then I asked what questions they wanted to ask me. That way, I could use stories from my life that directly related to them. They wanted me to answer their questions first, so I did. That took the majority of our time. But, I did have some time to share about my struggles-which are their struggles. I don't know who needed to hear what. I do know several who reacted in some way or another. But, I trust that God knew who needed to hear my story.So, where was God today?  I couldn't have gotten through those times in my life without Him and I couldn't share it with others without Him.Blessings, Jennifer

sharing

Tonight I shared my story. I didn't intend to share this summer. But, yesterday,  I found out the person I scheduled to come talk wouldn't be able to. I was driving for 3 hours so I called someone I was hoping could talk. He couldn't but directed me to someone else. It turned out they couldn't either. So, I drove along really focused on what my group needed to hear. I thought and thought. It became obvious that they needed to hear about self worth, relationships,  and the dangers involved with them. So, after I decided that, I struggled with thinking of someone to share about that. After thinking and thinking,  I finally admitted it. I have a story to tell that they need to hear. So, as much as I had thought I would get people to fill each Sunday,  God had other plans.As I drove home today from my parents,  I thought about what I wanted to say. So many things came to mind-a jumble of stories. Suddenly,  I had an idea. I ended up asking them what they and their peers struggle with. Then I asked what questions they wanted to ask me. That way, I could use stories from my life that directly related to them. They wanted me to answer their questions first, so I did. That took the majority of our time. But, I did have some time to share about my struggles-which are their struggles. I don't know who needed to hear what. I do know several who reacted in some way or another. But, I trust that God knew who needed to hear my story.So, where was God today?  I couldn't have gotten through those times in my life without Him and I couldn't share it with others without Him.Blessings, Jennifer

Sharing

Tonight I shared my story. I didn't intend to share this summer. But, yesterday,  I found out the person I scheduled to come talk wouldn't be able to. I was driving for 3 hours so I called someone I was hoping could talk. He couldn't but directed me to someone else. It turned out they couldn't either. So, I drove along really focused on what my group needed to hear. I thought and thought. It became obvious that they needed to hear about self worth, relationships,  and the dangers involved with them. So, after I decided that, I struggled with thinking of someone to share about that. After thinking and thinking,  I finally admitted it. I have a story to tell that they need to hear. So, as much as I had thought I would get people to fill each Sunday,  God had other plans.
As I drove home today from my parents,  I thought about what I wanted to say. So many things came to mind-a jumble of stories. Suddenly,  I had an idea. I ended up asking them what they and their peers struggle with. Then I asked what questions they wanted to ask me. That way, I could use stories from my life that directly related to them. They wanted me to answer their questions first, so I did. That took the majority of our time. But, I did have some time to share about my struggles-which are their struggles.
I don't know who needed to hear what. I do know several who reacted in some way or another. But, I trust that God knew who needed to hear my story.
So, where was God today?  I couldn't have gotten through those times in my life without Him and I couldn't share it with others without Him.
Blessings,
Jennifer

Everywhere

We had only been together 2 days. Although some knew each other, most had not been very aquainted with each other. Today I saw caring for one another,  laughing together,  sharing together, and working together. I saw youth standing in front of a filled convention center participating in worship, confident and poised. I saw youth inviting community people to a free family event, working without complaining to make the event a success.  I heard youth share with a group of adults about their views on youth programs. I saw adults  listening to them, realizing they were valuable. I had a conversation with a teen who is planning on going into ministry. He talked about how he wasn't sure where he wanted to go or how he  wanted to go about the process. But, he realized he needed to listen to his dad's advice because he was already a pastor and probably knew best.
We ended with a Christian concert in Hard Rock Cafe. How cool to fill the place with Christians praising God.
Ok.Confession time. That wasn't quite the end. We couldn't let the great day end yet. So, the girls had some quality bonding time, laughing,  sharing, and building relationships.
So, where was God today?  He was everywhere!
Blessings,
Jennifer

dinner

After a great day, we headed to dinner in a connecting hotel. The dinner was part of a young preachers event. During the evening,  youth aged 14-28 had a chance to speak. Earlier in the day, there was a time for 18 young people to give sermons to the attendees.  I wasn't able to attend,  but look forward to watching them on YouTube.  After hearing the few during dinner, I was inspired! Of course,  I was excited that there were young people who wanted to preach. But, their messages were amazing-no matter what age they were! They showed a passion, a level of maturity,  and a sense of hope that blew me away! We heard a lot of people speak this weekend,  but nobody inspired me more with their words than the speakers at this dinner!
For young people to have decisions made about their calling, or even to be exploring their call, that excites me. To see their passion and excitement,  that inspires me.
So, where was God today? It was obvious He was a part of their messages.  And it was obvious He has given them a gift.
Blessings,
Jennifer

Devotion

I arrived to the conference center with the group of youth and adults.  We had some scheduling things to figure out and then it was time for devotions.  I love devotion time during youth events. Coming together at the end of the day, spending time focusing and reflecting always brings a perfect end to the day.  Since it was our first night, we started with introductions and a "fun fact". As we went around the circle, I saw people make connections and find others with similaritiez. We then discussed our fo us scripture for the weekend.  We divided into groups and had some questions to discuss.  My group,  as well as other groups I overheard,  were talking about their faith, their lives, their struggles,  and their peers.
As we were in the midst of devotion time, I thought about all the youth who were so devoted. It struck me that school had just ended for the summer.  These youth had a chance to sleep in, hang out with friends,  or do whatever they wanted during their first week of summer break. But, what did they choose to do? They came to worship,  lead, learn, make decisions,  and share their faith. The theme of the conference was world changers. By making the choice, they were well on their way to being world changers already!
So, where was God today? I saw him more times than I can mention in these young leaders!
Blessings,
Jennifer

Back

Tuesday night, I must confess.  I was pretty worried about muscle pain in my lower back. I don't know where it came from Monday night but it was not helping my plans for the week. So, Tuesday night as I thought about the great amount of walking ahead of me the next 4 days, I was worried.
Wednesday morning I woke up pain free! It left as quickly and unexplainably as it came. For that, I am grateful!
So, where was God today?  The unexplained can only be explained by God.
Blessings,
Jennifer

new

I have a lot planned for this summer. I've been anxiously awaiting the end of school so I could start. The first new thing was Mission Monday.  We gathered at the church and then went out to serve others. I had no idea who was coming. But, I was happy that we had a few regulars and then some I am trying to get more connected to the church. The best thing was having a new volunteer.  That alone I consider a success!
We went to 3 homes and surprised people with the offer to do whatever yardwork they needed. It was an opportunity for the youth to connect with people they haven't met before and vice versa.
Today,  we continued with 2 more new activities. We met for tennis this afternoon and biking this evening. Again, we had another adult join that hasn't volunteered for things but joined for tennis. And then, an adult who is not completely connected to a church right now came to the biking group. All said they plan to be back next week. I am excited that, even though I don't have huge groups for these events, I have new people or slightly connected people taking an interest in participating. Week 1-goal accomplished.
So, where was God today?  He was in the times spent in small groups building relationships.
Blessings,
Jennifer

Sunday

We started our summer schedule on Sunday.  Each Sunday evening, someone is  invited to come and share their spiritual journey.  I started that during my first summer here and I haven't run out of people to invite. It started with my philosophy that I, along with the other volunteers,  needed to share their story. How could we expect youth to share thier thoughts and stories if we hadn't shared ours. It has grown since then. I strive to get a variety of people with a variety of journeys.
So, I started this summer with the person I thought was appropriate to be first since she is usually the first person people see. She is welcoming to everyone who enters the church. So, I asked her to share her journey and also talk to the youth about how important it is to be welcoming. The youth all love her and were happy to hear her story. Towards the end of the evening,  one of the youth raised her hand as if to ask a question. Instead,  she simply said, "I love you." it was obvious the woman was touched by those words. The next morning when she came in to volunteer,  the woman shared with me how surprised she was to hear that from the teen. The fact is, the youth all love her. She takes an interest in them and shows she cares about them. So, I think we could all take the teens lead and say those 3 simple words more often to more people, a lot of people who may not hear it very often.
So, where was God today? He was in this woman's journey, and He gave her the strength to share it. And, He was in those 3 simple words, the expression of love.
Blessings,
Jennifer

funeral

Today I went to a funeral for a man from my church.  I didn't know him extremely well, but I respected him greatly. He was at church almost every Sunday and more often than not, he would spend quite a bit of time talking to my son and his friend. It wasn't talking really, more that they were all bantering back and forth. It didn't matter that he was in his 80's andthey were in their teens. They were 3 boys. I loved watching them, knowing that this man really cared about these boys and that he deliberately took time each week to talk with them. My son knew it. And, when he found out he had passed away, he was saddened that he wouldn't have those moments again.
As I pulled up to the church, the parking lot was full, the street was full, and inside the sanctuary was full. During the service,  I learned so many more wonderful things about this man, and the people that he influenced.  I wish I had known him longer. But, I was blessed and inspired by him. Those moments each Sunday that he spent with 2 boys meant more than he knew. And all of the things he did to help others so willingly throughout his life meant something to those he helped. We can all learn from people like him.
So, where was God today? Welcoming His faithful servant.
Blessings,
Jennifer

Kingsly

Today our sweet puppy went to live with his new family.  We were foster parenting him to get him ready for today.  We taught him to sit, lay down, play fetch, and we were working onstay. But even more than that, we taught him how to live with a family, to be a part of a famil4. We taught him how to get along with all different types of people, young and old. And we taught him how to love and be loved.  He learned that well. Everything he did was to please those around him. So, I have no doubt he is going to a happy home, because he will make it that way.
So, where was God today?  He brought our sweet Kingsly his forever family.
Blessings,
Jennifer

scripture

Tonight I went to the 8th grade graduation of one of my youth. She went to a Lutheran school so it was a service rather than just a graduation.  Awhile back, during a Sunday morning class, we talked about a scripture. The girl mentioned that the graduation class had to pick a scripture for their graduation.  We talked about a few and she seemed to really relate to one of them.  Tonight,  as I read the program before it started,  I was happy to see the scripture we talked about. She had evidently gone to the rest of her classmates and shared the scripture. She had felt strongly about it and had been able to help others see what it meant to her and made them feel it to become important to them, too.
The service began and I enjoyed hearing not only the class scripture read but also a sermon devoted to it.
Sometimes the simple conversations we have become amazing moments in time.
So, where was God today? He was in that service where scripture was shared and lives were touched. He was in the potential for greatness in each one of those graduates.
1 Timothy 4:12 Don't let anyone look down on you because you are young, but set an example for the believers in speech,  in conduct, in love, in faith,  and in purity.
Blessings,
Jennifer

changes

1 1/2 years ago, I started a new path on my jour4.  I became the Teen center coordinator in town.  I made a lot of sacrifices to do this, including time and money. 2 days ago, I found out that position was about to change very quickly.  My summer hours were cut to less than 1/3 of what they have been-starting today.  I am sad that the center is not getting the support it needs. After the time I have spent there, I am more reassured than ever that it is desperately needed.   My hope is that when school resumes, the center will go back to the hours we had.
In the meantime, I have had 2 days to figure out what I am supposed to do next.  After about 30 minutes of shock, anger, and most of all fear of not being able to support my family, I realized something. My entire life, God has taken care of me. Even when I didn't make the greatest choices, God still showed His love for me. So, why would that change now? I was immediately calmed. Am I sad for my teens who I fear won't get what they need? Yes, I admit that concerns me. But, am I worried about what is coming next for me? No! I am actually excited! I have talked to a few people about a few possibilities. I have figured out our finances.  And, right now, I am enjoying the thought of taking a little more time to spend with the people I love. It's not as if I don't have a job-I still work full time.
So, now, I am looking forward to seeing what happens next. I am usually trusting in God but anxious to know His plan. But, for some reason, I am not anxious,  only enjoying the journey and making the most of life while I wait to see what's next. I love this feeling!
So, where was God today?  He was in the time I had to accomplish things, to walk the puppies,  to relax and enjoy.
Blessings,
Jennifer

Month

I just realized that I'm 45 minutes short of a month since my last post.  I guess it took awhile to recover from my awesome Methodist swag week.  Then, the writing habit got lost in the shuffle of life.
So, many things have happened in this month.  I can't write them all in here but I'll name a few.
1) Youth Team.  Our church was blessed to become part of a year long program to work with some amazing people to make our youth program even better.  There is always room for improvement in anything. So, I am excited to begin this journey.  One of the cool things about it is it's not just me- it's a team of people from our church.  So, I have a group of people who are all committing to a year of youth development and learning right alongside me.  Together we will be building an even stronger program filled with excitement and new ideas that we develop together.  Once again, I am grateful for the love and support from my church family.  I realize not every youth director has this so I am fully aware of the blessing God has given me in these people I am surrounded by.
2) Birthday.  I turned another year older.  Yes, that's a blessing!  I am still here, alive and active!  I spent the day with family and friends, getting constant facebook messages, and enjoying time with my youth.  This past weekend I spent more time with family.  And, I have several friends planning to get together in the near future for more celebration.  Do we need an excuse?  We shouldn't.  We should always be able to get together and spend time with friends and family.  But, that doesn't always happen.  So, I am grateful for birthdays- for that time to take and enjoy with loved ones.
3) Puppies.  People may think we're crazy.  I've heard the statement more than once lately, "Better you than me."  And, they are probably right.  Better us because we have the time and ability to do it.  We, my husband and I, have started fostering dogs.  We got our first ones a week ago.  They are sweet, smart, and adorable.  They are also a lot of time and hard work.  But, they have also done something else besides taking up our time and energy.  They have given us time and energy.  Before the puppies, getting up in the morning was tough most days.  On my days off I slept in and then woke up feeling bummed I had wasted half the day.  But, now, I must get up on time because I have a schedule I have to keep.  They need to go outside, get fed, and get walked before work.  And, my husband has to get up and take over when I leave.  So, in reality, they have put us on a schedule more than we've put them on a schedule.  I exercise more since I walk them twice a day.  And, we have been given a new sense of purpose.  We have 2 little ones depending on us.  And, it's our job to make sure they start out right.  So, are we crazy for starting this new chapter?  Some may say so, but, so far it has been nothing but a blessing.
4) Answered prayer.  My son has been looking for something different than his current job.  We had hoped he would have gotten a position in Americorp, but he didn't.  But, he was recently offered a position at the camp he worked at last year.  This is great news since he loved it last year and had been disappointed when he thought he wasn't going back there.  I look forward to seeing where God leads him this summer.
So, where was God this month?  He has been there in so many ways.  And, even in the times I needed rest, He has given it to me.  Ironically, it came in the form of puppies, knowing I needed to schedule my life better.     So, I am grateful for His love and guidance in my life.
Blessings,
Jennifer

Methodist swag part 5-people

This year I wasn't sure being in town was going to work. What I found was that I was able to experience time with my youth in new ways. Another great aspect of being home was that we could have people involved that wouldn't be able to go on a week long trip away. Several people that volunteered during the week had never volunteered before. But, after the day was over, they told me how much they enjoyed it and offered to help again.
It also worked out well since my husband was very sick. If I had been far away,  it would have made the week hard to not be able to see him. But since I was home and blessed with an awesome volunteer,  I was able to check on him.
This week, I was blessed with the people God put in to my life. Having someone volunteer their time to spend a week with the youth and all that goes with it, is an awesome thing!
So, where was God this week? He was in the people who were involved in making this a great experience for my youth because I definitely couldn't do it on my own.
Blessings,
Jennifer

Methodist swag week part 4-spiritual

During the famine and Methodist swag week, I set up prayer stations in the chapel. I was excited about them. But I wasn't sure if my youth were quite as excited.  One morning,  one of my youth was really upset. I sent her to the chapel to do the prayer stations and to just be alone with God. I knew she was not wanting to go, but she went anyway. Later, I found lut that while she was in there, she asked God for something-which was something she hadn't done in a very long time. She had kind of given up on God answering her so she had stopped asking. But, that morning she asked God for a hug amnd assurance that everything would be ok. Not even 5 minutes later, one of the youth walked in, gave her a hug, and told her everything would be ok and then walked out. It took her a few minutes to realize it, but she did. God had just answered her prayer.
Another youth is pretty new to the grojp. She is really smart and one who is struggling to know which path she wants to take. By the end of the week, she shared that what impacted her the most was the way she thought and looked at herself. She now realizes she has value and needs to respect herself.
Each night, we would close with questions-where did you see God today, what impacted you today,  and random other questions.  Each day the answers got easier as they got more comfortable sharing their faith. After questions,  we would have candle time-our prayer concerns and joys. The  youth I just mentioned prayed each night for my husband and me because she knew that he was sick. She has a lot of things going on in her life, but she chose instead to pray for my family-humbling.
So, where was God this week?  He answered prayers in very visable ways to let my youth know he was there.
Blessings, Jennifer

Methodist swag part 3-free day

One of the things we always do during the mission trips is have a free day. Where could I take my youth that would be exciting to them when we were staying in town? I thought about a mini golf place 30 minutes away. But some are tight on money so I thought that probably wouldn't work out well.
After a , ot of thought, I decided not to make it a typical free day.  The focus for the day was "stay in love with God".  So, I wanted to give them some examples of ways that they could do that. We ended up going to the dunes and sitting on the beach. A lot of my youth have expressed they see God in nature. So, I thought that's where they should be. But, there was a catch. From the time we left the church, they weren't allowed to speak. They had journals and nature and they had time to spend with God.  It was an awesome time. They didn't even protest. I'm not sure if it was because they were looking forward to that time or because they knew it would be pointless to protest.  The night before,  I got the idea to take them somewhere else afterwords.  We went to where my grandparents house was and I shared some things with them about my , ife and the special meaning that place has for me. I urged them to find a place that helps them connect with God andto find people that help them connect with God.  Then, we had a picnic there in the woods-one of many picnics in that place, but one that was very special to me.
After that, we went to walk a labyrinth. I had never done that before so I was really looking forward to it. We all enjoyed it, although we were getting tired after an intense day.
So, where was God that day? Actually, it was the night before when the idea popped in my head to share my grandparents with them. And, I think it helped them understand connecting with God in places and it helped them connect with me. For both of those things, I am grateful.
Blessings,
Jennifer