I know some of you have been praying for me and praying for me to have peace. So, I felt compelled to share an update.
After my last blog, something changed. It was as if putting a name to my experiences helped to affirm them for me. I did share some things with those in authority and after initially thinking accountability might happen, I realized I was mistaken.
But, you know what? It didn't matter! Somehow, a peace has come over me and helped me to see that I have done what I could and now it's up to God. To use a phrase we often said at youth group, judging is for Jesus. I had felt a sense of responsibility... and guilt... over the last year for staying silent. But, now I have not been silent and have done what I felt I needed to do and have been released of that nagging feeling. I guess this really has been a case of experiencing the journey rather than rejoicing in the destination. I think I needed to process and to stand up, but now that I have, I have a sense of closure. And, although I'm sad for the current situations, I have to let it go.
It's time to look ahead!
And, my life is filled with so much joy!
This weekend, I ended up having some extra time on Saturday. So, I sent a random message to a friend that became such a blessing! There are some things I will always miss from ministry. I loved planning events like mission trips, camp, and VBS. There is something so exciting about getting ready! So, Saturday and Sunday, I got to be a part of that excitement! It's so funny that I enjoyed shopping so much since I'm typically not a shopper. But, I got to go supply shopping for VBS and it was like a fun scavenger hunt!
Not only will I be participating in this VBS, but I am also helping with VBS at another church in August. They are both very different and I love having the opportunity to experience different ministries even though my jobs have changed. Ministry is everywhere, whether we are looking for it or not is the key!
A week ago, I took a day off of Facebook. I enjoyed it so much that I decided to begin a Friday fast from Facebook and possibly other things. I'm still exploring how to use that time, but am excited to explore! A friend and I will soon be finishing our Bible reading journey together. We are hoping to explore some other spiritual disciplines and thinking about focusing on fasting and prayer. I'm sure you will read more about that in future blogs as I learn more about it and have experiences to share.
Earlier this month, I reached a goal to run 3 miles. I have been enjoying using that time to listen to books, scripture, and sermons from several different churches as well as to pray and think. This extra time in the morning has changed the start of my day from getting up and rushing out the door to a time to focus and learn first think in the morning. What a difference that makes! Feeling a sense of accomplishment in the first hour I'm awake has brought the rest of my day to be more positive and focused.
I am thankful for the friends who have surrounded me with love and support. I am thankful for the people who are in my life and who have been a part of my journey.
So, where was God these last few weeks? He was in all of you and He was listening to the prayers for peace.
Blessings,
Jennifer
After my last blog, something changed. It was as if putting a name to my experiences helped to affirm them for me. I did share some things with those in authority and after initially thinking accountability might happen, I realized I was mistaken.
But, you know what? It didn't matter! Somehow, a peace has come over me and helped me to see that I have done what I could and now it's up to God. To use a phrase we often said at youth group, judging is for Jesus. I had felt a sense of responsibility... and guilt... over the last year for staying silent. But, now I have not been silent and have done what I felt I needed to do and have been released of that nagging feeling. I guess this really has been a case of experiencing the journey rather than rejoicing in the destination. I think I needed to process and to stand up, but now that I have, I have a sense of closure. And, although I'm sad for the current situations, I have to let it go.
It's time to look ahead!
And, my life is filled with so much joy!
This weekend, I ended up having some extra time on Saturday. So, I sent a random message to a friend that became such a blessing! There are some things I will always miss from ministry. I loved planning events like mission trips, camp, and VBS. There is something so exciting about getting ready! So, Saturday and Sunday, I got to be a part of that excitement! It's so funny that I enjoyed shopping so much since I'm typically not a shopper. But, I got to go supply shopping for VBS and it was like a fun scavenger hunt!
Not only will I be participating in this VBS, but I am also helping with VBS at another church in August. They are both very different and I love having the opportunity to experience different ministries even though my jobs have changed. Ministry is everywhere, whether we are looking for it or not is the key!
A week ago, I took a day off of Facebook. I enjoyed it so much that I decided to begin a Friday fast from Facebook and possibly other things. I'm still exploring how to use that time, but am excited to explore! A friend and I will soon be finishing our Bible reading journey together. We are hoping to explore some other spiritual disciplines and thinking about focusing on fasting and prayer. I'm sure you will read more about that in future blogs as I learn more about it and have experiences to share.
Earlier this month, I reached a goal to run 3 miles. I have been enjoying using that time to listen to books, scripture, and sermons from several different churches as well as to pray and think. This extra time in the morning has changed the start of my day from getting up and rushing out the door to a time to focus and learn first think in the morning. What a difference that makes! Feeling a sense of accomplishment in the first hour I'm awake has brought the rest of my day to be more positive and focused.
I am thankful for the friends who have surrounded me with love and support. I am thankful for the people who are in my life and who have been a part of my journey.
So, where was God these last few weeks? He was in all of you and He was listening to the prayers for peace.
Blessings,
Jennifer
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