Last week, I wrote about how God had shown me the value of what I'm doing right now even though I'm not at the teen center every day. Yesterday, they posted on Facebook looking for someone to do my job. I am grateful for my realization last week so that I could be more at peace with the situation. Since they haven't had a conversation with me about replacing me, I am confused at their actions. I am saddened by their lack of concern for the teens that may turn to trouble if another option isn't given. The new plan doesn't include them being welcomed at the teen center.
But, this is a time when I know I have to trust God, knowing that He will take care of me and of my teen center kids by providing some way to help them. What I am also struggling with is something I rarely ever struggle with, almost to a fault. I am tolerant of everyone and do my best to always show unconditional love. Today, it has been difficult not to judge. I realize it's not my place to do so, but it has been popping up today. Seeing so many people being mistreated is just not sitting right with me. I know i am supposed to turn the other cheek, but it's hard to let things go.
So, where was God today? He kept me from saying or doing some of the things in my head. And, I'm planning to continue relying on Him to keep me in line.
Blessings,
Jennifer
But, this is a time when I know I have to trust God, knowing that He will take care of me and of my teen center kids by providing some way to help them. What I am also struggling with is something I rarely ever struggle with, almost to a fault. I am tolerant of everyone and do my best to always show unconditional love. Today, it has been difficult not to judge. I realize it's not my place to do so, but it has been popping up today. Seeing so many people being mistreated is just not sitting right with me. I know i am supposed to turn the other cheek, but it's hard to let things go.
So, where was God today? He kept me from saying or doing some of the things in my head. And, I'm planning to continue relying on Him to keep me in line.
Blessings,
Jennifer
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