Halfway

Each time I come to Guatemala, it changes me. I learn things, I connect with people, and I find ways to connect with God. The first time I came, I knew as I was leaving that I had to come back. The last time I came here, I realized I was in need of the peace and purpose I had when I was here. It was weeks later that I resigned from the job that was bringing toxicity to my life because I was seeking that peace. I didn't know how bad it was until I spent a week free from it, only to feel the crushing weight of it as I was getting ready to head home. My life has dramatically changed since my last 3 trips. I loved my life at the time, and I love my life now, too. 

So, as I am halfway through this week, I am thinking about how this week is impacting me. Thinking about when I can come back is nothing new at this point. Having joy, peace, and purpose is also nothing new. So, how is this week different? I think it's just the opposite. I am realizing there is a familiarity here, a comfort, and a joy that I needed. Coming here has become like going home after a long time- although some things are a bit different, there are things that are just the same. The beauty will always be here to remind me of God's artistry. There will always be work to do, it will be hard work, but at the end of the day there is a sense of accomplishment along with the exhaustion, and there will always be tuk tuk rides into town to enjoy the atmosphere. I am always reminded of the simple ways of life, the ways I should appreciate the things I have, and the ways I am reminded of the importance of family. I will always want to take every dog home. 

This week, I have learned about the impact covid has had on this area, the way the economy has been effected, and how all of the issues we face in the US are not a US problem, but a world problem. When covid began, people in the US struggled. But, most had jobs that they could either continue or receive unemployment for. In Guatemala, so many people survived by selling their crafts. When covid happened, marketplaces weren't happening, or at least not to the extent that they were. So, people lost their income with no way to earn money. So, as hard as it was in the US, we had access to medical care, financial assistance, and unemployment. For that I am grateful. But, my heart breaks for the places that suffered even more because they lacked these things.

So, as I continue through the rest of the week, I am still seeking ways that God is using this week to impact me and change me for the better. But, I am content and grateful for this week to remind me to be content and grateful.

So, where was God today? He was in the work and in the conversations I had that reminded me to be grateful, and gave me a feeling of familiarity. 

Blessings,

Jennifer