Review

It's been awhile, I know.  I lost my energy to write while I was fighting the flu and bronchitis.  As I was getting over that, I was playing catch up to get ready for Christmas and then spent the last week celebrating with church activities, family, and friends.  Although I feel it's important for me to write to help me keep focus, somehow, I felt lately is was important for me to spend the energy that I had taking advantage of every opportunity I had to celebrate.
A quick review of events-
While I was sick, I don't know what I would have done without the unfailing love and care my husband gave me.  My son also showed a great deal of care and concern- moreso than an 18 year old tends to at times.  In fact, a change seems to have occurred in him.  His response to things is different and he seems to be more responsible and more at peace in situations.  This is an answer to prayers and ended up being the greatest gift I experienced this Christmas.
I missed the Messiah I had mentioned several times.  I was really sad about that and about missing my family that day.  But, if I had my choice, I'd rather I missed it than my uncle.  It was a great day for so many who enjoyed watching or performing and for that I am happy.
This week has been a whirlwind of family and friends.  I feel very blessed when I spend time with my family and with my husband's family.  We genuinely love and care about each other.  I feel sad for families that don't have that.  And, I realize that it's a beautiful gift to have so many people fill a house with love and laughter.
2 beautiful Christmas Eve services followed a great Sunday service.  I love being at church during the Christmas season and seeing the seats filled.  I wish that was always the case, but if even just a few continue coming after Christmas then that's a good thing.  Sometimes, they just need a little reminder that church is the place to be on Sunday morning.
I started a new tradition this year which I was really excited about.  A couple from church told me about it and gave me a book called Christmas Jars.  It was a great thing for me and I can't wait to continue the tradition year after year.  If you want to know more than that, you have to read the book.  You'll want to do it too!
Today, I had a youth event.  It was actually a girl's day- It's All About You!  We spent the morning focusing on the friends and people who influence us.  We looked at whether they were a positive influence- a Barnabas, Silas, or Timothy in our lives (a mentor, peer, or person we mentor).  This afternoon, we talked about guys, relationships, and our self image.  We had a lot of great discussion and I didn't even show half of the video clips I had because we were so busy talking!  How is it that God has given me the gift of letting these girls trust me with such discussions?  I am humbled to be a leader for things like this.  And, I am grateful.  The day was long and the topics were at times intense.  But, it all went well even though I didn't feel as prepared as I could have been.  Of course, I had more info than needed and I knew God would lead me through the day so I had nothing to worry about.
All in all, even though I spent a few days whining-alot!- I have spent the last couple weeks feeling very blessed, very loved, and seeing God in so many new and wonderful ways.  As we celebrate His birth and look ahead to a new year, I hope you can say the same.
Blessings,
Jennifer

Inspiration

It's amazing how someone you have only seen for 4 days in your life can impact the rest of your life.  But, that is true for me, and a few other people who were blessed enough to be with me on my first mission trip.  I know part of it might be that it was my first experience, but most of it was meeting someone who has the power to inspire people and give them hope.  By sharing his story of facing obstacle after obstacle, and believing God was walking with him to help him through it all, he is able to give everyone around him encouragement and confidence to look to God.
Etched in my memory is a moment in time- sitting in his living room and hearing him talk, hearing him sing with the most beautiful voice, and knowing God was in that room with us.  That week we went to Alabama to help others.  That week we actually got so much more than we could ever give.  We built a ramp for this man.  But, he built up our group and he helped build each one of our spiritual lives.
Lately, I noticed his posts on facebook mentioned that he is having more health issues.  I noticed today he mentioned talking to his hospice nurse.  He was in hospice before we went there a few years ago, but it sounds like he is again.  Before, he got better and was able to leave hospice because God obviously had more for him to do.  I am hopeful that his health improves.  I sent him a message to let him know our group is praying for him.  He responded by telling me the cross we had given him was sitting right next to him.  It had been an idea we thought of while there.  We made a cross out of some of the wood we were using, put a scripture on it, and signed it.  Such a simple thing.  I'm glad he still enjoys it.  And, it reminds me that sometimes it is the simple things that mean the most.
Because of what I learned from him in those 4 days, I am a better person, a better leader for my youth, and a better follower of God.  And, he is a person I would like to be like.  Someday, I hope someone can say that about me- that I was a person who gave them those gifts.
So, where was God today?  He is with this amazing man, as He has always been, walking beside him to comfort him when he needs it.

Joshua 1:9 (

New International Version (NIV)

⁹ Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged, for the Lord your God will be with you wherever you go.” 
(the scripture on the cross we gave him)
Blessings,
Jennifer

Planning

Today I worked on the details for an upcoming youth event.  It's coming up very quickly since it's right after Christmas- and Christmas is coming way too soon!  I've been wanting to have a girl's day out for awhile now and finally figured out that Christmas break is the best time to do it.
We'll be talking about friends and what kind of friends are good to have in our lives as well as what kind of friends we are to others.  Then, we'll be talking about ourselves and how others see us, looking at not their views but our relationship with God that gives us our value and self worth.  Then, the tough part- relationships.  What does God say about how we should act in a relationship.  As crazy as it might sound, I'm really looking forward to this day!  Of course, some goofy games, some laughter, and some time being silly girls will also be a part of the event.
And, something else will be a part of it- actually someone else.  One of my former youth who switched her major this year to focus on youth ministry will be volunteering.  It's the perfect time to introduce her not as one of the youth but as a leader.  Starting the day by looking at who can mentor us will be a great way to help the youth look at her in a different way.  Transitioning from being a youth to being a leader is sometimes tricky on both sides.  So, I'm excited that I can make her part of this event when she can hopefully test the waters of leadership.
So, where was God today?  Somehow as I was planning, the ideas just popped into my head and kept flowing.  The idea to have this college youth help and to include her in the opening discussion on mentors is one of those ideas.  And, I have a feeling God has great plans for her and for this day.
Romans 12: 10Be devoted to one another in love. Honor one another above yourselves.
Blessings,
Jennifer

Catalogs and Highlights

This has been on my mind but I don't think I ever actually wrote it.  Last Sunday, during the sermon, the pastor brought up the Sears catalog and how many Christmas memories are made looking at the catalog.  It was in reference to the hopes that are created from the toy section of the catalog.  I smiled at the memories.  When my son was little, hours and hours were spent on the couch snuggling up next to his great grandma pouring over each page.  She enjoyed it as much as he did- or if she didn't she never let on.  They would sit and talk about the different toys.  I'm pretty sure he never got them.  And, I'm pretty sure he didn't lack for anything.  His joy was in the time he spent looking at the catalog with her.
A day or two after the sermon, I saw a post on my son's facebook.  It was a picture of a Highlights magazine.  He posted about how he loved sitting and looking at them with his great grandma.  They would read it together and look for the hidden objects.  When he was too young to read, she read it to him.  As he got older, I'm sure they both read it together.
I can't imagine where my life would be without that time in my life I spent with my grandma.  And, my son is now looking back and treasuring that time, too.  It's not the expensive toys or the fancy things that matter.  It's the time they know they are surrounded by love that matters.  I just saw a quote tonight, "It is Christmas every time you let God love others through you," Mother Teresa.  If that's the case, my grandma spent every day as Christmas.  And, that has trickled down through her family.  I like the thought of Christmas being thought of year round.
So, where was God?  I saw Him in my grandma as she sat and spent time and made memories with my son.
Blessings,
Jennifer

Forgiveness

Today begins week 2 of advent.  Peace.  When I think of peace, the first thing that comes to my mind is forgiveness.  There is a peace that comes with forgiveness.  So, when I thought of what to discuss tonight at youth, I decided to discuss forgiving others.  It became obvious that I could spend a lot longer than 1 day at youth group discussing this topic.  I probably should.  But, for now, I had only 1 chance.  So, I had to make the best of it and pull out the best things I could find.  Unfortunately, I still didn't have enough time to do it all.
But, the reason I ran out of time was because we had some really great conversations.  I used the same material for middle school and high school.  But, I had totally different discussions.  I love listening to teens and seeing how their minds work.  I showed a video and my high schoolers looked at it in a completely different way than I did.  I realized that it spoke to everyone differently because they felt differently and had different ways to react than I did.  I started the evening with asking everyone to find and hold a random object.  They had to hold onto it throughout the evening.  At the end, I explained how it symbolized how we hold on to anger and how even if it starts out as not a big deal, it continues to feel like a bigger hardship.  Then, I asked them to share how their random object could symbolize anger.  They all had great responses.  It was so insightful.
Possibly, after youth group was even more awesome.  One of my newer youth was struggling with a conflict with several other youth.  A few days ago, she was considering not coming back because of it.  Tonight, after youth group she went and talked to the ones she was having a conflict with and they resolved it.  She felt tonight that she needed to apologize and clear things up and the others showed understanding and forgiveness.  As I took her home tonight, the girl who apologized told me through her tears how happy and relieved she was.  She talked about a weight being lifted off of her.  It was exactly what I had been trying to get across tonight without using those words.
Another youth asked me after youth if I remembered a trip we took 2 years ago.  I told him I did.  He then asked if I remembered him sitting outside for 10 minutes or so.  Unfortunately, I had to tell him I couldn't remember that.  He said he was out there because he had been mad at me.  I asked why and he said he didn't know but after those 10 minutes he wasn't mad- just sad.  I asked why and he said it was the same reason.  As it turns out, he spent 10 minutes of his life mad at me because he thought I didn't care about him and then a short time after he was sad about that.  He can't remember why he felt that way, but luckily, he quickly realized that I did and do love and care about him.  This teen rarely shares anything or shows much emotion at all.  The fact that he offered that information without being prodded was interesting and obviously something tonight led him to share that with me.  If anyone was hard to get used to me as their youth leader, it was him.  So, sharing how the thought of me not caring had impacted him was his way of sharing something  personal with me.  And, I was glad that he quickly realized how untrue his thoughts were and he was then confident that he was loved and cared for.
Overall, tonight was a great night and I feel that tonight's topic really clicked with the youth and the adults.
So, where was God today?  He was at youth group tonight and He was opening hearts and minds to love and forgive.
Matthew 6:14 (NIV)

For if you forgive other people when they sin against you, your heavenly Father will also forgive you.

Blessings,
Jennifer

Messiah

The greatest story ever told!  Every year I get to share it with hundreds of people in the most beautiful way imaginable!  This year is no different.  Tonight was our last regular rehearsal for Handel's Messiah.  Next week we rehearse with the orchestra and then dress rehearsal and performances the following weekend.  To me, the season starts when I start singing.  Each year, the first rehearsal is like a reunion.  People I see one time a year are like old friends.  We share a love of God, music, and the experience of singing this Messiah.  And, because of that, we know and understand each other.
A year ago, it was a bittersweet time.  The beauty of the experience was clouded by the poor health of my uncle, who directs, and has directed for 48 years.  It turned out that he was unable to direct and my brother- in- law directed.  Although he did an amazing job, especially on short notice, we were all concerned with my uncles health issues.
Fast forward to now and it seems as though nothing was ever wrong!  Each rehearsal is filled with the joy of the season, laughter, and beauty.  The same stories and reminders about each piece of music are again repeated, bringing a knowing smile to each face.  We know the words and how they should sound, we know the feeling each word should portray, and we know when he wants the words so quiet that half of us just mouth them or we'd be too loud.  We know all of this because each year we hear my uncle's words reminding us.
Tonight, we sang the "Amen Chorus."  Although it's just one word, I have to say it's one of the most beautiful and inspiring things I've ever heard.  I feel blessed and overwhelmed by the time I get to the end of it and usually can hardly finish it, as determined as I am to not miss a moment of it.
So, where did I see God today?  He was at rehearsal with us, listening to the story He created.  And, He's been with my uncle and family this year as we clung to hope and faith to get through to now.  I am grateful for His blessings of health for my uncle this year.
Matthew 6:  33 But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well.34 Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.
Blessings,
Jennifer  

Chat

The other day, one of my youth sent me a message that a friend of hers needed someone to talk to.  Tonight, after going back and forth trying to get connected, we finally had a chance to chat.  I spent the evening chatting with her about God, the Bible, and her life.  

I had actually met her last year.  At the time she shared some views that seemed to be attention getting.  I didn't get a chance to talk to her in the situations we were in then.  So, I was really surprised when I got the message that she needed someone to talk to.  And, I was grateful for the chance to talk with her.  She had a lot of questions for me.  She had been to several churches and is confused about a lot of things.  What she's not confused about is that she wants to do what is right and to do what God wants.  That is far from the impression she gave me last year.  It was obvious that she has been looking for God.

Several things struck me tonight.  First, I am grateful to my youth who feel they can share God with their friends and have the conversations with their friends.  I am grateful that when there are times they need some help with that they are comfortable asking me and they love their church and want to tell them about it.  Secondly, I love when I have teens who make me think, who challenge me, and who inspire me to look for the answers.

So, where was God today?  He knew that conversation needed to happen.  And, He's been working on getting that to happen for awhile.

Romans 5:1Therefore, since we have been justified through faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ, 2through whom we have gained access by faith into this grace in which we now stand. And we boast in the hope of the glory of God. 

Blessings,

Jennifer

Hope

It's the 1st day of advent!  Today we focused on hope.  This week we focus on hope.  I am reminded of the many times when I focused on hope not because it was the 1st week of advent but because it was all I had.  Today, it's a much different story.  I am blessed.  My life is good!  I am surrounded by loved ones, I have a roof over my head, food on the table, and am happy with my relationship with God.  I often have to pinch myself to remind myself it's reality that I have 2 jobs I love so much!  

The last few years, I have focused more on advent than ever before.  Since I began working with the youth, I guess, it has become even more important to help them understand the season by living it myself.  So, I make a point of celebrating advent and the weeks significance.  Tonight we talked about hope and I realized something new.  Hope is contagious.  When someone has hope, it gives others hope, too.  I guess I knew that before, but wasn't conscious of it.  Now I look at hope as an even more important thing.  It's not just about me having hope or giving hope to someone else, that 1 person who has hope multiplies that hope by many.  

Tonight, I talked to a girl who has decided to focus on other things besides boys, saying she wants to wait until marriage.  She said she's picky because she wants someone who will treat her right.  That gives me hope.  She said 5 years ago, that was not her plan.  So, I know she has learned and grown in her walk with God.  

So, where was God today?  He is what we look to when we need hope.  He is the one we reach out to. And, He is the one who guides us as He has guided the girl I talked to tonight.

Romans 5: 3Not only so, but we also glory in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance;4perseverance, character; and character, hope. 5And hope does not put us to shame, because God’s love has been poured out into our hearts through the Holy Spirit, who has been given to us.

Blessings,

Jennifer 

Record

That was intense!  Watching someone in their final hours of sleep depravity, little food, and standing ringing a bell for 60 hours is pretty intense.  What was amazing was seeing that this endeavor brought a community together, gave people a chance to talk about God, and showed people that church isn't always some serious sit down and be quiet kind of thing.  A lot of people hear about what was going on from the news or facebook or a friend.  Everyone was talking about it.  And, they may or may not have stopped out to talk to him, but they were rooting for him, a community all on the same team, cheering together.  Someone said that when they heard a pastor was doing this they were concerned because they assumed he was old.  They got to the place and were surprised to see a young pastor there.  There are so many stereotypes and they need to be broken!  This was definitely a way to get exposure for the church and the Christian community.  As conversations came up about the pastor who was setting a world record, it became easier to say things like "he needs prayers" or "God is definitely with him right now."
In the last few hours, people gathered to support his efforts.  His goal was $5000.  The last I had heard the amount raised wasn't close.  By midnight, he had gone beyond his goal to raise over $6000!  Most of the crowd was from his church, showing what it means to be a church family.  They cheered him on, they brought snacks for the crowd, and gave him pep talks when he needed them.  Some people came that heard about it but had never met him.  Whatever the reason, it was an awesome thing seeing them there to lift him up when he needed it.  And, I'm pretty sure without prayers and people, the struggle would have been too tough to fight.
So, where was God today?  He was in the people who cheered, who prayed, who donated to this cause.  And, he was in the pastor who had a dream, who somehow managed to get through, and in that 60 hours did so much more than ring a bell.
Blessings,
Jennifer

Ringing

As I write I hear ringing.  I've heard a lot of ringing today.  But, definitely not as much as some people.  A friend of mine, a pastor from another Methodist church in town, is attempting to set a world record for bell ringing for the Salvation Army.  He started at noon today and is hoping to ring for 60 hours.  Yes, 60 hours! He gets a 5 minute break to ear or use the restroom and he can accrue them if he doesn't use them.  But, other than that, he must be standing and ringing.  That takes a lot of will power.
He has a livestream going so that he has proof of the constant ringing.  And, people can send him messages through it and he can respond.  Why ring a bell for 60 hours?  Well, I can't speak for him.  But, I do know that 2 reporters stopped by while I was there, customers stopped to talk to Him about the Salvation Army and about his church, and he is raising money and awareness for the Salvation Army.  I also see family and friends stop by, encourage him on the livestream, and bring him hot chocolate or other drinks.  The store he's at has graciously offered him a spot in front of a fireplace and been great hosts.
To many, hearing the bells is a sign that Christmas is upon us.  Children ask their parents for change and they proudly drop it in the bucket.  To many, I think it's their first experience of giving to those in need- to understanding loving others at Christmas.  I've seen what the Salvation Army can do to change the life of a family- to give them hope.  And, sometimes, that is all they need to get them on their way to a better life.
So, it may be a ringing bell.  It may be a few coins.  This may be a world record.  But, truly, it's so much more.  It's hope for a family. It's hope for a community.  To a child, or maybe even some adults, it's learning what life and love is all about.
So, where was God today?  He's listening to the ringing bell and he's sending angels to watch over the bell ringer.
Blessings,
Jennifer

Lesson

Tonight was JIF.  We haven't met for our discussion time for quite a few weeks due to the holiday and getting shoeboxes done.  I was out of my planning routine and getting sucked in to planning for events coming up.  So, all of a sudden, I remembered I had to plan!  It's a pretty straightforward Bible study as long as I go by the book, which I usually don't.  So, I read through the lesson and then had to head to the Teen Center.
Basically, I was counting on God and the skitguys to get me through.  As we started, I was excited to have 3 new people there!  My plan to start off by reviewing what we had been talking about didn't go so well since half the group was new or not regulars there.  So, we quickly moved on.  It was our first time talking about Adam and Eve and sin- always a fun topic for teens.  We started by discussing sin, what some of them are and how sinning effects others.  They were talking and contributing but not wholly into the discussion.  I could tell I was losing some of them.  So, it was obviously time for skitguys.  Two guys do skits based on Christian topics and my teens love them!  Some are pretty serious and others are hilarious.  I pulled up the website and they cheered.  I typed in Adam and Eve and up came a skit.  It was hilarious!  It also gave a pretty good synopsis of the story, although some of it was obviously their interpretation.  Yep, thanks to the skitguys, I had their complete attention again.  We then talked about some of the false things people say about the story, and then went on to talking about our own sins.  It was then time for them to take some quiet time to reflect on their own lives and some changes they might want to make.  It was actually quiet!  That's an accomplishment.  While they were reflecting, the thought occurred to me to pull up Lifehouse Everything.  It's a video about Jesus and how no matter what mistakes we make, Jesus is always there and He is reaching out to us.  I wanted to end the evening reminding the youth that even though there is sin, there is hope because Jesus died for us.  It wasn't part of the lesson, but I felt it needed to be.  So, as I started the video, they all came back to the room and watched quietly.  Then, we closed with a few thoughts on the video and I asked for a volunteer to pray.  One of the new girls volunteered and said a beautiful prayer.  Afterwards, she came to me and asked me for a Bible.  I gave her one and could tell she was very happy to have one.
So, where was God today?  He gave me the words to say, the videos to play, and the teens who needed to hear them.
Blessings,
Jennifer

Dinner- Tuesday

Tuesday I met with my Coping With Anger teens.  It's amazing to see changes from only a few weeks!  Today we listened to a meditation cd.  It reminded me of my youth.  Sometimes at youth group we would listen to our youth leader as she would do a meditation reading.  I did one during the mission trip last spring and then it went in to envisioning spending time with Jesus.  The youth enjoyed it and I had planned to do more.  This was a good reminder to do it again soon at youth group.
After the group, the other leader and I went out for dinner and discussed our plans for the next group.  She is one of those people who is always animated, who you always know what she's thinking because she tells you.  And, she is an inspiring person who loves God and finds ways to share is with others.  The waitress we had was someone my friend had talked to before.  And, as the evening went on, it was evident the waitress had gone through some hard times.  But, her faith and love for God was what had kept her going.  And, now she did everything she could to keep her relationship with Him and teach her children to do the same.  It was a great evening!  It reminded me to always keep paying attention to the times we can use to share God with others.  We don't have to be at church or at a church function.  We can be at a store or restaurant and hear God nudging us to share His love with someone.
So, where was God today?  He was at dinner with us.
Blessings,
Jennifer

Time

What a great holiday week!  I feel so blessed to spend time with my family.  I love the time we share together.  But, for years, I was preoccupied.  Being in the retail world, I had to think about all of the things I had to do and make sure everything was where it was supposed to be for the big food holidays.  So, this year, since I'm not in the retail world, I can focus on the real world.  I had a much more enjoyable time and didn't have to leave in the middle of things to go to work.
I love being able to focus on Thanksgiving for a month.  I love Christmas.  But, I don't want to rush it and skip over Thanksgiving.  So, doing the Thanksgiving Challenge has helped me stay focused on the blessings I have.  And, I must say, I have many!  1 month isn't enough!  Seeing others post about their blessings is also part of my joy.  Realizing and sharing in the joys of others is a wonderful part of the celebration.
Tonight, we talked at youth about Thanksgiving.  It's unusual that we had the chance after Thanksgiving.  Typically, the Sunday after Thanksgiving seems to be the 1st Sunday in advent.  But, this year, we have an extra week.  So, we talked about how to look at Thanksgiving as a time to be thankful for God's blessings rather than the day before black Friday.  They all agreed that black Friday hurt the spirit of Thanksgiving if we let it.  It was great to see them understand what really matters.
During announcement time, I shared all of the upcoming events.  They seemed excited about all of them!  We have a busy 2013 ahead of us.  But, I was nervous about the idea of not traveling far during spring break.  Once they knew we were still going to shower, they were excited about staying at church and having a week long event here.  I know it will be an amazing week.  But, getting them to know that ahead of time was the key.  But, with God behind it, I'm sure I have nothing to worry about.
So, where was God?  This jumble of things is all the random thoughts I have about where God has fit in to my holiday week.  I was able to focus on Him and His blessings, I had time to spend planning some future events, and, I was able to have some discussions with my youth about all of it.  And, thanks to God's plan for my life, I had the time to do it all.
Blessings,
Jennifer

Methodist Swag

I know it's fall and winter is just around the corner.  I know tomorrow is Thanksgiving.  But, I also know time goes very quickly and I need to get going on some events for next spring!  So, for some reason, today was the day.  They had been in my mind for awhile.  But, I hadn't put anything down and hadn't really voiced my ideas to make sure they made sense to someone other than me.
I now have them on the church calendar and have the excel file created- which means I'm well on my way.  As I was thinking about a schedule, I realized I needed to have a focus in order to figure out the best way to schedule.  So, I started searching online for lock- in themes and retreat themes.  Nothing real came up.  Then, it came to me!  But, to explain it I have to go back a few days to last Sunday.
During the sermon, the pastor talked about a conversation he had recently had with someone about church.  The pastor said he possibly had a chance to say 3 or 4 sentences to someone when they asked about going to church.  That thought had stuck with me afterwards.  Fast forward to yesterday.  I was having a conversation with my boss at the Teen Center and he asked me about being Methodist.  I thought about it and told him a few random things that may or may not have made sense.  Then, I brought out a chart I happened to have with me that showed the differences between different denominations.  Afterwards, I thought I could have responded so much better.  I could have told him about the 3 general rules of Methodism- 1) Do no harm 2) Do all the good that you can 3) Stay in love with God.
So, today as I was thinking of a theme, it suddenly came to me.  What a perfect theme- being Methodist!  We'll be doing mission projects, which would have a focus on rule 1 and 2.  And, we'll be focusing on spiritual development a couple days, which would be rule 3.  Now, to make it exciting to my teens.  Last year we went to New Orleans so that's pretty tough to beat- especially staying in town.  So, I needed something a little more exciting to call it besides "The 3 general rules".  And, then it came to me- Methodist Swag!  In case some of you are wondering...urban dictionary- Swag- "the way someone presents themselves"- so we'll be focusing on presenting ourselves as Methodists- 1) Do no harm 2) Do all the good that you can 3) Stay in love with God.
So, there it is.  Spring Break week long event- Methodist Swag!
Blessings,
Jennifer

Campus Life

Tonight was campus life at the Teen Center.  I finally had a chance to stay during it rather than leaving when it started.  I love when they start coming in!  There are so many and they are all so excited to be there!  The leader has been doing it for a long time and it's evident that he loves what he's doing and that the teens love him.
After a few ice breaker games, they had a discussion.  They all sat on the floor and listened intently.  There were no side chats, no interruptions, no distractions.  They all wanted to be right there hearing what he had to say about Jesus!  That is a beautiful sight.
My Coping with Anger class is now right before Campus Life.  So, one of my middle schoolers that is working hard to choose the right path, but having trouble always doing it, is in that class.  She stayed for Campus Life and, although she seemed nervous because she didn't know anyone, I know the leader made her feel special by letting her stay.  And, I know that she benefited by listening to his message.
So, where was God today?  He was in that room with all those teens who came to hear about Him.  And, He gave the leader the words to say so that they would listen, understand, and get closer to Him.
Blessings,
Jennifer

Party

Tonight was our 2nd annual Thanksgiving party at youth group.  Last Sunday, youth called people who had helped them along their spiritual journey and invited them to be a part of the party this Sunday.  They wrote them thank you letters for tonight.  The youth didn't all have adults there tonight, several adults weren't able to be there and several youth weren't there last week when we invited people.  But, it didn't really matter because we all did things as a big group.  It was nice to see the group of all ages there together.  There were several new people there tonight.  So, although it didn't give them a good picture of what a typical youth night  is, it did give them a chance to mingle with everyone and get to know the group since we had some games, chat time, and snacks.
We also went to the community Thanksgiving service, which happened to be at our church.  It was pretty full in the sanctuary.  It was a great thing to see so many people from so many different churches worshiping together!
One of the new youth was a teen that I met last winter at the Teen Center.  She has had some rough times, but it seemed they were cries for help more than anything.  She came to pie night Wednesday and contacted me today about youth group.  I've been trying to get her to come for awhile now.  She enjoyed the party and the sermon seemed to be written just for her.  And, it seemed she was soaking it all in.  Afterwards, some people from the church talked to her and someone came up to her that knew her.  She had accompanied her for her choir solo last year.  This teen needs all of the positive reinforcement she can get so seeing that encouragement and then seeing her invited to join the youth choir was a perfect thing.
So, where was God today?  He was there tonight, knowing my youth who needed Him, and He was there in those who He put in their path.
Blessings,
Jennifer

Saturday

Tonight I went to a performance at a local high school.  They were doing the musical Footloose.  I probably saw the movie years ago, but didn't really remember a whole lot of it.  So, I was looking forward to seeing some of my youth and looking forward to seeing the musical.
I got there early so I had a chance to sit and watch as people poured in to watch their favorite student on stage.  The auditorium was packed for a 3rd night in a row.
As I sat and watched the show, I could tell everyone up there was focused and excited to be a part of it.  At this moment in their life, this musical is everything to them.  I remember that time in my life- when we did youth drama at church. I ate breathed and slept those plays and acts.  It feels good t be a part of something great.  As the show ended, the excitement on stage was obvious.  Their gratitude for those leading them was evident, although the leader was humbly quick to duck off stage.
It all got me to thinking.  How do we get that excited?  In school, I remember being that excited and I see that hasn't changed.  But, what if everyone stayed that excited, that focused, and worked that hard for the greatest thing there is- a relationship with God and sharing that message with others.  How awesome would the world be?!  It has stuck in my mind and I'm not quite sure what to do with it.  If anyone has an idea, I'm ready to listen.  But, somehow, if we were able to motivate people to consistently stay as devoted as they do to things like performing that musical, I think life would be better in this world.
So, where was God today?  I think He was in these youth, giving them a sense of purpose and something positive, a hope.  And, I think He has more planned for them.  I also think there will be more to this to come, when I figure out ways to bring it to life for Him.
Psalm 107:31 (NIV)

Let them give thanks to the Lord for his unfailing love and his wonderful deeds for mankind.

Blessings,
Jennifer 

Serving

Today I spent time working on shoeboxes.  I look forward to spending the majority of tomorrow with shoeboxes, too.  It's amazing how something as simple as a shoebox can change a person's life.  Today, people from the church brought more things to fill shoeboxes, helped stuff shoeboxes, and got things ready for me to fill more tomorrow.  All of the boxes will be sent to children who wouldn't normally get any gifts this Christmas.  It's a way to introduce God's message of love to them.
This is our 3rd year of doing this service project.  As the due date comes close, I always fear that we won't have any to turn in.  But, I should know better.  Our church is a loving, supportive congregation that whenever given the opportunity to help others, they come through. And, I know underneath it all, God is guiding them.
While I was working on shoeboxes, my friend was busy cooking.  She spent the day cooking a Thanksgiving dinner for the congregation.  What struck me was the joy she had while she was cooking- the joy she had at the thought of giving to others.
So, where was God today?  He was in the hands and feet that were working to give to others.
Blessings,
Jennifer

Back

I know it's been awhile.  I think I spent a week in hibernation.  Between time at work and sleeping, it consumed most of my time.  I was fighting migraines or the remnants of migraines throughout the week.  It happens without explanation every once in awhile.  Sunday they disappeared as mysteriously as they came.  And so, I feel human again.
I am continuing my Thanksgiving Challenge by sharing something I'm thankful for each day.  It brightens my day to see others sharing, too.  If nothing else, by reading those posts, you can know that each one is a way God has touched my life by all of the blessings He has given me!
Just because I didn't write doesn't mean I didn't see or experience God.  I just fell asleep before I had a chance to write about it.  And, at this point the thought of writing to catch you up on each day overwhelms me. So, you'll have to take my word for it.
I will say I'm excited about some conversations I had lately, I'm excited about some plans coming up for my youth, and I'm excited that the Thanksgiving and Advent season are upon us.  It seems to be coming rather quickly!
If I had to sum up last week and where God was in my life, I'll say this.  There are things in my life that consume me.  I have a calling to help the youth find their place in life, follow the right path, and find their relationship with God.  I have a need to connect with friends, to do what I am asked to do to help them in any way I can.  I have a desire to grow my relationship with God in order to be a stronger person for myself and others.  In a time in my life where I have weeks like last week- where work and sleep take up my existence- there is a big gap.  I need to get dressed in the morning, eat, have millions of things taken care of that I just can't do.  And, for that, God gave me the most kind, loving, considerate man who has dinner ready no matter what time I get home, clean laundry, and my heating blanket turned on so I don't get cold.  It's all of the little things in life that often go without words that shouldn't.
My husband works hard every day to make sure I'm able to do the things I need to do.  And, if he didn't, I wouldn't be able to do any of them.
So, where was God this past week?  He was, and is, in the blessing of having a husband who loves and cares for me and makes me a better person.
Blessings,
Jennifer

Sunday- BITE

Tonight at youth group, we talked about things from Acquire the Fire.  It's part of our discussion for the next 3 weeks.  Tonight, we talked about something they handed out during the event.  BITE stands for Bible, Internal, Topical, and External.  So, we discussed ways to get closer to God using the things listed under each of those topics.  We then talked about ways we could help each other with the things we need to focus on.  At the end of the evening, one of my youth spoke up and said they really liked the discussion and thought it was really helpful.  I'd like to say that happens every week- but it doesn't.  The other thing I noticed was that as I was leaving, I didn't pick up a bunch of papers.  They actually took them home!  That says a lot.
During our middle hour, we did our new part of the evening.  I had someone who had volunteered to share a testimony anytime so I had told her she could do it tonight.  But, I realized this morning that she had forgotten.  She told me she would do it anyway.  But, later this afternoon, I got a text from a youth asking me if she could share tonight.  So, I had her share.  Another girl also asked to share tonight so they both did.  They both shared their struggles and how their faith is helping them.  They are both still struggling at times.  It was a beautiful way of asking for encouragement and looking to the right people in the right ways.  This time has now become an important part of our group after only 2 weeks.
So, where was God today?  He was at youth group hearing how the youth are working at getting closer to Him.
Blessings,
Jennifer

Saturday- Sister

You can call this Saturday or Sunday.  My sister's birthday is Sunday, but was celebrated with family on Saturday.  She's the only person my age (well a few years older ;) ) that has known me my whole life and has loved me- even when I wasn't very lovable.
I grew up looking up to her and I was pretty lucky to have such a good person to look up to.  I am amazed at her love and patience for others.  Her devotion to her family and her devotion to raising her children in a Christian home is something I have always looked to as an example.  She works hard to have family time and to make memories with her kids- trips to museums, to the zoo, fun activities, etc.  She is always there when I need her- to make me laugh, to listen, to encourage me.  I have always been able to depend on her.
She is an awesome aunt to my son.  From the time he was born, she was the best aunt she could be.  The bond they have is a wonderful thing.  He has a better life because of her.  He looks to her as an example and guide.  Of course, she gave him all the loud toys, too.  But, she also encouraged him to play the bass- which is a big part of is life.
When I was young and not making the right choices, she love me anyway.  I knew she didn't approve.  But, I think it's important to have someone who can hold you accountable and love you anyway.
Today I want to say thank you to my sister for guiding me, encouraging me, and being the best big sister anyone could have.
So, where was God today?  I see her in my sister and in the ways she shares God with others.
Blessings,
Jennifer

Friday- Lunch

I have a friend who was having a rough day- a rough time lately.  I happened to text her today just to say hi. It's not often that I have a lot of free time.  But, today I had a few hours.  So, I asked her to lunch.  I had before but we both keep pretty busy and had never been able to.
So, today, we finally had a chance to get together.  I think it was exactly what we both needed.  We had a good time chatting and catching up.
Even though she has been going through some things, she still found time to bake cupcakes for teen night.  She is truly an amazing person and a blessing to many.
Blessings,
Jennifer

Thursday- Challenge

I started a little early this year, but actually, today is when I usually plan to start.  The Thanksgiving Facebook Challenge has begun!  I love opening my facebook and reading people's posts about what they are thankful for.  It's a great way to celebrate Thanksgiving and a great way to change an attitude to look at the good things in life.
Last year, it was so much fun to watch it spread out to random people.  I know there are people who don't like technology.  But, it's things like this that can make it a positive thing rather than a negative thing.
God has given me so many blessings in my life.  30 days are not enough, but it's a start.  Thanking God for everything He has done helps me to remember everything He has done.  And, sharing it with others hopefully encourages them to realize the blessings in their lives.
So, where was God today?  Thankfully, He was everywhere and His blessings are everywhere.
Psalms 67:3 (CEB)

Let the people thank you, God! Let all the people thank you!

Blessings,

Jennifer

Class

Today during church I started to feel a little cloudy.  Shortly after that, I started seeing flashes.  I got my medicine from upstairs in my office as soon as I could.  But, I knew it would take awhile to kick in.  I went back downstairs and sat though the rest of the service. Afterwards, I lead a youth class.  We discuss the sermon from that morning.  I knew I had several youth who planned on staying.  I was thinking to myself that it mind end up being an interesting class because I was still pretty spacy.
On our way up to class, one of my youth came up to me and asked if he could lead the class.  I see wonderful things in the heart of this boy.  But, on the outside he tends to hide it by either being goofy or doing what he can to upset his 2 older sisters until they are all mad at each other.  It depends on the day whether he will actually participate in the class discussion.  So, I was surprised when he asked to lead it.  I told him he had to lead a discussion on the days service and he said that was what he wanted to do.  So, I agreed.  I was grateful for a chance to sit back and let someone else lead, although I was still slightly hesitant.
Class started and I opened the discussion by introducing him and stating that the floor was his.
He began by asking everyone there to share about the scripture for the morning.  Several did and he added to their thoughts with his own ideas about the scripture- how it helped him.  He went on to talk about the videos that were shown and asked group questions that everyone answered.  Then, we got to the sermon discussion.  He had a list of questions in his head and the group discussed them all.  The service went a few minutes longer today, but we were still talking when it was over.
He definitely had a lot he wanted us to discuss.  He felt strongly about some of the things we talked about.  We had gotten into a discussion about being thankful and how people in other countries are sometimes more grateful than we are even though we have so much more than they do.  He even brought it up tonight at youth group.
I'm pretty sure if I had led the discussion today it would not have been as involved or meaningful as the discussion he led.  I was grateful for him today.  I was also amazed that even though this youth sometimes has a tendency to purposely drive people crazy, everyone respected that he was leading the class.  There was no arguing the entire time- no siblings mad at each other!
So, where was God today?  He was in this youth who felt something today and was strong enough to share it with others.
Galatians 4:18However, it’s always good to have people concerned about you with good intentions, and not just when I’m there with you. 
Blessings,
Jennifer

Hole

The moment I'd been waiting for came today.  It didn't go exactly how I had thought it would.  But, once again, I am assured that God's plan is always better.  For those of you that may not know, a few weeks ago, I was told I had a hole in my heart.  It seemed heart surgery was inevitable.  Having watched my husband go through it, I knew what I was getting into.  I wasn't looking forward to it, but I was relieved to finally have answers to my questions.
Today was my appointment with the cardiologist.  I was lucky to get in so quickly after calling several times to check for cancellations.  To my surprise, the cardiologist seemed barely concerned with the hole in my heart.  It seems the hole is located in a place that isn't as severe as what we had originally thought.  So, heart surgery is not in my future!
This leaves the question of why I am so fatigued and short of breath.  I hesitate to agree with his answer.  But, since we are looking further into things, I'll go with it for now.
As I read about my diagnosis online tonight, it seems I am very lucky.  About 18% of people have this and most don't find out until they have a stroke or TIA (a mini- stroke),  I was lucky enough to find out before that and can continue taking steps to stay healthy and avoid either of those.
Through the last few weeks, the few people I told were such a blessing to me with their thoughts and prayers. It's amazing to feel that comfort.
I am frustrated with the answers I don't have.  But, it seems that is something I'll have to deal with for now.  This past Sunday, part of the sermon focused on worrying or having faith.  The next day, my mom sent me a devotion with a similar theme.  It seems I'm getting a big hint.  I do have faith that God will direct my life.  So, I need to have faith that He will take care of all of all of my needs- including my health.  And, I know things will be good.  After all, He did let me know I need to continue working towards a healthier lifestyle to avoid a stroke since I am more prone to having one.
So, where was God today?  He made sure I got the answers He needed me to get and at some point, He'll give me the answers to the rest of my questions.
2 Corinthians 5:7 (CEB)

We live by faith and not by sight.

Blessings,
Jennifer

newsletter

I just finished my article for our newsletter next month.  But, I thought it would fit in well here.

The youth recently went to Acquire the Fire.  This 2 day event is an intense time  of music, speakers, and drama.  What comes from the event is an  excitement and a quest for more– for getting closer to God.  After we returned from the event, I asked the youth  what questions they had and what answers they got while there.  Below are some of their responses.

Questions:                                            

· How do we help others when we need help ourselves and how do we know it’s the way God wants us to be helping?

· How far should Jesus be in our house (in our lives)?

· How can we be “agents” for God?

· How can God help us work through anger and let go and keep us from wanting revenge?

· How can we train ourselves to be better Christians?

Answers/ Realizations:

· There are 3 types of friends– Barnabas, Silas, and Timothy friends– that are positive in our lives

· People spend a lot of money to get noticed

· I got more in touch with God. 

· “Code 4-5” Make the most  of every opportunity.

· Events this weekend happened for a reason

· I’m not alone and I’m a lot better than what I think

· I got rid of some  things.

· No Reserves, No Retreats, No Regrets.

· I need to be nicer to my mom and to other people.

· I act different around people.

BITE– Bible, Internal, Topical Growth, External

We are spending the next few weeks digging deeper into their questions and talking about some of the main topics from the weekend. 

I am thankful for a congregation that supports the youth and encourages them!  The opportunities they have because of you gives them the chance to grow spiritually and helps them to become followers of God and to spread that message to others.  Opportunities like this weekend away give them a chance to focus on their lives without the distractions that life throws at them.  So, thank you for your continued support, prays, and blessings upon them.

This Thanksgiving season, I am thankful for all of you and the role you play in developing the youth  around you.

Blessings,                                                       Jennifer

Sunday

Today I was exhausted!  After a busy weekend and several late nights, I was not overly energetic.  After church this morning, I went home and slept for 3 hours!  

Tonight, the youth met at 5 for a chance to talk about the weekend.  Then, at 6 we went to another church to join their youth for a fun night of Halloween activities.  I love youth group time.  But, tonight was perfect for me- and for the youth.  They were tired too, and not overly anxious about having a lot of discussion.  So, a fun night was perfect.  And, joining other churches for some fellowship was a great thing.

So, where was God today?  He took care of me and made it a great evening.

Blessings,

Jennifer

Saturday

Saturday, we spent the day at Acquire the Fire.  It was intense at times.  I take them there to get them to think about things.  It's a lot of information in a very short amount of time.  I'm looking forward to the next few weeks when we can take time to break it apart and process it.  There were some really great conversations there.  And, I look forward to a lot more of them!
With my energy level not what I'm used to, I know there was some hesitation about the trip.  I was blessed with 4 volunteers with me to back me up.  Without them, I don't think I could have made it.  Having them there made the weekend so much easier for me.  I have a feeling my teens didn't even notice I wasn't as energetic as usual- which is how I wanted it.
I feel that having people I can depend on with my youth is a gift from God.  It's important for the youth to connect with me.  But, it's also important that they connect with others from the church.  And, that's what I see happening.
So, where was God today?  He was in my volunteers who helped me when I needed them- and when the youth needed them.
Blessings,
Jennifer

Friday

Friday I got several words of encouragement from different people.  Throughout the week, I have been praying for 2 specific people.  It was part of something we did at the retreat last weekend and then again on Sunday with my youth.  We had partners for the discussion time and at the end, we wrote their name on a band aid and agreed to pray for them.  So, throughout this week, I have felt their prayers for me.  And, they have both sent me messages of comfort and encouragement.  It seemed I got them right when I needed them!  I feel like having them to pray for and knowing they were praying has helped me a lot this past week.
I'm writing this later because I was offline for a few days.  I took my youth and several adults to an event called Acquire the Fire.  They were so excited!  Friday after the event, we talked about what they thought of it.  There were mixed answers because it's a pretty intense time and there are youth at all different levels.  But, I could see God working in them all in some way.  And, seeing 1000's of teens worshiping God is such an awesome sight!
So, where was God today?  He was in the 1 on 1 connections I had with my prayer partners and He was in the room with 1000's of teens worshiping Him.  They both had a great deal of significance.
Blessings,
Jennifer

Flood

Last night I went to an amazing event!  It was day 3 of the event, but I missed the first 2 because of work.  So, I was grateful to make the last night. 
I got to the place and saw cars and teens everywhere!  Earlier in the day, I had heard so many teens excited about going.  So, I knew there were going to be teens there.  But, it was awesome to see how many were there! 
The event was Christian bands and Christian former NFL football players who wanted to share God's message of hope and love with the teens of this area.  When the music started, there was energy and excitement everywhere!  As the evening went on, there were speakers who grabbed the teens attention and shared from their hearts about how God loved them and how no matter where they were coming from, God would help them "become alive".  And as they sang and invited teens to make a decision to change their lives, it became obvious that God was there. 
There have not been many more beautiful moments for this community than last night when teens from everywhere, all walks of life, were singing and praising God. 
As teens were singing, I was dealing with my shortness of breath.  The crowd and the heat were not helping.  So, I decided to go outside for a minute.  After a moment, I saw one of my youth walking out. He's had his share of troubles, but seems to be heading in the right direction for the moment.  I stopped him and he told me he really needed to talk with me.  He shared how he is trying to do the right thing but feels hopeless.  I did my best to encourage him and shared that God loves him- and so do lots of other people.  He went back inside and later seemed much better.  I'm excited that he is stopping to reflect on his life and where it's headed.  This weekend, he'll be with the group as we spend the weekend focusing on our relationships with God.  That should reinforce what he got from the last few days.
So, where was God yesterday?  He was in that place.  And, He was there telling me to go outside when I needed to be there for my youth
Psalm 31:24 (WEB)

Be strong, and let your heart take courage, all you who hope in Yahweh.

Blessings,
Jennifer

Haha!

I spent a good part of the day talking to friends and family.  I was met with many things throughout my conversations.  The common thread was love and support- and laughter.  My life is filled with happiness because I am surrounded by people who make me laugh.  When life throws a curve, I have 2 options sit there and cry about it or laugh about it.  I choose to laugh.  Luckily, my friends know that about me.
I'm doing my best to write every day.  But, some days they will be shorter posts than others.  I find my energy levels getting lower and lower.  But, somehow, when I need to, I am still able to boost it when I need to.  I hope that remains.  And, if nothing else works, I'll try laughter.  On the radio a few minutes ago, I heard a song we sung on our mission trip this past summer-  "Move".  It's my new theme song.
Blessings,
Jennifer

Sharing

Yesterday, during my youthworker retreat, we were talking about something that I had been thinking about a lot lately.  We were discussing how important it is for youth to share with their friends and family about God.  One of the youthworkers mentioned something he does with his group.  They have a youth share each week.  That way, it helps them to start feeling comfortable sharing in a safe setting before they go out in the world and share with others.  I was really excited when he shared that.  It was like a light bulb going off in my head.  I talked to him further during some free time and he told me a little more about it.  The more I talked to him, the more I was picturing how it could work in our group.
I was anxious to get that started as soon as possible.  It just so happened, I had a youth who is normally hesitant to share.  During discussion times, she sometimes passed rather than answer.  It was never in a rude way, just in an "I'm not comfortable sharing yet" sort of way.  We talked after youth last Sunday about some things that she was comfortable sharing with me.  Later in the week, she sent me a message saying she was ready to share her story, hoping to help others going through similar things.  So, it was a perfect way to introduce this into our evening as a new part of our routine. 
As I talked about it before I told the group she was going to share, I had several people who volunteered to share whenever I wanted them to.  They seemed excited about the new addition to our routine.  I was happy about that since it cut 5- 10 minutes out of game time and I thought I might get some protests at first.  I didn't get 1.  So, then I introduced the girl who was sharing tonight.
At first she didn't know where to start.  But, as soon as she did, she went into a story starting several years earlier filled with sadness and despair.  Then, she said, she came to youth group for the first time with a friend.  That began her story of hope.  It was a beautiful story of where she was and where she is today, and how she wants to help others with her story.  Not a sound was in that room tonight as the group listened to their friend sharing with them for the first time.  It was a blessing to everyone there.
So, where was God today?  A couple weeks ago, I shared on here some frustrations I had about where things were going and what we were doing.  It's moments like tonight that God shows me that I'm right where I'm supposed to be!
Blessings,
Jennifer