Journey

 The wind is whistling. The rain is pounding against the building. I’m laying here thinking about how much I’ve been looking forward to tomorrow for the past year. Walking into Santiago after days of walking is said to be such an overwhelming experience. I’ve seen pictures of people as they walk in. Most are tearful, a mix of joy and sadness, relief and gratitude. I am wondering what the day will bring.

Today, we walked 13 miles in the rain. It was rough! Tomorrow is looking rougher. 13 miles in harder rain and harder wind. So, it’s very possible that the moment I have been looking forward to will not happen… or at least not in the way I expected. 

So, I have to wonder what God might be teaching me in this. Well, not that He is intentionally making it rain to teach me something. But, what can I learn from this? What can I learn by not achieving my goal? I’m extremely goal oriented and motivated. Maybe too much so?

I have enjoyed every minute of this experience. I’ve enjoyed the journey! On day one, I struggled and it was really hard to get up the hills. While it’s still hard, it is easier than it was. I had to work through some things and deal with the fact that my physical health isn’t what it used to be- but that I am grateful for what I am able to do. I’ve met new people and have made lifelong friends! There is something so special about sharing this experience with people that bonds people like nothing else can. I’ve walked with different people in different times throughout the weeks and I feel like it was always when the other person or I needed to talk or support or encourage each other. I love that I have spent time with different people throughout this. I love the way that people I passed or who passed me would show support. Buen Camino is said as a greeting and response when pilgrims meet. There is so much said in those two words… a message of encouragement, of understanding, and of connection. I’ve seen the beauty of Spain! While the weather wasn’t perfect, I’ve seen so many beautiful places, the historic buildings, and the kindness of the people. 

No matter whether I walk all the way to Santiago or not, it doesn’t lessen the amazing experience! It doesn’t lessen what I’ve learned and realized (which is a blog for another day)! 

I will lean into my word for the year- gratitude. And, while I would be disappointed not to complete the walk in the way I had hoped, I am grateful for the journey.

So, where was God today? He kept me safe and got me to the albergue safely.

Blessings,

Jennifer