C

Today was rough.  When you're counting on an answer being "A" or "B", having the answer "C" really throws you off!  My husband is having health issues and today was the appointment that I was planning on finding out which of two options the doctor was going to do to treat him and make things better.  Unfortunately, he's not sure what he can do and needs to do more tests and then possibly he will know what to do, although he seemed more likely to send him somewhere to manage rather than treat his issue.  This was not the answer either of us wanted.
So, today is a day where I feel faith has to come in.  I mean, I see God in things that happen in my life and in other people.  But, if that was constant, there would be no need for faith, would there?  If everything was always perfect and we were perfect, along with everyone else, how would we grow spiritually or learn to depend on Him?  And, it usually seems that in times of despair, people tend to reach out and strengthen their relationship with God, praying more, sharing with others more, and relying on Him more.  The reverse of that would be when life is smooth and we tend to then think we can handle thins on our own, forgetting He's in charge.  So, today, I'm feeling that I see God not in an instance or a person.  I see God in my faith that even when it doesn't seem like He's here, I know He is.  Even in the struggles, He's walking beside us. 
 Hebrews 11:1
 ¹ Now faith is confidence in what we hope for and assurance about what we do not see.
Blessings,
Jennifer