Happy New Year- part 2! A year ago today, I began something wonderful! Although I had been doing youth ministry for awhile, a year ago I made the transition to officially go part- time at my other job so I could focus more on the youth and the church. As I went through the year, I realized that part of focusing on the youth and helping them along their spiritual journey was taking time for myself and focusing more on my spiritual journey. (that's where this blog came from)
This has been such an amazing year! I have seen so many wonderful things and experienced so many wonderful gifts from God! I have met and gotten to know so many people- teens and adults- on a deeper level because I have been able to share with them and they have been able to share with me. I have welcomed teens to the group who didn't know God. I'm not sure if there is a greater joy than sharing God's love with someone who doesn't know about it, seeing them get baptised, and join the church!
All that being said, I am so excited for a new year to come! If this past year was so amazing, I can't imagine what is coming next! I'm sure it won't always be perfect. 2011 wasn't perfect. But, it was all a journey to where I am today.
Someone just posted a song on facebook and dedicated it to the children's ministry director and to me. I hadn't heard it before. "I Was Here", by Beyonce. It's about making a mark on the world and a positive impact on others. What a great way to start 2012! I have been blessed in 2011. My plan for 2012 is to be a blessing to others in some way.
Blessings,
Jennifer
Saturday, December 31, 2011
Happy New Year!
It's 2012! Happy New Year! I can't wait to see what God has in store for me next year!
First of all, where did I see God today? New Year's Eve Day I got to sleep in! I never get to sleep in. There is always some reason I have to get up. But, this morning, I had no reason I had to get up and I actually was able to sleep. That was a blessing to start my day. Of course, not being used to sleeping in, I felt like my day was half gone by the time I got up. And, then it flew by!
Tonight was to be New Year's at my house for my sister's family, any youth who wanted to come over, along with any parents or anyone else, and the 3 of us (my husband, son, and me). Unfortunately, my brother- in- law was admitted to the hospital today. So, that changed the plan for them this evening. I'm praying God is with them as I know how stressful that can be for everyone.
So, tonight, I ended up with about a dozen youth coming by, along with the parent of one of them. There was a time when New Year's was a "grown up" time to go out and hang out and have a few drinks. Tonight, I made snacks, kids brought more snacks, they drank pop, and watched silly things on the computer and played games. I played cards- which I have been really wanting to do. So, it was a great night!
As I said a few weeks ago after movie night, what a blessing it is to have these youth who want to hang out in a positive, safe environment rather than going out and doing things they shouldn't be doing! 7 of them are spending the night so they can go to church with me in the morning! (well, partially so they can go to church and probably partially because their parents weren't too excited about picking them up after midnight!) So, not only are they having good clean fun tonight, but they are starting 2012 by going to church!
So, where is God today? He's with these youth who are making good choices in a world where it's sometimes easier to make bad ones. And, for that, I grateful!
Blessings,
Jennifer
First of all, where did I see God today? New Year's Eve Day I got to sleep in! I never get to sleep in. There is always some reason I have to get up. But, this morning, I had no reason I had to get up and I actually was able to sleep. That was a blessing to start my day. Of course, not being used to sleeping in, I felt like my day was half gone by the time I got up. And, then it flew by!
Tonight was to be New Year's at my house for my sister's family, any youth who wanted to come over, along with any parents or anyone else, and the 3 of us (my husband, son, and me). Unfortunately, my brother- in- law was admitted to the hospital today. So, that changed the plan for them this evening. I'm praying God is with them as I know how stressful that can be for everyone.
So, tonight, I ended up with about a dozen youth coming by, along with the parent of one of them. There was a time when New Year's was a "grown up" time to go out and hang out and have a few drinks. Tonight, I made snacks, kids brought more snacks, they drank pop, and watched silly things on the computer and played games. I played cards- which I have been really wanting to do. So, it was a great night!
As I said a few weeks ago after movie night, what a blessing it is to have these youth who want to hang out in a positive, safe environment rather than going out and doing things they shouldn't be doing! 7 of them are spending the night so they can go to church with me in the morning! (well, partially so they can go to church and probably partially because their parents weren't too excited about picking them up after midnight!) So, not only are they having good clean fun tonight, but they are starting 2012 by going to church!
So, where is God today? He's with these youth who are making good choices in a world where it's sometimes easier to make bad ones. And, for that, I grateful!
Blessings,
Jennifer
Thursday, December 29, 2011
Prayer Service
Tonight was the first of what I hope will be many prayer services for the city I live in. For the last few years, unemployment, drugs, and poverty have become a growing problem that a lot of people have tried to sweep under the rug. Luckily, it's not being swept under anymore. It's being talked about. And, now, churches of all denominations are coming together and praying about it!
I was really tired this evening. I was tempted to stay home and go to bed. But, instead, I got up and went to the prayer service. I even got to be a part of it since the choir had singers from several churches. The sanctuary looked pretty full- which is a great turnout for an evening in between Christmas and New Years. There were over 200 people there.
The beginning of the service had music, scripture, and a message. Then, we were asked to get in small groups- to turn around in our pews- and pray together. Someone would start by leading us in a prayer for the city, the youth, or our churches. Then, we prayed together. By being a part of the choir, I had the blessing of being able to see out in the sanctuary- to witness people from all different denominations, different walks of life, strangers and friends all praying together. What a beautiful sight to see!
Things are happening here! When people all come together and decide they are going to focus on God and ask Him for guidance in making decisions and helping others, good things will come of it! Tonight as I looked out and saw people all praying together, I knew God was in the room.
I was really tired this evening. I was tempted to stay home and go to bed. But, instead, I got up and went to the prayer service. I even got to be a part of it since the choir had singers from several churches. The sanctuary looked pretty full- which is a great turnout for an evening in between Christmas and New Years. There were over 200 people there.
The beginning of the service had music, scripture, and a message. Then, we were asked to get in small groups- to turn around in our pews- and pray together. Someone would start by leading us in a prayer for the city, the youth, or our churches. Then, we prayed together. By being a part of the choir, I had the blessing of being able to see out in the sanctuary- to witness people from all different denominations, different walks of life, strangers and friends all praying together. What a beautiful sight to see!
Things are happening here! When people all come together and decide they are going to focus on God and ask Him for guidance in making decisions and helping others, good things will come of it! Tonight as I looked out and saw people all praying together, I knew God was in the room.
Matthew 18:20
New International Version (NIV)
20 For where two or three gather in my name, there am I with them.”
Blessings,
Jennifer
Blessings,
Jennifer
Monday, December 26, 2011
Teen Center
A week or 2 ago, I went to a round table discussion on what to do about the drug problem in our city. I went there with the thought that there needed to be more positive places for teens to go- places to keep teens occupied and out of trouble. While there, I found out that's in the works. As I was driving home with my son, I mentioned that I would enjoy doing something to help get that going.
Forward to a few days ago. While at my in-laws, I saw an ad for a teen center. Today, I called and found out it is coming very soon- like next week! And, they are looking for people to help get it going. When I called to find out where it is going to be, I found out it was going to be at the place I was headed to for a present for my son- the YMCA. My son has been wanting us to rejoin so I was on my way there to sign up. So, I talked to the person coordinating the opening. So far, things are looking good for me to be some part of the center. It's something I feel strongly about needing here and that the right people need to be there. I'm excited to see if this is a path God will lead me down. So, right now I feel strongly led down that path, but I am sure I will have a definitive answer from Him soon.
So, where is God today? I think I know but I'm waiting to find out for sure soon!
Psalm 9:10
Those who know your name trust in you, for you, LORD, have never forsaken those who seek you.
Blessings,
Jennifer
Forward to a few days ago. While at my in-laws, I saw an ad for a teen center. Today, I called and found out it is coming very soon- like next week! And, they are looking for people to help get it going. When I called to find out where it is going to be, I found out it was going to be at the place I was headed to for a present for my son- the YMCA. My son has been wanting us to rejoin so I was on my way there to sign up. So, I talked to the person coordinating the opening. So far, things are looking good for me to be some part of the center. It's something I feel strongly about needing here and that the right people need to be there. I'm excited to see if this is a path God will lead me down. So, right now I feel strongly led down that path, but I am sure I will have a definitive answer from Him soon.
So, where is God today? I think I know but I'm waiting to find out for sure soon!
Psalm 9:10
Those who know your name trust in you, for you, LORD, have never forsaken those who seek you.
Blessings,
Jennifer
Saturday, December 24, 2011
Gift bags
What a great day! Christmas Eve! (It's actually Christmas now!) It was a day filled with family, friends, and baby Jesus!
I spent half of the day at my in- law's. As I was leaving to go to church late this afternoon, I mentioned that I was going to spend the time between services wrapping and that I was bummed because our supply of gift bags had run out. My mother- in- law told me she had a bunch of extras so I happily left with a new supply of gift bags. Why is this important?
As I was driving away, I realized I now didn't need to spend that time wrapping. I had more time to do other things. I enjoyed a 5:00 family service at my church- the message of anticipating Jesus, of the realization of the amazing gift God gave us, and bringing it all to something we can understand by relating it to parents welcoming their own child into this world and the wonder of it all. A tiny helpless child bringing hope to so many over 2000 years later! The music was great, as always, and I got to hear my son play in the band.
Then, since I didn't have hours of wrapping to do, I decided to join my in- law's, nieces, and my husband's grandma for a service at the church I used to go to. It was a lovely service, too. The message of unexpected visitors and always welcoming others by talking about the innkeeper made me think of my grandma, who was the most hospitable person I ever knew. And, also it made me think of this holiday season and how it has been a joy to share it not only with family, but to invite friends who didn't have a place to go on a holiday. That has been a great joy and has added to our celebrations. The music was beautiful- a children's choir and ending with the Hallelujah Chorus!
After that, it was back to my church for another service. This was the more traditional service and I enjoyed the music and the children's choir. On my way into the sanctuary, I heard a member say her husband was in the hospital. My heart went out to her as I remember a few years back when I was her. Hospitals are no fun on Christmas! I sat by some good friends and shared some smiles and laughs. Afterwards, one of my youth gave me a gift from all of the youth, a beautiful wind chime.
I realize how blessed I am to be surrounded by so many wonderful people- to love and be loved! I hope that those of you reading this know that you are loved, that God is here among us in so many ways, and, that on this day, we celebrate the greatest gift of love, a baby born to save us all!
Blessings of hope, peace, joy, and love to all,
Jennifer
I spent half of the day at my in- law's. As I was leaving to go to church late this afternoon, I mentioned that I was going to spend the time between services wrapping and that I was bummed because our supply of gift bags had run out. My mother- in- law told me she had a bunch of extras so I happily left with a new supply of gift bags. Why is this important?
As I was driving away, I realized I now didn't need to spend that time wrapping. I had more time to do other things. I enjoyed a 5:00 family service at my church- the message of anticipating Jesus, of the realization of the amazing gift God gave us, and bringing it all to something we can understand by relating it to parents welcoming their own child into this world and the wonder of it all. A tiny helpless child bringing hope to so many over 2000 years later! The music was great, as always, and I got to hear my son play in the band.
Then, since I didn't have hours of wrapping to do, I decided to join my in- law's, nieces, and my husband's grandma for a service at the church I used to go to. It was a lovely service, too. The message of unexpected visitors and always welcoming others by talking about the innkeeper made me think of my grandma, who was the most hospitable person I ever knew. And, also it made me think of this holiday season and how it has been a joy to share it not only with family, but to invite friends who didn't have a place to go on a holiday. That has been a great joy and has added to our celebrations. The music was beautiful- a children's choir and ending with the Hallelujah Chorus!
After that, it was back to my church for another service. This was the more traditional service and I enjoyed the music and the children's choir. On my way into the sanctuary, I heard a member say her husband was in the hospital. My heart went out to her as I remember a few years back when I was her. Hospitals are no fun on Christmas! I sat by some good friends and shared some smiles and laughs. Afterwards, one of my youth gave me a gift from all of the youth, a beautiful wind chime.
I realize how blessed I am to be surrounded by so many wonderful people- to love and be loved! I hope that those of you reading this know that you are loved, that God is here among us in so many ways, and, that on this day, we celebrate the greatest gift of love, a baby born to save us all!
Blessings of hope, peace, joy, and love to all,
Jennifer
Thursday, December 22, 2011
Message
My husband had an MRI today. It's his 2nd one lately and it's not a fun thing for him to do with back pain. We're hoping this will help figure out what can be done to help him get rid of the intense pain he's constantly in.
So, they took him back to start the test and I was sitting alone in a waiting room. I'm used to hospitals and waiting rooms. But, knowing that my husband was anxious today was making me anxious. So, I did what I do best to pass the time. I opened up my computer to check my e-mail, do some work, and check my facebook. I had a message! I opened it and saw it was from someone I've been connecting with recently- since we got to know each other through the Tuesday class and are joining a new group together.
She wrote to tell me she and her husband pray for my husband every day. And, that recently she had a health concern that God took care of for her. Just hearing people tell me that they are praying was such a comfort in that exact moment!
As I'm writing this, I just clicked back to check something in her note and saw she had written another. She said she had been meaning to write several times but that she hadn't. And, at that moment, God didn't let her have a choice in sending that message to me!
What a wonderful God to send people along our path to help us, encourage us, and pray for us when we need it most! Today I am thanking God for His blessings to my friend and for His blessing of having her share it with me!
Deuteronomy 10:21
He alone is your God, the only one who is worthy of your praise, the one who has done these mighty miracles that you have seen with your own eyes.
Blessings
So, they took him back to start the test and I was sitting alone in a waiting room. I'm used to hospitals and waiting rooms. But, knowing that my husband was anxious today was making me anxious. So, I did what I do best to pass the time. I opened up my computer to check my e-mail, do some work, and check my facebook. I had a message! I opened it and saw it was from someone I've been connecting with recently- since we got to know each other through the Tuesday class and are joining a new group together.
She wrote to tell me she and her husband pray for my husband every day. And, that recently she had a health concern that God took care of for her. Just hearing people tell me that they are praying was such a comfort in that exact moment!
As I'm writing this, I just clicked back to check something in her note and saw she had written another. She said she had been meaning to write several times but that she hadn't. And, at that moment, God didn't let her have a choice in sending that message to me!
What a wonderful God to send people along our path to help us, encourage us, and pray for us when we need it most! Today I am thanking God for His blessings to my friend and for His blessing of having her share it with me!
Deuteronomy 10:21
He alone is your God, the only one who is worthy of your praise, the one who has done these mighty miracles that you have seen with your own eyes.
Blessings
Wednesday, December 21, 2011
White Christmas
Tonight was classic Christmas movie night at my house. I invited the youth to come over if they wanted to watch movies like White Christmas and Miracle On 34th Street. I had a list of movies we could watch and planned to watch White Christmas and one other one. Key word in that sentence being "planned". I had warned them all that we were watching classics and that our regular movie night is this Friday. They must have missed that part.
Luckily, I've seen White Christmas enough to know what was happening even when it was too loud in the room to hear! They really weren't interested in movies at all. And, for awhile I was kind of disappointed since I love the classics. But, looking back, there are so many things teens could be doing on their first day of Christmas break and they chose to hang out at their youth leaders house with their youth group. So, how could I be disappointed in that? There was a lot of laughter, a lot of silliness, and just random chatter. They weren't even on computers! They were just spending time with friends.
So, maybe tonight didn't go as I planned. Maybe I didn't get to share my classic movies with them. But, maybe they got a lot more out of just spending time with friends, coming over and knowing there is a safe place where they can come and have some good clean fun. That reminds me once again that God has given me a precious gift by being a youth leader for some amazing teens. And, God has also given me a great responsibility by being a youth leader for some amazing teens.
So, where was God today? He was here after things all settled down helping me realize that tonight was a great night- with or without White Christmas! And, He is in each one of those teens who made the decision to come hang out here rather than somewhere else tonight.
Proverbs 18:24 The Message (MSG)
24 Friends come and friends go,
but a true friend sticks by you like family.
Blessings,
Jennifer
Luckily, I've seen White Christmas enough to know what was happening even when it was too loud in the room to hear! They really weren't interested in movies at all. And, for awhile I was kind of disappointed since I love the classics. But, looking back, there are so many things teens could be doing on their first day of Christmas break and they chose to hang out at their youth leaders house with their youth group. So, how could I be disappointed in that? There was a lot of laughter, a lot of silliness, and just random chatter. They weren't even on computers! They were just spending time with friends.
So, maybe tonight didn't go as I planned. Maybe I didn't get to share my classic movies with them. But, maybe they got a lot more out of just spending time with friends, coming over and knowing there is a safe place where they can come and have some good clean fun. That reminds me once again that God has given me a precious gift by being a youth leader for some amazing teens. And, God has also given me a great responsibility by being a youth leader for some amazing teens.
So, where was God today? He was here after things all settled down helping me realize that tonight was a great night- with or without White Christmas! And, He is in each one of those teens who made the decision to come hang out here rather than somewhere else tonight.
Proverbs 18:24 The Message (MSG)
24 Friends come and friends go,
but a true friend sticks by you like family.
Blessings,
Jennifer
Tuesday, December 20, 2011
Monday
Today I met with a very dynamic person! We spoke last week at a meeting and she had some ideas she wanted to talk to me about. She had a hard life in her past. But, she is now using that to help others get away from a hard life. The purpose of the meeting we met at was to help youth find other alternatives to living a hard life.
So, today we met to talk about her ideas. She wants to use a room at the church to have a Bible study for women recovering from addictions. What a great way to help our community! It's such a great thing to see people who not only learn from their past but also teach others from their past! She has been a blessing to many and I feel this upcoming year she will be a blessing to me as we work together to better our community.
I believe God is using us to help others in the community and I can't wait to see what His plans are!
Blessings,
Jennifer
So, today we met to talk about her ideas. She wants to use a room at the church to have a Bible study for women recovering from addictions. What a great way to help our community! It's such a great thing to see people who not only learn from their past but also teach others from their past! She has been a blessing to many and I feel this upcoming year she will be a blessing to me as we work together to better our community.
I believe God is using us to help others in the community and I can't wait to see what His plans are!
Blessings,
Jennifer
Sunday
Today was the day I'd been waiting for! Today marked the day that 4 generations have sung in the same Handel's Messiah. After a crazy rehearsal season of different conductors due to my uncle's health, the performance was beautiful! There was an excitement and a love for sharing the greatest story ever told with so many people!
Before we went up to perform, my brother- in- law, who was conducting, shared with us that he had been participating in this for so many years because he wanted to share the story and that we were all about to do that. For me, it was reiterating what I'd been feeling. But for some, it was something that made an impact on them both that they were about to do that and that their director was focused on that.
So, today, God was listening to His story. And, as I mentioned a few days ago, I'm hoping that story was heard by some people who needed to hear it.
Blessings,
Jennifer
Before we went up to perform, my brother- in- law, who was conducting, shared with us that he had been participating in this for so many years because he wanted to share the story and that we were all about to do that. For me, it was reiterating what I'd been feeling. But for some, it was something that made an impact on them both that they were about to do that and that their director was focused on that.
So, today, God was listening to His story. And, as I mentioned a few days ago, I'm hoping that story was heard by some people who needed to hear it.
Blessings,
Jennifer
Saturday
It's Christmastime! I sang the Messiah Sunday so it's now officially Christmas! I know I've missed a few days on here. But, I've been thinking about what I wanted to say and being aware of the God moments I've experienced. Unfortunately, the last few days I've come home and been too exhausted to even write! So, here goes!
Saturday-
Tonight was great fun! I was supposed to go to a work Christmas party. But, since my husband wasn't up to it, I decided not to go either. Instead, I went on a mission with my son, several youth, and another parent. For awhile now my son has been planning a prank on some of the youth volunteers. And, tonight was the night! We went to their house while they were at dinner and decorated their house with lights galore! Then, we moved their blowup Santa so that he was hugging Frosty. It was great fun filled with lots of laughter. Afterwards, we came back to my house for hot chocolate and to wait for them to get home and see their new decorations.
How is this God? I believe God has a sense of humor. I believe God likes to see His children laughing and having fun just being together. So, tonight, I saw God in the fun and laughter of time spent with friends.
Blessings,
Jennifer
Saturday-
Tonight was great fun! I was supposed to go to a work Christmas party. But, since my husband wasn't up to it, I decided not to go either. Instead, I went on a mission with my son, several youth, and another parent. For awhile now my son has been planning a prank on some of the youth volunteers. And, tonight was the night! We went to their house while they were at dinner and decorated their house with lights galore! Then, we moved their blowup Santa so that he was hugging Frosty. It was great fun filled with lots of laughter. Afterwards, we came back to my house for hot chocolate and to wait for them to get home and see their new decorations.
How is this God? I believe God has a sense of humor. I believe God likes to see His children laughing and having fun just being together. So, tonight, I saw God in the fun and laughter of time spent with friends.
Blessings,
Jennifer
Saturday, December 17, 2011
Angels
I read an article someone posted this morning. It seems angels have been all over lately- especially in Kmart. They've been paying off people's layaway payments. Figuring that most lay aways are done at Christmas for children's toys, it seems some parents are getting a Christmas gift themselves when they get to the store.
It reminded me of a Christmas a long time ago when my son was little. I was shopping at the toy store at a local mall. I wasn't doing the greatest financially, but I was ok. I got up to the register and tried to pay for my son's Christmas toys. There was some error and my card didn't go through. Luckily, there was an ATM nearby so I told them I'd be right back with the cash. By the time I got back to pay for everything, some kind person had paid for everything! I tried to find the person, but it was impossible. To me, that's the meaning of Christmas- being kind and loving to everyone whether we know them or not.
So, during this season of advent, I see God in the kindness of strangers.
Luke 10:37
37 The man replied, “The one who showed him mercy.”
Then Jesus said, “Yes, now go and do the same.”
Blessings,
Jennifer
It reminded me of a Christmas a long time ago when my son was little. I was shopping at the toy store at a local mall. I wasn't doing the greatest financially, but I was ok. I got up to the register and tried to pay for my son's Christmas toys. There was some error and my card didn't go through. Luckily, there was an ATM nearby so I told them I'd be right back with the cash. By the time I got back to pay for everything, some kind person had paid for everything! I tried to find the person, but it was impossible. To me, that's the meaning of Christmas- being kind and loving to everyone whether we know them or not.
So, during this season of advent, I see God in the kindness of strangers.
Luke 10:37
37 The man replied, “The one who showed him mercy.”
Then Jesus said, “Yes, now go and do the same.”
Blessings,
Jennifer
Friday, December 16, 2011
Christmas Story
Since I didn't get to write last night, I'm going to share about yesterday. I got home pretty late from rehearsal for Handel's Messiah. Tomorrow is our final rehearsal and we'll have an audience there and then our performance is Sunday. Last night we went through all of the choruses that we're singing.
As I sang, I listened to the words and thought to myself, "this is such a beautiful piece of music. I am praying that somebody comes to listen to the music and finds the words to be even more beautiful." What I mean is that I'm hoping someone comes because they appreciate classical music but as they hear it, they come to understand the message and turn to God realizing that this message is the story of how God has saved us. So, as I sing tomorrow and Sunday, I know God will be listening. And, I'm hoping others will be hearing the words we're singing. I'll probably never know if someones life will change or if someone who needs to hear the message of God will hear it there. But, that's what I would like to think and that's how I'll be singing- like I'm telling the story of Jesus' life to someone who needs to hear it.
I can't wait! I was thinking the other day about the Christmas story. We hear it every year. If it ever gets old to hear it, and even if it doesn't, finding someone who has never heard it and sharing it with them will probably be an awesome way to celebrate Christmas! I'm going to try to find someone to share it with in the next week.
Jennifer
As I sang, I listened to the words and thought to myself, "this is such a beautiful piece of music. I am praying that somebody comes to listen to the music and finds the words to be even more beautiful." What I mean is that I'm hoping someone comes because they appreciate classical music but as they hear it, they come to understand the message and turn to God realizing that this message is the story of how God has saved us. So, as I sing tomorrow and Sunday, I know God will be listening. And, I'm hoping others will be hearing the words we're singing. I'll probably never know if someones life will change or if someone who needs to hear the message of God will hear it there. But, that's what I would like to think and that's how I'll be singing- like I'm telling the story of Jesus' life to someone who needs to hear it.
I can't wait! I was thinking the other day about the Christmas story. We hear it every year. If it ever gets old to hear it, and even if it doesn't, finding someone who has never heard it and sharing it with them will probably be an awesome way to celebrate Christmas! I'm going to try to find someone to share it with in the next week.
Luke 2:11
New King James Version (NKJV)
11 For there is born to you this day in the city of David a Savior, who is Christ the Lord.
Blessings Jennifer
Thursday, December 15, 2011
Prayer
Tonight was our Wednesday night programming at church. A family that has been coming for the past few years has recently brought the dad's 2 sons into their home. They are middle school age and have had a rough time while living with their mother. So, when their step mom talked to them about coming to church they wanted nothing to do with it. Since then, they have come on Wednesday nights a few times and to our Parent's Afternoon Out last weekend.
Tonight, we were planning on caroling but the rain kept us indoors. So, we called some of our congregation that doesn't get out much or who have had a rough time this year and we sang to them. I think that was even more meaningful than walking down the street from our church and singing. When we walked down the street the past few years, nobody, or very few actually opened their doors and heard us. Last night, we shared Christmas with those that really needed some extra joy in their lives!
During our time together, I overheard one of the new boys ask the one leading if they could say the prayer. I wasn't sure what they were talking about, but she said yes they would do it before everyone left. Well, cookies and hot chocolate after singing, along with excited children and parents picking them up made saying the prayer he had referred to not happen. So, as we were leaving a little later, I was talking to that family and he remembered it. That's when his step mom explained that earlier that day they were one of the first to drive by a horrific accident where someone had died and was halfway out of the car. What a terrible thing for a young boy to see! And, he had asked if they could pray for her family. So, I gathered the youth that was still upstairs and we stood right there by the door and prayed for them.
This boy who wanted nothing to do with church a few weeks ago now has the first instinct to pray for people when something happens. To me, God is working in this boy's life even if he doesn't realize it or if he's not ready to admit it. I can't wait to see what happens as he spends more time learning about God!
Jennifer
Tonight, we were planning on caroling but the rain kept us indoors. So, we called some of our congregation that doesn't get out much or who have had a rough time this year and we sang to them. I think that was even more meaningful than walking down the street from our church and singing. When we walked down the street the past few years, nobody, or very few actually opened their doors and heard us. Last night, we shared Christmas with those that really needed some extra joy in their lives!
During our time together, I overheard one of the new boys ask the one leading if they could say the prayer. I wasn't sure what they were talking about, but she said yes they would do it before everyone left. Well, cookies and hot chocolate after singing, along with excited children and parents picking them up made saying the prayer he had referred to not happen. So, as we were leaving a little later, I was talking to that family and he remembered it. That's when his step mom explained that earlier that day they were one of the first to drive by a horrific accident where someone had died and was halfway out of the car. What a terrible thing for a young boy to see! And, he had asked if they could pray for her family. So, I gathered the youth that was still upstairs and we stood right there by the door and prayed for them.
This boy who wanted nothing to do with church a few weeks ago now has the first instinct to pray for people when something happens. To me, God is working in this boy's life even if he doesn't realize it or if he's not ready to admit it. I can't wait to see what happens as he spends more time learning about God!
Matthew 18:3
New Living Translation (NLT)
3 Then he said, “I tell you the truth, unless you turn from your sins and become like little children, you will never get into the Kingdom of Heaven.
Blessings,Jennifer
Tuesday, December 13, 2011
C
Today was rough. When you're counting on an answer being "A" or "B", having the answer "C" really throws you off! My husband is having health issues and today was the appointment that I was planning on finding out which of two options the doctor was going to do to treat him and make things better. Unfortunately, he's not sure what he can do and needs to do more tests and then possibly he will know what to do, although he seemed more likely to send him somewhere to manage rather than treat his issue. This was not the answer either of us wanted.
So, today is a day where I feel faith has to come in. I mean, I see God in things that happen in my life and in other people. But, if that was constant, there would be no need for faith, would there? If everything was always perfect and we were perfect, along with everyone else, how would we grow spiritually or learn to depend on Him? And, it usually seems that in times of despair, people tend to reach out and strengthen their relationship with God, praying more, sharing with others more, and relying on Him more. The reverse of that would be when life is smooth and we tend to then think we can handle thins on our own, forgetting He's in charge. So, today, I'm feeling that I see God not in an instance or a person. I see God in my faith that even when it doesn't seem like He's here, I know He is. Even in the struggles, He's walking beside us.
Hebrews 11:1
1 Now faith is confidence in what we hope for and assurance about what we do not see.
Blessings,
Jennifer
So, today is a day where I feel faith has to come in. I mean, I see God in things that happen in my life and in other people. But, if that was constant, there would be no need for faith, would there? If everything was always perfect and we were perfect, along with everyone else, how would we grow spiritually or learn to depend on Him? And, it usually seems that in times of despair, people tend to reach out and strengthen their relationship with God, praying more, sharing with others more, and relying on Him more. The reverse of that would be when life is smooth and we tend to then think we can handle thins on our own, forgetting He's in charge. So, today, I'm feeling that I see God not in an instance or a person. I see God in my faith that even when it doesn't seem like He's here, I know He is. Even in the struggles, He's walking beside us.
Hebrews 11:1
1 Now faith is confidence in what we hope for and assurance about what we do not see.
Blessings,
Jennifer
Monday, December 12, 2011
Roundtable
Tonight my son and I went to a roundtable discussion about the drug problem in our city and what we need to do about it. It was the first one I had heard about, but the third of the series. So, I was hesitant to jump in since I hadn't been to all of them. But, I feel it's important to fight this problem and save the youth of our community from battling this. So, I went. I'm glad I did!
It wasn't just politics. It wasn't just churches. It was a room filled with people from all different places but they were all there because they love youth and want to do whatever they can to help them. Those are my kind of people! As we discussed things tonight, it seems we have a lot of programs, we have a lot of opportunities for volunteers, and we have a lot of interest in helping youth. The problem is that it's the best kept secret in town. Nobody knows what anyone else is doing or what is out there to share with those needing the resources. If that turns out to be the case, we are further ahead, both financially and project wise, than we thought we were! What a great thing!
I met someone I'd been communicating with for awhile. She had her share of hardships but has turned them into blessings. I mentioned a program that's being started by several churches, including mine. Then someone spoke up and said he's working on that and I realized I get e-mails forwarded to me from him. Afterwards, he told me he was planning on going there just to listen but since I brought the program up, he spoke up. And, people were very excited about it.
I'm typically a shy person, especially in a new situation where I don't know everyone. But, tonight, I spoke up. When it comes to taking care of the youth and doing things to make things better for them, somehow my shyness fades. And, that's where I feel God giving me what I need to what I need to do.
Philippians 4:13 New International Version (NIV)
Jennifer
It wasn't just politics. It wasn't just churches. It was a room filled with people from all different places but they were all there because they love youth and want to do whatever they can to help them. Those are my kind of people! As we discussed things tonight, it seems we have a lot of programs, we have a lot of opportunities for volunteers, and we have a lot of interest in helping youth. The problem is that it's the best kept secret in town. Nobody knows what anyone else is doing or what is out there to share with those needing the resources. If that turns out to be the case, we are further ahead, both financially and project wise, than we thought we were! What a great thing!
I met someone I'd been communicating with for awhile. She had her share of hardships but has turned them into blessings. I mentioned a program that's being started by several churches, including mine. Then someone spoke up and said he's working on that and I realized I get e-mails forwarded to me from him. Afterwards, he told me he was planning on going there just to listen but since I brought the program up, he spoke up. And, people were very excited about it.
I'm typically a shy person, especially in a new situation where I don't know everyone. But, tonight, I spoke up. When it comes to taking care of the youth and doing things to make things better for them, somehow my shyness fades. And, that's where I feel God giving me what I need to what I need to do.
Philippians 4:13 New International Version (NIV)
13 I can do all this through him who gives me strength.
Blessings,Jennifer
Sunday, December 11, 2011
Caroling
Tonight was our annual Christmas caroling to celebrate the 3rd week of advent- joy! I got the list of our members in nursing homes or assisted living places. There were extra cookies from this morning's service so we packed them and attached a candy cane for each person. We signed cards. And then, off we went!
I know some of the youth aren't excited about singing. But, tonight as I was rushing around getting things ready, youth kept coming! And, thanks to God, so did adults who were willing to drive! That in itself made my day. I was not sure I'd have a great turnout.
As we went to each home or place, we sang 3 songs and wished them all "Merry Christmas!" As we piled into each place, I noticed they were all singing! Maybe not at the first place, but the Christmas spirit was contagious. And, as the youth could see the reactions of those who were listening, they realized that they were spreading joy. They were making a difference to somebody else. We had people listen to us, sing with us, and we had a few tears of joy shed.
When we got back to the youth house, we gathered to talk about joy. And, to me it was evident that there was a mood of joy and excitement in the room. The teens were proud and happy about what they had spent the last 3 hours doing. So, even if they didn't start out excited about singing, by the end of the night, they realized that wasn't what it was about at all. They realized it was about giving of their time, sharing joy, and letting someone else know that they were cared about and loved. And, when that happens, I know God is present to share in the joy!
Psalm 28:7
The Lord is my strength and shield. I trust him with all my heart. He helps me, and my heart is filled with joy. I burst out in songs of thanksgiving.
Blessings,
Jennifer
I know some of the youth aren't excited about singing. But, tonight as I was rushing around getting things ready, youth kept coming! And, thanks to God, so did adults who were willing to drive! That in itself made my day. I was not sure I'd have a great turnout.
As we went to each home or place, we sang 3 songs and wished them all "Merry Christmas!" As we piled into each place, I noticed they were all singing! Maybe not at the first place, but the Christmas spirit was contagious. And, as the youth could see the reactions of those who were listening, they realized that they were spreading joy. They were making a difference to somebody else. We had people listen to us, sing with us, and we had a few tears of joy shed.
When we got back to the youth house, we gathered to talk about joy. And, to me it was evident that there was a mood of joy and excitement in the room. The teens were proud and happy about what they had spent the last 3 hours doing. So, even if they didn't start out excited about singing, by the end of the night, they realized that wasn't what it was about at all. They realized it was about giving of their time, sharing joy, and letting someone else know that they were cared about and loved. And, when that happens, I know God is present to share in the joy!
Psalm 28:7
The Lord is my strength and shield. I trust him with all my heart. He helps me, and my heart is filled with joy. I burst out in songs of thanksgiving.
Blessings,
Jennifer
Bubbles
This morning started week 3 of advent- JOY! I have truly felt joyful today! And, since the pastor said where there is joy there is God, He has been with me all day.
After getting ready and heading to church, I was greeted with bubbles! Yep, bubbles! As part of our service of joy, we all got a thing of bubbles to blow anytime we felt joyful. I was amazed at how happy bubbles made me- and everyone else! I don't think it's possible to blow bubbles with a sad face! The music was uplifting, the message was uplifting, and there were bubbles! So I was off to a good start.
Then it was time for my new parenting small group. It's small- 2 parents small. We invited our kids to join us today. We had great discussion- with both parents and kids sharing honestly with each other and committing to be positive with each other. I shared with you the 30 day challenge I wanted to start. I must admit, I hadn't started yet. So, we decided as a group to do it as parents and teens and to hold each other accountable. We're also committing to sharing positive messages at least 5 times during the day. So, although there were few, we accomplished alot! And, that's what counts!
My son and I went to lunch and then just hung out and did random errands. It was good just hanging out with him. That makes me happy.
So, today, God was with me, filling me with joy, and blessing me this holiday season.
Psalm 9:2
I will be filled with joy because of you. I will sing praises to your name, O Most High
Blessings,
Jennifer
After getting ready and heading to church, I was greeted with bubbles! Yep, bubbles! As part of our service of joy, we all got a thing of bubbles to blow anytime we felt joyful. I was amazed at how happy bubbles made me- and everyone else! I don't think it's possible to blow bubbles with a sad face! The music was uplifting, the message was uplifting, and there were bubbles! So I was off to a good start.
Then it was time for my new parenting small group. It's small- 2 parents small. We invited our kids to join us today. We had great discussion- with both parents and kids sharing honestly with each other and committing to be positive with each other. I shared with you the 30 day challenge I wanted to start. I must admit, I hadn't started yet. So, we decided as a group to do it as parents and teens and to hold each other accountable. We're also committing to sharing positive messages at least 5 times during the day. So, although there were few, we accomplished alot! And, that's what counts!
My son and I went to lunch and then just hung out and did random errands. It was good just hanging out with him. That makes me happy.
So, today, God was with me, filling me with joy, and blessing me this holiday season.
Psalm 9:2
I will be filled with joy because of you. I will sing praises to your name, O Most High
Blessings,
Jennifer
Saturday, December 10, 2011
Cookies
Today was Parent's Afternoon Out. Children of all ages came to the church to celebrate baby Jesus' birthday while their parent's finished up shopping, had some quiet time, or spent time with each other. Sometimes as we get older, we forget the excitement of Christmas. Spending time with little ones is a great way to get a reminder that this is an exciting time. It's not time to be stressed or frantically shopping or worried about which family member is arguing with which family member. Christmas is about love.
Today, the kids were so excited to make cookies for our Christmas Eve service. They all worked together stirring, cracking eggs, and rolling dough. They carefully thought about which cookie cutters they wanted to use- stars, Christmas trees, angels, snowmen. This is what we should all be doing right now- preparing for Christmas, working together, excitedly getting ready for baby Jesus!
Today, God used the hearts of children to remind the grownups how to celebrate the reason for the season.
Luke 2:12
This is a sign for you: you will find a newborn baby wrapped snugly and lying in a manger.”
Blessings,
Jennifer
Today, the kids were so excited to make cookies for our Christmas Eve service. They all worked together stirring, cracking eggs, and rolling dough. They carefully thought about which cookie cutters they wanted to use- stars, Christmas trees, angels, snowmen. This is what we should all be doing right now- preparing for Christmas, working together, excitedly getting ready for baby Jesus!
Today, God used the hearts of children to remind the grownups how to celebrate the reason for the season.
Luke 2:12
This is a sign for you: you will find a newborn baby wrapped snugly and lying in a manger.”
Blessings,
Jennifer
Changes
A few weeks ago, I was pretty stressed about work- not my youth job, my part time job. After almost 10 years, my boss told me she was considering that it might be time for me to stop doing part of my job and have others doing it instead. It's something I have done at least once a week for 10 years. So, it really made me wonder about my job, and question what my future there would be if that became a reality.
Today, I started training people on how to do it. It has become a reality. But, I've let go of the stress and fear for my future. I've decided to let God handle it. Today, I realized a lot of things. For 10 years, I've been tied down to 2 deadlines every week. This has given me added stress, kept me from doing things, and caused me to have some very long work days in order to get things done on time. After everyone is trained and that is no longer part of my job, I will have even more flexibility in my schedule. I'll be able to take time off easier. When I need to be done on a Friday, I can be. And, no more getting up early Saturday just to get something in before it's too late! Yes, things seem to be looking up, now!
What am I going to do instead? Projects! All of the little things I like to do and never have time to do will now get put on my "to do" list and I'll be able to accomplish them. I'm not excited about more office time. But, if I'm planning and accomplishing projects, I'll be happy.
So, what seemed like the end has become a new beginning. And, I'm pretty sure, God knew what I needed before I did. Funny how that usually works out!
Daniel 2:21
God is the one who changes times and eras, who dethrones one king, only to establish another, who grants wisdom to the wise and knowledge to those with insight
Blessings,
Jennifer
Today, I started training people on how to do it. It has become a reality. But, I've let go of the stress and fear for my future. I've decided to let God handle it. Today, I realized a lot of things. For 10 years, I've been tied down to 2 deadlines every week. This has given me added stress, kept me from doing things, and caused me to have some very long work days in order to get things done on time. After everyone is trained and that is no longer part of my job, I will have even more flexibility in my schedule. I'll be able to take time off easier. When I need to be done on a Friday, I can be. And, no more getting up early Saturday just to get something in before it's too late! Yes, things seem to be looking up, now!
What am I going to do instead? Projects! All of the little things I like to do and never have time to do will now get put on my "to do" list and I'll be able to accomplish them. I'm not excited about more office time. But, if I'm planning and accomplishing projects, I'll be happy.
So, what seemed like the end has become a new beginning. And, I'm pretty sure, God knew what I needed before I did. Funny how that usually works out!
Daniel 2:21
God is the one who changes times and eras, who dethrones one king, only to establish another, who grants wisdom to the wise and knowledge to those with insight
Blessings,
Jennifer
Thursday, December 8, 2011
Music
I just heard a new Christmas song, It's That Time Again! It brought happy thoughts to my mind. One of the singers was the amazing man we did work for during our first mission trip. During that week, I was inspired, encouraged, and amazed by this man and his love and devotion for God even through all of the trials of his life. To this day, when I hear "Amazing Grace", it takes me back to his living room surrounded by the youth and other volunteers, listening to him share his story, hearing him sing those beautiful words straight from his heart and into ours.
Music can have that affect on me. Some music brings back not just the words I'm singing to my mind, but a moment in time that is instilled in me. Some are old hymns I remember hearing as a child, some are newer songs that touched me by hearing the words I needed to hear when I needed to hear them,
Tonight was Messiah rehearsal night. And, each chorus, each solo, has a special memory attached to it. As a whole, the Messiah is a gift to those who hear it. But, to me, it's a gift for me to sing because it's such a beautiful way to share God's message in a way I couldn't do on my own. As much as I like to write, I could never put God's message into such beauty.
So, today, in several ways during different times during the day, I've heard God through the music, seen Him through the visions that music has given me.
Ephesians 5:18- 19 Instead, be filled with the Holy Spirit, 19 singing psalms and hymns and spiritual songs among yourselves, and making music to the Lord in your hearts. 20 And give thanks for everything to God the Father in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ.
Blessings,
Jennifer
Music can have that affect on me. Some music brings back not just the words I'm singing to my mind, but a moment in time that is instilled in me. Some are old hymns I remember hearing as a child, some are newer songs that touched me by hearing the words I needed to hear when I needed to hear them,
Tonight was Messiah rehearsal night. And, each chorus, each solo, has a special memory attached to it. As a whole, the Messiah is a gift to those who hear it. But, to me, it's a gift for me to sing because it's such a beautiful way to share God's message in a way I couldn't do on my own. As much as I like to write, I could never put God's message into such beauty.
So, today, in several ways during different times during the day, I've heard God through the music, seen Him through the visions that music has given me.
Ephesians 5:18- 19 Instead, be filled with the Holy Spirit, 19 singing psalms and hymns and spiritual songs among yourselves, and making music to the Lord in your hearts. 20 And give thanks for everything to God the Father in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ.
Blessings,
Jennifer
Wednesday, December 7, 2011
Speakers
Information overload! Today was the second day of my youth conference. I love getting to spend 2 days learning, becoming reenergized, and motivated to be a better person! Today, I heard several amazing people talk. And, by hearing their stories, I am inspired to continue my journey with my youth, knowing even on the tough days, God is working for their future.
The first speaker had us all stand up with outstretched arms and take 3 deep breaths. Then we repeated this, "I have the mark of greatness upon me. Life is full of greatness and endless possibilities. I deserve the best." He recommends doing this 3 times a day for 30 days and encouraging others to do it, too. So, tomorrow is day 1! By telling youth they have the mark of greatness no matter how they are currently acting, he says we have the power to change their lives. I believe that's true. Everyone has potential no matter what situation they are in. I feel God used this session to give me, as well as everyone else there, tools to help change lives by encouraging and empowering youth.
The other speaker who inspired me today was a teacher- not just any teacher. She was the person who inspired the movie "The Freedom Writers" after she published a book written by her students about their lives in violent neighborhoods surrounded by drugs, gangs, and death. She motivated these students to read, write, and achieve their goals. To hear her story, rather the stories of the youth who had her as a teacher, is a blessing. She never gave up on her students. She worked to figure out ways to teach them in ways that they would understand and care about what they were learning. But, I think the key is that she made them realize that she actually cared in them and believed in them. And, I think that's what any teen wants. Her classroom was their place to feel safe and whole, to be seen and to see what else is out in the world.
These last 2 days, God has been in the flashes of inspiration, the tidbits of knowledge I can use to help my youth, and the words of encouragement and wisdom I heard from the speakers.
Habakkuk 1:5
[ The Lord’s Reply ] The Lord replied, “Look around at the nations; look and be amazed! For I am doing something in your own day, something you wouldn’t believe even if someone told you about it.
Blessings,
Jennifer
The first speaker had us all stand up with outstretched arms and take 3 deep breaths. Then we repeated this, "I have the mark of greatness upon me. Life is full of greatness and endless possibilities. I deserve the best." He recommends doing this 3 times a day for 30 days and encouraging others to do it, too. So, tomorrow is day 1! By telling youth they have the mark of greatness no matter how they are currently acting, he says we have the power to change their lives. I believe that's true. Everyone has potential no matter what situation they are in. I feel God used this session to give me, as well as everyone else there, tools to help change lives by encouraging and empowering youth.
The other speaker who inspired me today was a teacher- not just any teacher. She was the person who inspired the movie "The Freedom Writers" after she published a book written by her students about their lives in violent neighborhoods surrounded by drugs, gangs, and death. She motivated these students to read, write, and achieve their goals. To hear her story, rather the stories of the youth who had her as a teacher, is a blessing. She never gave up on her students. She worked to figure out ways to teach them in ways that they would understand and care about what they were learning. But, I think the key is that she made them realize that she actually cared in them and believed in them. And, I think that's what any teen wants. Her classroom was their place to feel safe and whole, to be seen and to see what else is out in the world.
These last 2 days, God has been in the flashes of inspiration, the tidbits of knowledge I can use to help my youth, and the words of encouragement and wisdom I heard from the speakers.
Habakkuk 1:5
[ The Lord’s Reply ] The Lord replied, “Look around at the nations; look and be amazed! For I am doing something in your own day, something you wouldn’t believe even if someone told you about it.
Blessings,
Jennifer
Tuesday, December 6, 2011
Serenity
My friend started writing today. Her blog is about her year long quest for serenity, a quest to let go of anger and enjoy the simple pleasures God has given us. As we chatted this evening, it seems it's been on her heart for awhile but today was the day she made up her mind to start. And, I know God was part of that decision. I know He's walking beside her along her journey, encouraging her as she walks. I hope that writing is a way for her to see that encouragement, to see what is happening in her life that God has blessed upon her.
She has been a blessing in my life and has helped me along my journey. I don't think she realizes the impact she has on others. But, she is a witness to the power God can have to help us overcome obstacles, to share our faith, and trust in God's plan. At a time when I was struggling, she was put in my path. It wasn't that I didn't believe in God or anything like that, I just didn't know His direction for me. And, I was losing my spiritual self. Just by having spiritual conversations with her, by sharing stories and experiences, she helped me grow as a person. She helped me become much more outgoing in my spiritual life and much more open with others about my religion. I saw something in her that I wanted, too- to share how God was working in me with others. Before that, people knew I was Christian... I think. Work was work and life was life. Everything was separate. Today I hope that's not the case.
And so, as I talked to her tonight and saw that she is still continuing to work on her life and relationship with God, I know He's there, an anxious partner in her plan.
Isaiah 26:3
Jennifer
She has been a blessing in my life and has helped me along my journey. I don't think she realizes the impact she has on others. But, she is a witness to the power God can have to help us overcome obstacles, to share our faith, and trust in God's plan. At a time when I was struggling, she was put in my path. It wasn't that I didn't believe in God or anything like that, I just didn't know His direction for me. And, I was losing my spiritual self. Just by having spiritual conversations with her, by sharing stories and experiences, she helped me grow as a person. She helped me become much more outgoing in my spiritual life and much more open with others about my religion. I saw something in her that I wanted, too- to share how God was working in me with others. Before that, people knew I was Christian... I think. Work was work and life was life. Everything was separate. Today I hope that's not the case.
And so, as I talked to her tonight and saw that she is still continuing to work on her life and relationship with God, I know He's there, an anxious partner in her plan.
Isaiah 26:3
Common English Bible (CEB)
3 Those with sound thoughts
you will keep in peace,
in peace because they trust in you.
Blessings,you will keep in peace,
in peace because they trust in you.
Jennifer
Monday, December 5, 2011
Squirrels
Last night was youth group. After being sick all weekend, I wasn't sure how it would go. I must admit, my younger group had moments of squirrelyness- quite a few moments! We talked about advent- hope and peace, which are the first 2 weeks since I wasn't there last week. But, in the midst of those moments, there were glimmers of hope! The youth shared ways they brought hope to others and ideas of how they could help others. During candle time, some of the youth opened up and shared concerns that were on their hearts and minds as they have not done before. And, after a pretty quiet first attempt at a new song, the second time, I heard most of the group singing! I've learned on the nights that I think nobody heard a word, that's when I usually find out later that somebody was really impacted by something we discussed.
I try to have projects for the weekly themes. For the week of hope it's always ringing bells for the Salvation Army. A lot of my youth weren't able to make the Saturday date. But, a friend of one of my regulars sent me a message last week saying he was interested in ringing. He's come to a couple fun things we've had in the past. So, when he sent me a message saying he'd definitely be there Saturday at 6, I wondered how that would go. That time slot was the "singing slot". The adult who volunteered for that time said she wanted to sing with the youth. There are only a few in my group who would jump at the chance for that. And, this middle school boy who didn't know what he was getting into was very happy to be there. He shared on Sunday how he felt good for helping others. And, I heard from several others who stopped by, and the adult there, that he was happy to sing Christmas songs with her. What a joy to have a new youth who is not afraid to share!
Sometimes God is in the background working quietly behind the scenes. Other times, He's right out there singing and serving! This weekend, I saw both in my youth.
2 Chronicles 15:15
All Judah was delighted with the solemn pledge because they had sworn it with all their hearts. When they enthusiastically sought God, he was found by them, and the LORD gave them peace on every side
Blessings,
Jennifer
I try to have projects for the weekly themes. For the week of hope it's always ringing bells for the Salvation Army. A lot of my youth weren't able to make the Saturday date. But, a friend of one of my regulars sent me a message last week saying he was interested in ringing. He's come to a couple fun things we've had in the past. So, when he sent me a message saying he'd definitely be there Saturday at 6, I wondered how that would go. That time slot was the "singing slot". The adult who volunteered for that time said she wanted to sing with the youth. There are only a few in my group who would jump at the chance for that. And, this middle school boy who didn't know what he was getting into was very happy to be there. He shared on Sunday how he felt good for helping others. And, I heard from several others who stopped by, and the adult there, that he was happy to sing Christmas songs with her. What a joy to have a new youth who is not afraid to share!
Sometimes God is in the background working quietly behind the scenes. Other times, He's right out there singing and serving! This weekend, I saw both in my youth.
2 Chronicles 15:15
All Judah was delighted with the solemn pledge because they had sworn it with all their hearts. When they enthusiastically sought God, he was found by them, and the LORD gave them peace on every side
Blessings,
Jennifer
Sunday, December 4, 2011
Gracie
The flu landed at my house. Luckily, so far it just landed on me. I spent most of the last few days in bed. I'm not good at being sick. I'm a big baby, actually.
So, in all of my exhaustion and misery, where was God? First of all, it wouldn't be right not to mention my husband and son and all they have done to take care of me. But, today I want to talk about another special someone.
Gracie was with my the entire time I was in bed. She was right next to me. She didn't care that I wasn't looking my best. She didn't care if I wasn't paying attention to her the whole time. She was just here unconditionally loving me. To me, she is a perfect example of how we should all act as Christians. She didn't wait until I did something for her to be nice to me. And, if anyone did something to her, I'm sure she would easily forgive them. If she thinks it's playtime and nobody has time to play, she tries again later. Unconditional love, forgiveness, persistence, faithfulness, and loyalty. Just because Gracie is a dog doesn't make her any less of a gift from God. I know God puts people in our path. I think sometimes, He puts 4 legged creatures in our path to comfort us, too.
Genesis 1:25
God made all sorts of wild animals, livestock, and small animals, each able to produce offspring of the same kind. And God saw that it was good.
Blessings,
Jennifer
So, in all of my exhaustion and misery, where was God? First of all, it wouldn't be right not to mention my husband and son and all they have done to take care of me. But, today I want to talk about another special someone.
Gracie was with my the entire time I was in bed. She was right next to me. She didn't care that I wasn't looking my best. She didn't care if I wasn't paying attention to her the whole time. She was just here unconditionally loving me. To me, she is a perfect example of how we should all act as Christians. She didn't wait until I did something for her to be nice to me. And, if anyone did something to her, I'm sure she would easily forgive them. If she thinks it's playtime and nobody has time to play, she tries again later. Unconditional love, forgiveness, persistence, faithfulness, and loyalty. Just because Gracie is a dog doesn't make her any less of a gift from God. I know God puts people in our path. I think sometimes, He puts 4 legged creatures in our path to comfort us, too.
Genesis 1:25
God made all sorts of wild animals, livestock, and small animals, each able to produce offspring of the same kind. And God saw that it was good.
Blessings,
Jennifer
Thursday, December 1, 2011
Messiah
Wonderful Counselor, Mighty God, Everlasting Father, Prince of Peace!
This was my first rehearsal for the season. Christmas isn't really Christmas for me until I'm singing Handel's Messiah. So, my Christmas season started tonight. 100 people singing the most beautiful words with the most beautiful music ever written is truly a gift from God. Being able to be a part of that experience every year is a blessing. It's not just a performance the Sunday before Christmas, it's a weekly event to share an experience with others.
I was sad I missed the first rehearsal. It's always like a reunion. People I don't really know are so happy to see me. And, I'm so happy to see them. Each November we get together to spend one day a week together and then a Saturday and Sunday to perform. And, we have all become old friends. Sharing this gift with each other and sharing it with those in attendance has bonded us all. To us, we're not just singing, we're spreading the message of God, the story of Jesus and how He is our saviour.
As we rehearse each chorus, we are to be thinking of the meaning of the words we're singing. And, our director for 47 years has helped us by his interpretations of the music. "He was wounded for our iniquities. He was bruised". It's not supposed to sound all pretty- reflect that pain, he told us. And, somehow, through the years he has trained us to do just that. Each chorus is sung with his interpretation to reflect a feeling, an emotion. The final chorus is one word- amen. And, I can't remember a time I performed it that I got through the entire chorus with out being choked up. Imagining heaven, that's what I would like to hear when I get there. Even though our director is not able to direct this year for health reasons, his love of the music and of God, his emotion and expressions have been instilled in us so that we will be able to carry on to continue the message he has worked so hard to share.
So, where was God today, I think He was sitting there listening, smiling, enjoying hearing people lift up their voices in praise to Him and sharing His message.
Isaiah 9:6
For a child is born to us, a son is given to us. The government will rest on his shoulders. And he will be called: Wonderful Counselor, Mighty God, Everlasting Father, Prince of Peace.
Blessings,
Jennifer
This was my first rehearsal for the season. Christmas isn't really Christmas for me until I'm singing Handel's Messiah. So, my Christmas season started tonight. 100 people singing the most beautiful words with the most beautiful music ever written is truly a gift from God. Being able to be a part of that experience every year is a blessing. It's not just a performance the Sunday before Christmas, it's a weekly event to share an experience with others.
I was sad I missed the first rehearsal. It's always like a reunion. People I don't really know are so happy to see me. And, I'm so happy to see them. Each November we get together to spend one day a week together and then a Saturday and Sunday to perform. And, we have all become old friends. Sharing this gift with each other and sharing it with those in attendance has bonded us all. To us, we're not just singing, we're spreading the message of God, the story of Jesus and how He is our saviour.
As we rehearse each chorus, we are to be thinking of the meaning of the words we're singing. And, our director for 47 years has helped us by his interpretations of the music. "He was wounded for our iniquities. He was bruised". It's not supposed to sound all pretty- reflect that pain, he told us. And, somehow, through the years he has trained us to do just that. Each chorus is sung with his interpretation to reflect a feeling, an emotion. The final chorus is one word- amen. And, I can't remember a time I performed it that I got through the entire chorus with out being choked up. Imagining heaven, that's what I would like to hear when I get there. Even though our director is not able to direct this year for health reasons, his love of the music and of God, his emotion and expressions have been instilled in us so that we will be able to carry on to continue the message he has worked so hard to share.
So, where was God today, I think He was sitting there listening, smiling, enjoying hearing people lift up their voices in praise to Him and sharing His message.
Isaiah 9:6
For a child is born to us, a son is given to us. The government will rest on his shoulders. And he will be called: Wonderful Counselor, Mighty God, Everlasting Father, Prince of Peace.
Blessings,
Jennifer
Wednesday, November 30, 2011
Choosing Love
Wednesday nights we have kids and youth programs- choir, dinner, and then a lesson. During dinner, one of the parents called me over to talk for a minute. She is the mom of one of my youth. She just started coming to church and is very excited to be going to the new member class that starts tomorrow. She asked me to be aware of anything that might be going on with her daughter since she is getting a divorce. She also shared that things haven't been good at home and the other night she and the kids stayed over night at her friend's house. This friend was sitting across the table. She is the wife of her ex- husband (not the one she is currently divorcing). And, for years, there has been anger, bitterness, and hard feelings between all of them.
Somehow, these people have managed to look beyond all of those bad times and forgive each other for the sake of their children. And, now in times of struggle, they are supporting and leaning on each other and are searching for God to help them.
They may not have the best clothes or a nice car. They live paycheck to paycheck. But, they do everything they can to take care of their kids. And, when they are struggling, they turn to God for guidance and comfort. And, they have chosen love instead of hate. They are an inspiration to me of what we should be focsing on and how we should treat each other. If they can not only forgive but become love and support for each other, can't we all try to forgive each other rather than hold anger in?
God is working among this family and I believe He will be using them all in wonderful ways.
Leviticus 19:18
You must not take revenge nor hold a grudge against any of your people; instead, you must love your neighbor as yourself; I am the LORD.
Blessings,
Jennifer
Somehow, these people have managed to look beyond all of those bad times and forgive each other for the sake of their children. And, now in times of struggle, they are supporting and leaning on each other and are searching for God to help them.
They may not have the best clothes or a nice car. They live paycheck to paycheck. But, they do everything they can to take care of their kids. And, when they are struggling, they turn to God for guidance and comfort. And, they have chosen love instead of hate. They are an inspiration to me of what we should be focsing on and how we should treat each other. If they can not only forgive but become love and support for each other, can't we all try to forgive each other rather than hold anger in?
God is working among this family and I believe He will be using them all in wonderful ways.
Leviticus 19:18
You must not take revenge nor hold a grudge against any of your people; instead, you must love your neighbor as yourself; I am the LORD.
Blessings,
Jennifer
Texting
Sorry for the delay- the site wouldn't work yesterday when I tried to go on and write.
About a month ago, I started sending scripture texts to my youth. I wasn't sure how this would go since I had asked once before if they were interested in a daily devotional and they all said no. But, this seems to be different. It's just a verse and a quick reminder to help them start their day with a focus on God. It's good for me, too. It's the first thing I try to do in the morning when I get up. So, it helps me start my day by focusing on Him, too.
Today's scripture was John 3:16. And, why did I choose that verse? I didn't! One of my youth did! So, not only are they getting a text from me, they are sending me scriptures, suggesting their favorites, and responding with comments about how it was just what they needed to hear or that getting that text made their day. And, to me, that's God working! Maybe a few years ago they weren't ready for a daily devotion- but today they are ready to start their day with God, think about Him, and use that morning text to help and guide them throughout their day. John 1:1
1In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God.
Blessings,
Jennifer
About a month ago, I started sending scripture texts to my youth. I wasn't sure how this would go since I had asked once before if they were interested in a daily devotional and they all said no. But, this seems to be different. It's just a verse and a quick reminder to help them start their day with a focus on God. It's good for me, too. It's the first thing I try to do in the morning when I get up. So, it helps me start my day by focusing on Him, too.
Today's scripture was John 3:16. And, why did I choose that verse? I didn't! One of my youth did! So, not only are they getting a text from me, they are sending me scriptures, suggesting their favorites, and responding with comments about how it was just what they needed to hear or that getting that text made their day. And, to me, that's God working! Maybe a few years ago they weren't ready for a daily devotion- but today they are ready to start their day with God, think about Him, and use that morning text to help and guide them throughout their day. John 1:1
1In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God.
Blessings,
Jennifer
Monday, November 28, 2011
Friends
When I became a youth director, I was really excited! It was something I'd felt called to do years earlier but hadn't found the opportunity to do. I guess God was waiting for the right time and place. So, when the opportunity finally came, it was a dream come true for me. And, although I didn't really know what to expect, I thought I had a pretty good idea of what it would be like. I'd volunteered in children's and youth events throughout my life. And, I was active in my youth programs so I figured it would be similar. But, I quickly realized some things were a little different.
I think I run the programs similar to how my youth group was growing up. I knew I would have the actual youth group time, special events, and also times I would have to focus on a youth who is struggling. It's about building relationships with them so they are willing to let me guide them to a relationship with God. I love everything about it all! Yes, there are days that are tougher than others. But, even those days are rewarding because I know there is a purpose to everything I do. And, I have learned that even the moments I think they aren't paying attention, they are- usually those are the moments I find out later really had an impact on someone.
But, what I didn't expect- and what I have loved- is building relationships with the parents! Having most of my experience as a youth myself, I never realized that aspect of it. And, now, I am really enjoying the friendships I have with so many wonderful people who are trying to raise their teens to live a life with God. I feel a sense of connection with them as we share together through the good times and the not so good times of our youth growing up. I feel like we are working together because we both have the same goals.And, I feel so blessed that parents allow me to be a part of their teens lives.
Even though it has started with the connection of the youth, I now have parents that I can call my friends outside of that parent/ youth leader relationship. And, to me that is such a blessing since I'm not usually one to have a ton of close friends. In the last week, I've had several occasions that afterwards I've thought to myself that this wouldn't have happened if God hadn't put me here a few years ago. But, now, here I am. And, I'm surrounded by people who I love and who love me- youth and parents.
1 John 4:11
Dear friends, if God loved us this way, we also ought to love each other.
Blessings,
Jennifer
I think I run the programs similar to how my youth group was growing up. I knew I would have the actual youth group time, special events, and also times I would have to focus on a youth who is struggling. It's about building relationships with them so they are willing to let me guide them to a relationship with God. I love everything about it all! Yes, there are days that are tougher than others. But, even those days are rewarding because I know there is a purpose to everything I do. And, I have learned that even the moments I think they aren't paying attention, they are- usually those are the moments I find out later really had an impact on someone.
But, what I didn't expect- and what I have loved- is building relationships with the parents! Having most of my experience as a youth myself, I never realized that aspect of it. And, now, I am really enjoying the friendships I have with so many wonderful people who are trying to raise their teens to live a life with God. I feel a sense of connection with them as we share together through the good times and the not so good times of our youth growing up. I feel like we are working together because we both have the same goals.And, I feel so blessed that parents allow me to be a part of their teens lives.
Even though it has started with the connection of the youth, I now have parents that I can call my friends outside of that parent/ youth leader relationship. And, to me that is such a blessing since I'm not usually one to have a ton of close friends. In the last week, I've had several occasions that afterwards I've thought to myself that this wouldn't have happened if God hadn't put me here a few years ago. But, now, here I am. And, I'm surrounded by people who I love and who love me- youth and parents.
1 John 4:11
Dear friends, if God loved us this way, we also ought to love each other.
Blessings,
Jennifer
Sunday, November 27, 2011
Weekend- Part 2
Yes, if you read part 1 you may have guessed part 2. I treated myself today. Then, my husband, who has been having back pain, stood over me and combed my hair for an hour. What a humbling experience! I'm not sure when the last time was that I felt so helpless and humble. It triggered something in me. And, suddenly a picture came into my head and I had to look up the scripture.
John 13: 12- 19
12 After he washed the disciples’ feet, he put on his robes and returned to his place at the table. He said to them, “Do you know what I’ve done for you? 13 You call me ‘Teacher’ and ‘Lord,’ and you speak correctly, because I am. 14 If I, your Lord and teacher, have washed your feet, you too must wash each other’s feet. 15 I have given you an example: just as I have done, you also must do. 16 I assure you, servants aren’t greater than their master, nor are those who are sent greater than the one who sent them. 17 Since you know these things, you will be happy if you do them. 18 I’m not speaking about all of you. I know those whom I’ve chosen. But this is to fulfill the scripture, The one who eats my bread has turned against me.[a]
19 “I’m telling you this now, before it happens, so that when it does happen you will believe that I Am. 20 I assure you that whoever receives someone I send receives me, and whoever receives me receives the one who sent me.”
In my head, I felt humbled as the disciples must have felt to have Jesus wash their feet. And, although the scripture talks about serving others, I looked at it differently this time. You see, my personality is one of serving others. In fact, a good friend said to me this morning that it's time I do something for myself. And, it's just really hard for me to do that- or to let someone else do something for me. So, today I didn't have a choice. And, it was good for me. Because after that, I had a better understanding of what the teen went through while I was taking care of her- of how hard it might be for others to accept me. And, I think that today will help me accept and offer help in a more understanding way.
So, where was God today? No, He didn't give me nits. But, He helped me see something from it that I needed to learn.
John 13:16
16 I assure you, servants aren’t greater than their master, nor are those who are sent greater than the one who sent them.
Blessings,
Jennifer
John 13: 12- 19
12 After he washed the disciples’ feet, he put on his robes and returned to his place at the table. He said to them, “Do you know what I’ve done for you? 13 You call me ‘Teacher’ and ‘Lord,’ and you speak correctly, because I am. 14 If I, your Lord and teacher, have washed your feet, you too must wash each other’s feet. 15 I have given you an example: just as I have done, you also must do. 16 I assure you, servants aren’t greater than their master, nor are those who are sent greater than the one who sent them. 17 Since you know these things, you will be happy if you do them. 18 I’m not speaking about all of you. I know those whom I’ve chosen. But this is to fulfill the scripture, The one who eats my bread has turned against me.[a]
19 “I’m telling you this now, before it happens, so that when it does happen you will believe that I Am. 20 I assure you that whoever receives someone I send receives me, and whoever receives me receives the one who sent me.”
In my head, I felt humbled as the disciples must have felt to have Jesus wash their feet. And, although the scripture talks about serving others, I looked at it differently this time. You see, my personality is one of serving others. In fact, a good friend said to me this morning that it's time I do something for myself. And, it's just really hard for me to do that- or to let someone else do something for me. So, today I didn't have a choice. And, it was good for me. Because after that, I had a better understanding of what the teen went through while I was taking care of her- of how hard it might be for others to accept me. And, I think that today will help me accept and offer help in a more understanding way.
So, where was God today? No, He didn't give me nits. But, He helped me see something from it that I needed to learn.
John 13:16
16 I assure you, servants aren’t greater than their master, nor are those who are sent greater than the one who sent them.
Blessings,
Jennifer
Weekend- Part 1
What a crazy, eye opening weekend! I was all excited to be taking one of my youth dress shopping for her first holiday dance! We picked up two others, another teen and a youth volunteer friend of mine. We headed to a local resale store that sells beautiful designer clothes at great prices. We had luck there last Easter so I was hoping for some luck this time. She found a few and tried them on. The first was ok. The second dress fit her beautifully. I saw it on her and knew it was the one! And, as a bonus, it matched the shoes we got last Easter so we got away with her outfit costing about $20! We were on a roll so I called her dad and asked about getting her hair cut since she needed that done before her dance.
So, off we went to the hair place. That's where our luck ran out. No haircut. Imagine our surprise when they told us she had nits! So, good thing we had money left and a month before the dance. I bought the treatment and we dropped off the other girl with us. And then the 3 of us went back to her house to deal with our new development. It was about 3pm when we started combing out her hair. It was about 2am when I finished. My friend left earlier after helping me for hours because she really needed to get home.
So, I guess the lessons I took from this are 1) as a youth director I should never know quite what to expect and 2) things are what we make them. When I told the teen what was happening, she was pretty freaked out. But, as the time went on, we had good conversation and lots of quality bonding time. We laughed and said "If it weren't for the lice, this would have been a great time!" So, looking at things from a glass half full perspective, life can be much easier.
And, where was God? He was in our conversations throughout the time we spent together- sharing, learning, and encouraging each other.
Blessings,
Jennifer
So, off we went to the hair place. That's where our luck ran out. No haircut. Imagine our surprise when they told us she had nits! So, good thing we had money left and a month before the dance. I bought the treatment and we dropped off the other girl with us. And then the 3 of us went back to her house to deal with our new development. It was about 3pm when we started combing out her hair. It was about 2am when I finished. My friend left earlier after helping me for hours because she really needed to get home.
So, I guess the lessons I took from this are 1) as a youth director I should never know quite what to expect and 2) things are what we make them. When I told the teen what was happening, she was pretty freaked out. But, as the time went on, we had good conversation and lots of quality bonding time. We laughed and said "If it weren't for the lice, this would have been a great time!" So, looking at things from a glass half full perspective, life can be much easier.
And, where was God? He was in our conversations throughout the time we spent together- sharing, learning, and encouraging each other.
Blessings,
Jennifer
Hope
Today was awesome! 8 of my youth were confirmed today. 4 of them were baptised today, also. Today starts the Advent season and this weeks focus is hope. These 8 young people have brought hope to me and to our congregations. As I stood up front with them- reading off their names, hearing them agree to their commitments to God and the church, and watching them be baptised, I could see the tears of joy in some of the people in our congregation and the smiles on others. This moment was a time for the youth to publicly share the commitments they have already made.
Sometimes I get frustrated because I wonder if the youth joining the church are doing it because their parents are making them or because they feel led to make a commitment themselves. This group was different. Although they didn't all have perfect attendance and sometimes they were a bit squirrely, they had all come to me at some point and asked about getting confirmed (except for one). Right at that moment when they asked me how to join the church, they had made a decision they wanted to be a part of the church. And, to me, that means everything!
And the one that hadn't asked before confirmation? He's the one that got to me- the one that brought me tears of joy this morning. A few years ago when I started, he wasn't my biggest fan. It wasn't that he didn't like me- it was that he's not big on change and I was a change to him. So, when confirmation class started and this college freshman was hanging out before class, I reminded him that we were about to start class. I figured he'd go off with the ones not doing the class this year due to age or already being confirmed. But, not so. He was there because he wanted to be baptised and join the church! What a blessing that he was finally ready! And because he had waited so long, I knew when he made the commitment that he was taking it seriously.
Back to hope! So, in this day and age, there are so many things keeping teens from being a part of a church- peer pressure, sports, families not going, etc. So, any time I see a teen making that commitment, it brings me hope. And, anytime the congregation sees that commitment, it brings them hope that they are a part of something that is growing!
Blessings,
Jennifer
Sometimes I get frustrated because I wonder if the youth joining the church are doing it because their parents are making them or because they feel led to make a commitment themselves. This group was different. Although they didn't all have perfect attendance and sometimes they were a bit squirrely, they had all come to me at some point and asked about getting confirmed (except for one). Right at that moment when they asked me how to join the church, they had made a decision they wanted to be a part of the church. And, to me, that means everything!
And the one that hadn't asked before confirmation? He's the one that got to me- the one that brought me tears of joy this morning. A few years ago when I started, he wasn't my biggest fan. It wasn't that he didn't like me- it was that he's not big on change and I was a change to him. So, when confirmation class started and this college freshman was hanging out before class, I reminded him that we were about to start class. I figured he'd go off with the ones not doing the class this year due to age or already being confirmed. But, not so. He was there because he wanted to be baptised and join the church! What a blessing that he was finally ready! And because he had waited so long, I knew when he made the commitment that he was taking it seriously.
Back to hope! So, in this day and age, there are so many things keeping teens from being a part of a church- peer pressure, sports, families not going, etc. So, any time I see a teen making that commitment, it brings me hope. And, anytime the congregation sees that commitment, it brings them hope that they are a part of something that is growing!
Blessings,
Jennifer
Thursday, November 24, 2011
Thanksgiving Silence
The house is quiet. The dog is sleeping. And, the dishes are done. You wouldn't have guessed that just a short time ago, this house was filled with giggles, talking, music, and energy! It was a wonderful day filled with family, friends, and food! And, underneath it all was the heart of it all- love and thankfulness for the blessings God has given each one of us. It was beautiful chaos at times. But, a day I treasure with people I treasure.
But, now in the beauty of silence I am overwhelmed by what God has given me. Sometimes, in the quiet, when I'm focusing on God, I feel as though He is wrapping His arms around me, comforting me. And, in this time, I feel God telling me it will all be ok. And in this moment, I am reminded of a favorite verse of mine.
"Be still and know that I am God." Psalm 46:10
After all, with all of the blessings God has given me so far, how could I ever think He would leave me now? So, as our family faces another possible health issue, I know God will see us through. God has blessed me with the amazing people He has put in my path to help me. With all of the love and support we have from family and friends, I know whatever happens, we won't be alone.
So, where is God? He's in my family and friends as I see His love for me through them.
"Be still and know that I am God." Psalm 46:10
Blessings,
Jennifer
But, now in the beauty of silence I am overwhelmed by what God has given me. Sometimes, in the quiet, when I'm focusing on God, I feel as though He is wrapping His arms around me, comforting me. And, in this time, I feel God telling me it will all be ok. And in this moment, I am reminded of a favorite verse of mine.
"Be still and know that I am God." Psalm 46:10
After all, with all of the blessings God has given me so far, how could I ever think He would leave me now? So, as our family faces another possible health issue, I know God will see us through. God has blessed me with the amazing people He has put in my path to help me. With all of the love and support we have from family and friends, I know whatever happens, we won't be alone.
So, where is God? He's in my family and friends as I see His love for me through them.
"Be still and know that I am God." Psalm 46:10
Blessings,
Jennifer
Happy Thanksgiving!
Happy Thanksgiving! There was a moment when I wasn't sure about that. After deciding that this year I was going to focus on Thanksgiving and all of the blessings God has given me, I was afraid that Thanksgiving Day was going to be a tough one. With my husband having health issues, it was looking more and more like I was going to have to choose between spending the holiday with my husband or with the rest of my family because he wouldn't be up to traveling. I was getting pretty bummed about it. And then I had an idea. I sent my sister a message and asked her if she could come here. She was fine with it and she called my mom, who was hosting the meal. My mom and dad got here yesterday afternoon with all of the meal preparations, including the centerpiece! I am very blessed that I can now spend more time with my parents and can celebrate the holiday with everyone, including my husband!
Another bonus is that Wednesday evening was an engagement party for my cousin's daughter, who I was a nanny for. My parents were not planing to go but since they were in town, they were able to go and see family, including my mom's brother from New York, who had not been well recently.
I had that moment of sadness, but God had a plan. And, as it turned out, it's even better than the original plan! My mom had gotten her baking done a day early. And, I should know by now to trust God and everything will be ok. That's what I'm holding onto during this holiday and while waiting to find out about my husband's health issues. His plan is better than ours! And, for that I'm very thankful!
Another bonus is that Wednesday evening was an engagement party for my cousin's daughter, who I was a nanny for. My parents were not planing to go but since they were in town, they were able to go and see family, including my mom's brother from New York, who had not been well recently.
I had that moment of sadness, but God had a plan. And, as it turned out, it's even better than the original plan! My mom had gotten her baking done a day early. And, I should know by now to trust God and everything will be ok. That's what I'm holding onto during this holiday and while waiting to find out about my husband's health issues. His plan is better than ours! And, for that I'm very thankful!
Tuesday, November 22, 2011
Seeds
I was tired tonight- not just tired... exhausted. I had bell choir rehearsal and then a class. I was so tired I was tempted to skip the class. But, I can't do it. It's just not in my makeup to not go to something if I commit to it. So, I went to rehearsal and then to the class.
And, I'm so glad I did! As it's been since the class began, I come home feeling excited and enlightened by what I've learned and by what we've discussed. Tonight was no different.
I believe tonight was the beginning of something I've felt I've wanted to see for awhile now. I see my youth group growing- both in numbers and in their faith. (I believe the second is more important) I see them hold each other accountable. I see them ask questions and discuss their beliefs. I see them sharing their faith with others both by inviting friends and by doing mission projects. And, lately I've been hoping to see that in small groups in our church. As I feel our church is growing in their faith, I think it's the perfect time to foster that with opportunities for more growth! But, although I've felt strongly about wanting this to happen, I also felt it wasn't me that needed to start it- for several reasons. So, tonight when it came up in class and I saw other people who want the same thing, I was excited. And then when our student pastor offered to help explore it further to see what we can create, I was really excited!
The other thing I've learned while taking this class is something I already knew. But, now I know why. I know I am where I'm supposed to be- that this is where God wants me and where I've been growing spiritually more than before. But, the more I learn about Methodism, the more I realize it's what I've believed all along. No wonder I walked in there and felt at home.
We also talked about an Emmaus walk. I know people who have done the Great Banquet, which is similar. I think this is something I'd really like to do.
So, where was God today? He was at my class planting seeds that I hope will grow into something amazing!
2 Thessalonians 1:3
[ Thanksgiving and encouragement ] Brothers and sisters, we must always thank God for you. This is only right because your faithfulness is growing by leaps and bounds, and the love that all of you have for each other is increasing.
Blessings,
Jennifer
And, I'm so glad I did! As it's been since the class began, I come home feeling excited and enlightened by what I've learned and by what we've discussed. Tonight was no different.
I believe tonight was the beginning of something I've felt I've wanted to see for awhile now. I see my youth group growing- both in numbers and in their faith. (I believe the second is more important) I see them hold each other accountable. I see them ask questions and discuss their beliefs. I see them sharing their faith with others both by inviting friends and by doing mission projects. And, lately I've been hoping to see that in small groups in our church. As I feel our church is growing in their faith, I think it's the perfect time to foster that with opportunities for more growth! But, although I've felt strongly about wanting this to happen, I also felt it wasn't me that needed to start it- for several reasons. So, tonight when it came up in class and I saw other people who want the same thing, I was excited. And then when our student pastor offered to help explore it further to see what we can create, I was really excited!
The other thing I've learned while taking this class is something I already knew. But, now I know why. I know I am where I'm supposed to be- that this is where God wants me and where I've been growing spiritually more than before. But, the more I learn about Methodism, the more I realize it's what I've believed all along. No wonder I walked in there and felt at home.
We also talked about an Emmaus walk. I know people who have done the Great Banquet, which is similar. I think this is something I'd really like to do.
So, where was God today? He was at my class planting seeds that I hope will grow into something amazing!
2 Thessalonians 1:3
[ Thanksgiving and encouragement ] Brothers and sisters, we must always thank God for you. This is only right because your faithfulness is growing by leaps and bounds, and the love that all of you have for each other is increasing.
Blessings,
Jennifer
Children
When I was younger- before I was married or had a child- I said I wanted 13 kids! People would look at me like I was crazy. In reality, I was blessed with one son. He was the only child God intended for me to have. There were times in my life that I wondered why that was God's plan.
As I was driving home from dinner with one of my youth, I realized something. I have more than 13 kids! All of my youth are a precious gift from God that He has entrusted me to love and to help nurture their spiritual growth. Once again, God knew what He was doing when I didn't.
Blessings,
Jennifer
As I was driving home from dinner with one of my youth, I realized something. I have more than 13 kids! All of my youth are a precious gift from God that He has entrusted me to love and to help nurture their spiritual growth. Once again, God knew what He was doing when I didn't.
Blessings,
Jennifer
Sunday, November 20, 2011
Thanksgiving Party
Tonight was our Thanksgiving party. Everyone was supposed to invite someone that had helped them along their spiritual journey so that they could thank them. Last Sunday, they made thank you cards and video recorded things they were thankful for.
We started out the evening by introducing everyone and sharing something special about them. Then, we ate dinner. I was worried we wouldn't have enough food. But, just as the loaves and fish was more than enough, we also ended up with leftovers! And, that's saying alot around a bunch of hungry teenagers!
Then, we went to the community Thanksgiving service. We filled 5 pews! What an awesome thing to share a time of Thanksgiving with the community and know that so many youth were there to be a part of it! Afterwards, we went back to the church. Last Sunday, they made thank you cards and video recorded things they were thankful for. So, we watched the video and everyone was moved by the tributes they shared. After a Thanksgiving game, it was candle time- which starts with 2 songs. As the first song started, several started singing and hugging or leaning on each other. By the end, more groups did the same. It was awesome to see the bonds that are forming, the connections to each other and to God that they are creating! We passed the candle and shared our prayer concerns and ended our evening with a prayer.
I guess I had to share the whole evening since I couldn't pick just one moment where God was present. He was there with us- and for that I'm very thankful!
Psalm 95:2
Let us come to him with thanksgiving. Let us sing psalms of praise to him.
Blessings,
Jennifer
We started out the evening by introducing everyone and sharing something special about them. Then, we ate dinner. I was worried we wouldn't have enough food. But, just as the loaves and fish was more than enough, we also ended up with leftovers! And, that's saying alot around a bunch of hungry teenagers!
Then, we went to the community Thanksgiving service. We filled 5 pews! What an awesome thing to share a time of Thanksgiving with the community and know that so many youth were there to be a part of it! Afterwards, we went back to the church. Last Sunday, they made thank you cards and video recorded things they were thankful for. So, we watched the video and everyone was moved by the tributes they shared. After a Thanksgiving game, it was candle time- which starts with 2 songs. As the first song started, several started singing and hugging or leaning on each other. By the end, more groups did the same. It was awesome to see the bonds that are forming, the connections to each other and to God that they are creating! We passed the candle and shared our prayer concerns and ended our evening with a prayer.
I guess I had to share the whole evening since I couldn't pick just one moment where God was present. He was there with us- and for that I'm very thankful!
Psalm 95:2
Let us come to him with thanksgiving. Let us sing psalms of praise to him.
Blessings,
Jennifer
Heaven
Baking cakes always reminds me of my grandma's house. That's where most of my cakes were made since most of them were for my son when he was little and we lived there then. So, today I'd like to share about her.
She and I were always close. When I was little, I vividly remember a time they were coming and I spent what seemed like hours waiting outside watching for their car to come down the street. And, as I got older, I came to admire her for so many reasons. She was loving and accepting and welcoming of all people. She had faith and a love of God that made her believe things were always going to be ok- and made me believe things were going to be ok. She made everyone around her feel as if they were special. Really, words can't do justice to the person she was. I could go on all day about her. But, I'll just share one story.
Near the end of her life, I spent as much time with her as I could- taking care of her but also absorbing everything I could from her wisdom and stories. She was most comfortable sleeping in her favorite recliner. So, I slept in the same room in a hospital bed that was meant for her (but she didn't like it). That way I could be right there if she needed anything. So, one night I woke up hearing sounds from her. I couldn't understand anything she was saying but she was definitely talking to someone. And then, I heard very clearly, "I'm not ready yet!" And, then nothing.
The next morning, when I brought her her breakfast, tea and toast with orange marmalade, she said to me "I had the craziest dream last night!" We somehow got interrupted and we never got back to that conversation. But, she did have the conversation with my mom. She was walking down a long path. As she kept walking, she noticed a bench up ahead. The closer she got to the bench, she realized there was a man sitting on the bench. An when she got there, it was my grandpa. She asked him what he was doing there. And, he replied, "I'm waiting for you. You know, we always do everything together."
I believe the last gift my grandma gave her family was the assurance of heaven, and that when we get there, it will be a beautiful place where we will be greeted by our loved ones.
Nehemiah 9:6
“You alone are the Lord. You made the skies and the heavens and all the stars. You made the earth and the seas and everything in them. You preserve them all, and the angels of heaven worship you.
Blessings,
Jennifer
She and I were always close. When I was little, I vividly remember a time they were coming and I spent what seemed like hours waiting outside watching for their car to come down the street. And, as I got older, I came to admire her for so many reasons. She was loving and accepting and welcoming of all people. She had faith and a love of God that made her believe things were always going to be ok- and made me believe things were going to be ok. She made everyone around her feel as if they were special. Really, words can't do justice to the person she was. I could go on all day about her. But, I'll just share one story.
Near the end of her life, I spent as much time with her as I could- taking care of her but also absorbing everything I could from her wisdom and stories. She was most comfortable sleeping in her favorite recliner. So, I slept in the same room in a hospital bed that was meant for her (but she didn't like it). That way I could be right there if she needed anything. So, one night I woke up hearing sounds from her. I couldn't understand anything she was saying but she was definitely talking to someone. And then, I heard very clearly, "I'm not ready yet!" And, then nothing.
The next morning, when I brought her her breakfast, tea and toast with orange marmalade, she said to me "I had the craziest dream last night!" We somehow got interrupted and we never got back to that conversation. But, she did have the conversation with my mom. She was walking down a long path. As she kept walking, she noticed a bench up ahead. The closer she got to the bench, she realized there was a man sitting on the bench. An when she got there, it was my grandpa. She asked him what he was doing there. And, he replied, "I'm waiting for you. You know, we always do everything together."
I believe the last gift my grandma gave her family was the assurance of heaven, and that when we get there, it will be a beautiful place where we will be greeted by our loved ones.
Nehemiah 9:6
“You alone are the Lord. You made the skies and the heavens and all the stars. You made the earth and the seas and everything in them. You preserve them all, and the angels of heaven worship you.
Blessings,
Jennifer
Saturday, November 19, 2011
Goal Achieved
I promise- this will be the last time... well, for this year at least! But, I have to share another shoebox story.
Thursday, I was getting ready to go shopping and buy items to fill 25 shoe boxes. I checked out the items people had left in my office to use for the extra boxes. Then, I had my list and was on my way. After completing the shopping, I still had money left!
As part of our Financial Peace lesson on giving, we filled the 25 boxes. When all was said and done, 25 shoe boxes were filled and I had enough money and stuff left for 15 more. That made my total 140 boxes!
Last year, we announced a goal of 50 for our first year. We ended up doing 100! This year, we didn't announce a goal, but I really wanted to do 150. So, although I was really happy with 140, I would have been happier with 150.
I went to pick my son up and ran into someone who had taken 2 empty boxes to fill. And, she told me she never had a chance to fill them and asked if there was still time to bring them in. I could tell she really wanted to, but she was going to be gone and I really didn't see how she was going to get them in. And, then she offered to write me a check instead. Since I had to shop for the last 15, I happily agreed. And, after calculating out what items I needed for the last boxes and figuring in the additional money, I had exactly enough to fill not 15, but 27 boxes! That made up for the 2 that weren't turned in and gave me a total of 150! Praise God!
23 Jesus said to him, “‘If you can do anything’? All things are possible for the one who has faith.”
Blessings,
Jennifer
Thursday, I was getting ready to go shopping and buy items to fill 25 shoe boxes. I checked out the items people had left in my office to use for the extra boxes. Then, I had my list and was on my way. After completing the shopping, I still had money left!
As part of our Financial Peace lesson on giving, we filled the 25 boxes. When all was said and done, 25 shoe boxes were filled and I had enough money and stuff left for 15 more. That made my total 140 boxes!
Last year, we announced a goal of 50 for our first year. We ended up doing 100! This year, we didn't announce a goal, but I really wanted to do 150. So, although I was really happy with 140, I would have been happier with 150.
I went to pick my son up and ran into someone who had taken 2 empty boxes to fill. And, she told me she never had a chance to fill them and asked if there was still time to bring them in. I could tell she really wanted to, but she was going to be gone and I really didn't see how she was going to get them in. And, then she offered to write me a check instead. Since I had to shop for the last 15, I happily agreed. And, after calculating out what items I needed for the last boxes and figuring in the additional money, I had exactly enough to fill not 15, but 27 boxes! That made up for the 2 that weren't turned in and gave me a total of 150! Praise God!
Mark 9:23
Common English Bible (CEB)
23 Jesus said to him, “‘If you can do anything’? All things are possible for the one who has faith.”
Blessings,
Jennifer
Thursday, November 17, 2011
Generation Change
Tonight was the last night for teaching Generation Change to my youth. It's part of the Financial Peace University program. So, I'd like to share how God has helped me to achieve Financial Peace.
This isn't some "get rich quick" scheme. It's a way to rethink how we use our money. Actually, it's a way to rethink what money is. the last lesson in the series is on giving. When I started the class, I could hardly pay my bills, let alone think about giving money away! But, by the end of the class, I had money in my savings and was paying bills off rapidly (with gazelle- like intensity is the phrase they use). So, by the last lesson, I was ready for hearing about giving because it was an actual possibility as opposed to 13 weeks prior to then.
So, here is what changed my whole view on giving. God has given us everything. He gave us life, He gave us the earth, he gave us our family and friends, everything! So, tithing isn't giving God 10% of what we have. Tithing is keeping 90% of what has given us! So, that's really not asking too much.
When I first started the class, Financial Peace was just the name of the class. But, now it's a state of mind. Now, I really realize why it's called Financial Peace- and what I need to do to achieve and maintain it. It really has changed my life!
As much as I got out of the "grown-up class" I took in January, I thoroughly enjoyed the youth class! It was more of a Bible study and we got into some really deep discussions that weren't part of the other class. I taught the class because I want the youth to not make the same mistakes I do. But, there was so much more to the youth version that it became so much more than just teaching them about money. And, as usual, the youth taught me as much as I taught them. They truly are a generation of change- and I can't wait to see what they become!
Matthew 6:19
[ Treasures in Heaven ] “Do not store up for yourselves treasures on earth, where moths and vermin destroy, and where thieves break in and steal.
Blessings,
Jennifer
This isn't some "get rich quick" scheme. It's a way to rethink how we use our money. Actually, it's a way to rethink what money is. the last lesson in the series is on giving. When I started the class, I could hardly pay my bills, let alone think about giving money away! But, by the end of the class, I had money in my savings and was paying bills off rapidly (with gazelle- like intensity is the phrase they use). So, by the last lesson, I was ready for hearing about giving because it was an actual possibility as opposed to 13 weeks prior to then.
So, here is what changed my whole view on giving. God has given us everything. He gave us life, He gave us the earth, he gave us our family and friends, everything! So, tithing isn't giving God 10% of what we have. Tithing is keeping 90% of what has given us! So, that's really not asking too much.
When I first started the class, Financial Peace was just the name of the class. But, now it's a state of mind. Now, I really realize why it's called Financial Peace- and what I need to do to achieve and maintain it. It really has changed my life!
As much as I got out of the "grown-up class" I took in January, I thoroughly enjoyed the youth class! It was more of a Bible study and we got into some really deep discussions that weren't part of the other class. I taught the class because I want the youth to not make the same mistakes I do. But, there was so much more to the youth version that it became so much more than just teaching them about money. And, as usual, the youth taught me as much as I taught them. They truly are a generation of change- and I can't wait to see what they become!
Matthew 6:19
[ Treasures in Heaven ] “Do not store up for yourselves treasures on earth, where moths and vermin destroy, and where thieves break in and steal.
Blessings,
Jennifer
Wednesday, November 16, 2011
Forgiveness
This afternoon didn't turn out how I planned. I delivered my shoe boxes that had been donated and planned to do the shopping for the other 25. I stopped at home to grab some lunch. While there, I decided to call my uncle since I'd been meaning to for a couple of weeks. Every year he directs the Messiah and I have to miss the first 2 rehearsals. So, I wanted to let him know. My aunt answered the phone and I gave her the message. And, then she told me he was in the hospital. I'd been wanting to call and check in with them lately since we live so close and don't see each other much. But, a hospital visit wasn't what I had planned. But, so be it. Off to the hospital I went.
While there, I enjoyed catching up with my aunt and uncle. He mentioned the same thing my dad did a few weeks back. I'm not sure if they talked or if that was his thought, too. Either way, it was great encouragement.
After awhile, he had a few visitors. One was the pastor at the church we both attended at one time. They left after I did and there were some hard feelings when they left. And even though she is a new pastor since they left, to see her walk in and to hear them talk like old friends was definitely God. After yesterday's thoughts and discussions on bitterness, this definitely impacted me. It's as if God is showing me all of the people who have let go- telling me it's not impossible.
And, I am feeling that to be the person I want to be- and to be the role model for the youth that I want to be- that I have to let go.
Matthew 18:21-22 "Should I forgive as many as seven times?”
22 Jesus said, “Not just seven times, but rather as many as seventy-seven times."
Blessings,
Jennifer
While there, I enjoyed catching up with my aunt and uncle. He mentioned the same thing my dad did a few weeks back. I'm not sure if they talked or if that was his thought, too. Either way, it was great encouragement.
After awhile, he had a few visitors. One was the pastor at the church we both attended at one time. They left after I did and there were some hard feelings when they left. And even though she is a new pastor since they left, to see her walk in and to hear them talk like old friends was definitely God. After yesterday's thoughts and discussions on bitterness, this definitely impacted me. It's as if God is showing me all of the people who have let go- telling me it's not impossible.
And, I am feeling that to be the person I want to be- and to be the role model for the youth that I want to be- that I have to let go.
Matthew 18:21-22 "Should I forgive as many as seven times?”
22 Jesus said, “Not just seven times, but rather as many as seventy-seven times."
Blessings,
Jennifer
Tuesday, November 15, 2011
Grace
Tonight was my Wesley class. I'm learning so much about how Methodism started and why Methodists believe the way they (we) do! I had learned the basics, but I'm actually enjoying delving deeper into it.
Tonight we talked about grace. And, with that topic in mind, the story of the prodigal son came up. Someone in the class mentioned what a struggle her husband has with that parable- to the point where he physically looks upset. When asked who he would be in the parable, she said he was the bitter older brother. And, that led us to an awesome miracle story. Another class member shared her experience with bitterness. It was when her close friend was getting a divorce and she ended up holding on to the bitterness for her friend's ex- husband even after her friend had let it go. And, then one day he was in the hospital 48 hours from death. She went with her friend for moral support. And, in that hospital room something my words cannot do justice happened. She asked the minister to pray because she felt they all needed healing. When she was alone with him while her friend and the minister stepped out, she held his hand and he said "I love you." And, right then, she had an epiphany- a realization that there should be no bitterness in her. And, she responded that she loved him, too. Her anger and bitterness that had been consuming her was released and she felt free! After that was when she found our church. She knew God had touched her life and she knew she wanted to connect more. If that wasn't amazing enough, the man ended up not dying and is alive and well 8 years later!
This story spoke to me. I know how bitterness can be consuming. I've seen it, I've felt it, and I've been consumed by it. And, most of the time now, I think it's not there. But, sometimes it creeps in when I least expect it. But, what a freedom I would feel to know for sure it's gone!
So, where was God today? I feel that story was something He wanted me to hear. Call it a reminder; call it a wakeup call. Some things just have to be let go. If I am happy with where I am, I have to be happy with where I've been and what I've been through to get me here. Luke 15:31-32
Jennifer
Tonight we talked about grace. And, with that topic in mind, the story of the prodigal son came up. Someone in the class mentioned what a struggle her husband has with that parable- to the point where he physically looks upset. When asked who he would be in the parable, she said he was the bitter older brother. And, that led us to an awesome miracle story. Another class member shared her experience with bitterness. It was when her close friend was getting a divorce and she ended up holding on to the bitterness for her friend's ex- husband even after her friend had let it go. And, then one day he was in the hospital 48 hours from death. She went with her friend for moral support. And, in that hospital room something my words cannot do justice happened. She asked the minister to pray because she felt they all needed healing. When she was alone with him while her friend and the minister stepped out, she held his hand and he said "I love you." And, right then, she had an epiphany- a realization that there should be no bitterness in her. And, she responded that she loved him, too. Her anger and bitterness that had been consuming her was released and she felt free! After that was when she found our church. She knew God had touched her life and she knew she wanted to connect more. If that wasn't amazing enough, the man ended up not dying and is alive and well 8 years later!
This story spoke to me. I know how bitterness can be consuming. I've seen it, I've felt it, and I've been consumed by it. And, most of the time now, I think it's not there. But, sometimes it creeps in when I least expect it. But, what a freedom I would feel to know for sure it's gone!
So, where was God today? I feel that story was something He wanted me to hear. Call it a reminder; call it a wakeup call. Some things just have to be let go. If I am happy with where I am, I have to be happy with where I've been and what I've been through to get me here. Luke 15:31-32
Common English Bible (CEB)
31 Then his father said, ‘Son, you are always with me, and everything I have is yours. 32 But we had to celebrate and be glad because this brother of yours was dead and is alive. He was lost and is found.’”
Blessings,Jennifer
Monday, November 14, 2011
My Gifts
This afternoon, I got a text from one of my youth. She asked if we could chat. It seems she was invited to a party this weekend- a no parents, alcohol included party. And, she wanted to know my thoughts about it. Of course, she probably already knew what to do. And, I gave her the "answer with a question" routine so that she would have to come to her own final decision. While chatting with her, I got a phone call about another teen who is being bullied at school. I've been talking to her about this and I'm thinking things are getting better for her.
But, two thoughts come to mind about all of this. 1) Being a teenager is rough! There are so many twists and turns that it's hard to know which path to take. 2) I am blessed that somehow in this crazy world I have been given the gift of being able to help guide them! And, they trust me.
Years ago, I remember trying to relate to teens and feeling pretty awkward at it. And, somehow, all of the sudden, I knew that I wanted to go into youth ministry and I became able to connect with them. I definitely can't say that's because of me because if it was up to me, I'd still be the awkward one! Sometimes, it's just overwhelming for me when I realize how my life has changed in the last few years. And, it's also overwhelming sometimes when I realize what a gift God has given me by giving me the opportunity to help guide His children along their spiritual journey.
So, where is God today? He's in my conversations with the youth. And, I know that because He is becoming a part of their lives. And, I am so grateful that He has given me the gifts to help them and that He is using me!
God has given each of you a gift from his great variety of spiritual gifts. Use them well to serve one another.
1 Peter 4:9-11
Blessings,
Jennifer
But, two thoughts come to mind about all of this. 1) Being a teenager is rough! There are so many twists and turns that it's hard to know which path to take. 2) I am blessed that somehow in this crazy world I have been given the gift of being able to help guide them! And, they trust me.
Years ago, I remember trying to relate to teens and feeling pretty awkward at it. And, somehow, all of the sudden, I knew that I wanted to go into youth ministry and I became able to connect with them. I definitely can't say that's because of me because if it was up to me, I'd still be the awkward one! Sometimes, it's just overwhelming for me when I realize how my life has changed in the last few years. And, it's also overwhelming sometimes when I realize what a gift God has given me by giving me the opportunity to help guide His children along their spiritual journey.
So, where is God today? He's in my conversations with the youth. And, I know that because He is becoming a part of their lives. And, I am so grateful that He has given me the gifts to help them and that He is using me!
God has given each of you a gift from his great variety of spiritual gifts. Use them well to serve one another.
1 Peter 4:9-11
Blessings,
Jennifer
Sunday, November 13, 2011
Fatherhood
It's Sunday- hard to choose what to write about on Sunday's. It's the easy day since I'm surrounded by Him in the people and places on Sunday mornings.
This morning started out with our first STF gathering. It was sweet and simple- youth and adults sharing their joys and concerns with each other. God was there smiling at the beginings of something great!
My youth class is student led. Each week, a youth volunteers to lead a class focused on a movie clip and how it related to God and christianity. It has been so exciting to watch as the youth learn and grow and then share their faith and love for God! Today, the youth brought up so many good discussion topics I think we could have 2 months of classes from todays clips! And it's so exciting to watch them relate life today with God and christianity. Hopefully, it makes it easier when they are experiencing things to be able to rely on what they have learned.
So, those were bits of God sightings.
And, here is one I'll close with.
After church, a group of us were chatting and discussing parenting. Two men started discussing fatherhood. And, it seems they both look to the other and admire them as fathers. As they shared with each other, it was evident that God was there- that He was in their lives helping them to be the fathers of Christian daughters. Two men who walked different paths are now on the same road raising their children to be children of God. One of the father's shared that the other had been a great guide to him at one point. And the other responded with telling him that was an answer to prayer- that everyday he prays for God to use him as a tool. And so, in that moment, God was telling each of them how important they are to Him and to each other. He put them along the same path for a reason- to encourage each other and to partner in helping share God's message with the youth.
Proverbs 22:6
Train children in the way they should go; when they grow old, they won’t depart from it.
Blessings,
Jennifer
This morning started out with our first STF gathering. It was sweet and simple- youth and adults sharing their joys and concerns with each other. God was there smiling at the beginings of something great!
My youth class is student led. Each week, a youth volunteers to lead a class focused on a movie clip and how it related to God and christianity. It has been so exciting to watch as the youth learn and grow and then share their faith and love for God! Today, the youth brought up so many good discussion topics I think we could have 2 months of classes from todays clips! And it's so exciting to watch them relate life today with God and christianity. Hopefully, it makes it easier when they are experiencing things to be able to rely on what they have learned.
So, those were bits of God sightings.
And, here is one I'll close with.
After church, a group of us were chatting and discussing parenting. Two men started discussing fatherhood. And, it seems they both look to the other and admire them as fathers. As they shared with each other, it was evident that God was there- that He was in their lives helping them to be the fathers of Christian daughters. Two men who walked different paths are now on the same road raising their children to be children of God. One of the father's shared that the other had been a great guide to him at one point. And the other responded with telling him that was an answer to prayer- that everyday he prays for God to use him as a tool. And so, in that moment, God was telling each of them how important they are to Him and to each other. He put them along the same path for a reason- to encourage each other and to partner in helping share God's message with the youth.
Proverbs 22:6
Train children in the way they should go; when they grow old, they won’t depart from it.
Blessings,
Jennifer
Boxes, Shopping, Shipping
I fell asleep last night before I had a chance to write. So, here's Saturday's post. Actually, I'm kind of glad because now I can give you even more updated info.
Yesterday, I was at the church for a short time. I walked into my office and saw boxes everywhere! I was so excited! Why? Because each shoebox is someone saying "I love you and I want to share with you that God loves, too! I want you to know who He is so I'm giving you this gift!" Operation Christmas Child is a ministry that sends shoeboxes to countries where people don't have money to even receive gifts- and most of them have never heard of God or Jesus. Through these shoeboxes, people are able to spread God's love and share God's message with the children. And, last year we set a goal for our church to collect 50 shoeboxes. We collected 100! This year, I bought 100 boxes for people to fill. And, they keep pouring in! I was pretty short on the shipping cost. But, I've learned not to worry. And, today, we exceeded the shipping cost by alot! That means we have more money to go buy more stuff to fill more boxes!
So, throughout this mission project, I have seen God in the excitement in those who have brought in their boxes, those who weren't able to shop but were generous in giving for shipping, and in the youth who have been collecting things during Sunday morning's.
And, I know God will be with the boxes as they go where they need to go to share His message of love and hope.
Blessings,
Jennifer
Yesterday, I was at the church for a short time. I walked into my office and saw boxes everywhere! I was so excited! Why? Because each shoebox is someone saying "I love you and I want to share with you that God loves, too! I want you to know who He is so I'm giving you this gift!" Operation Christmas Child is a ministry that sends shoeboxes to countries where people don't have money to even receive gifts- and most of them have never heard of God or Jesus. Through these shoeboxes, people are able to spread God's love and share God's message with the children. And, last year we set a goal for our church to collect 50 shoeboxes. We collected 100! This year, I bought 100 boxes for people to fill. And, they keep pouring in! I was pretty short on the shipping cost. But, I've learned not to worry. And, today, we exceeded the shipping cost by alot! That means we have more money to go buy more stuff to fill more boxes!
So, throughout this mission project, I have seen God in the excitement in those who have brought in their boxes, those who weren't able to shop but were generous in giving for shipping, and in the youth who have been collecting things during Sunday morning's.
And, I know God will be with the boxes as they go where they need to go to share His message of love and hope.
Blessings,
Jennifer
Saturday, November 12, 2011
Faith
It's 6am. I fell asleep early last night before I had a chance to write. So, I woke up this morning thinking about what to write. It wasn't one of the best days ever- although we got a better than expected health report about my husband that I am thanking God for! And, some awesome things happened. But, it was one of those nagging, get you down kind of days that just leave a person exhausted. And so I woke up this morning thinking about it.
And, what immediately popped into my head is this- that was the kind of day that faith comes in. Nothing glared out at me that said "God is here!" But, He was. And, those are the days when faith is something to cling to. Because, God is always here- even if we don't see Him or feel Him. Faith is trusting that He's here next to us to comfort us when we don't know what's coming next. He's taken care of me in the past and I am sure He will continue.
And, what immediately popped into my head is this- that was the kind of day that faith comes in. Nothing glared out at me that said "God is here!" But, He was. And, those are the days when faith is something to cling to. Because, God is always here- even if we don't see Him or feel Him. Faith is trusting that He's here next to us to comfort us when we don't know what's coming next. He's taken care of me in the past and I am sure He will continue.
Joshua 1:9
New Living Translation (NLT)
9 This is my command—be strong and courageous! Do not be afraid or discouraged. For the Lord your God is with you wherever you go.”
Blessings,
Jennifer
Thursday, November 10, 2011
Bottle of Coke
Tonight is going to be short since I've had a long day and am exhausted! It's also been not one of my better days. I know we all have them. But, I usually look at the positive side of things but today I fully realize I'm looking at the negative, scary side.
A song kept running through my head this afternoon. It's a very catchy tune and it's one of those songs that whenever you hear it it's stuck in your head. It's Philippians 4: 6-7. And, even with it running through my head, I couldn't shale the anxious, scared feeling. Rationally, I know God's plan will make things ok. But, in this very instant, I don't feel like it's ok.
So, in the midst of this, where was God? Tonight, He was in a bottle of Coke that a friend randomly brought me just because, He was in the hugs from the youth, the sweet words of appreciation from a youth, and the listening ears from friends. And, that's when I realize all of the people in my life that weren't here when we went through everything a few years ago that I now have to lean on, to encourage me, and to be strong for to keep on going. So, whatever we find out tomorrow- or next week- I know God has put people in my path to bless my life.
Philippians 4:6-7
A song kept running through my head this afternoon. It's a very catchy tune and it's one of those songs that whenever you hear it it's stuck in your head. It's Philippians 4: 6-7. And, even with it running through my head, I couldn't shale the anxious, scared feeling. Rationally, I know God's plan will make things ok. But, in this very instant, I don't feel like it's ok.
So, in the midst of this, where was God? Tonight, He was in a bottle of Coke that a friend randomly brought me just because, He was in the hugs from the youth, the sweet words of appreciation from a youth, and the listening ears from friends. And, that's when I realize all of the people in my life that weren't here when we went through everything a few years ago that I now have to lean on, to encourage me, and to be strong for to keep on going. So, whatever we find out tomorrow- or next week- I know God has put people in my path to bless my life.
Philippians 4:6-7
New Living Translation (NLT)
6 Don’t worry about anything; instead, pray about everything. Tell God what you need, and thank him for all he has done. 7 Then you will experience God’s peace, which exceeds anything we can understand. His peace will guard your hearts and minds as you live in Christ Jesus.
Blessings,
Jennifer
Blessings,
Jennifer
Wednesday, November 9, 2011
Confirmation
Tonight was the second to last confirmation class. It's always an interesting time. There is such a random mix of people in a confirmation class. This time around, the group all participate in some other church activities. I'm really happy about that because I feel they're in the class for the right reasons- they want to learn more about God and the church and they want to be active participants. But, sometimes I wonder what they're thinking- if they're really just going through the motions because they think they have to- thinking it's just the next thing they have to accomplish.
So, tonight I'll share about one of the girls in the class- and where I hope God is working. She comes to Wednesday night programs and this year started attending youth group pretty regularly, too. She's a thinker- a free spirit. She doesn't have facebook or a phone- not because she's not allowed to but because she doesn't want one. And for the last few weeks, when we mention baptism she has said she's not sure about getting baptised. Tonight, when we told her that she had to be baptised to be confirmed, she was surprised and unsure about it. And, it really made me stop and think. Because, if she's unsure, that means she's taking this commitment seriously. And, if she's struggling, she is looking for a deeper understanding of God that she can commit her life to. So, maybe she's not ready yet, but it's awesome that she's not just "going with the flow" and doing what the other 9 are doing because she thinks she should. I know that as she continues to struggle with questions, God will be there, and I believe He will put the right people in her path to help her through that. And, I know that when she makes that decision, it will be from her heart and she will be committed to a life with God!
Galatians 3:27
And all who have been united with Christ in baptism have put on Christ, like putting on new clothes.
Blessings,
Jennifer
So, tonight I'll share about one of the girls in the class- and where I hope God is working. She comes to Wednesday night programs and this year started attending youth group pretty regularly, too. She's a thinker- a free spirit. She doesn't have facebook or a phone- not because she's not allowed to but because she doesn't want one. And for the last few weeks, when we mention baptism she has said she's not sure about getting baptised. Tonight, when we told her that she had to be baptised to be confirmed, she was surprised and unsure about it. And, it really made me stop and think. Because, if she's unsure, that means she's taking this commitment seriously. And, if she's struggling, she is looking for a deeper understanding of God that she can commit her life to. So, maybe she's not ready yet, but it's awesome that she's not just "going with the flow" and doing what the other 9 are doing because she thinks she should. I know that as she continues to struggle with questions, God will be there, and I believe He will put the right people in her path to help her through that. And, I know that when she makes that decision, it will be from her heart and she will be committed to a life with God!
Galatians 3:27
And all who have been united with Christ in baptism have put on Christ, like putting on new clothes.
Blessings,
Jennifer
Tuesday, November 8, 2011
Ok- I get it!
Sometimes I do things and I feel very silly. I'm guessing it's part of God's sense of humor. But lately I've been thinking that as part of my goal to take more time to focus on my own spiritual development, devotion time, and prayer, that I should find a prayer partner. It's one of the areas of my life that I have seen and felt powerful things from. But, my consistency in prayer is not always what I want it to be. And, I think that having a partner to encourage me and hold me accountable- as well as knowing someone else is counting on me to do the same. So, shortly after that idea came to me, so did the person. Actually, I'm not sure when. It may have been at the same time. But, anyway, I felt strongly that I needed to ask this person to be my prayer partner. What makes me think this was God's idea? Well, I hardly know this person. She goes to a different service than I regularly attend, she isn't involved with the youth, and we have typically not crossed each other's paths until recently when we were in the same Bible study and now in another class together. So, even though I felt strongly led, I was not anxious to jump into it.
Then tonight at class, we talked about the importance of a prayer life and also mentioned prayer partners being a good thing. And then a few were chatting after class- including this person. I was thinking to myself that maybe that was my nudge to talk to her so I was hanging around waiting for their conversation to end. I was also thinking to myself that I'd probably sound crazy and maybe that's just not something she would want to do. Maybe she's not a big prayer person? And just then she happened to mention how she and her husband pray together every night! Ok, God, I get it!
So, I asked her if she would be willing to be my prayer partner and she seemed very willing to do it. I was hoping she would know exactly what to do next but it was something she'd obviously never been asked. So, I guess we'll figure it out together. I'm wondering where this step will lead!
Then tonight at class, we talked about the importance of a prayer life and also mentioned prayer partners being a good thing. And then a few were chatting after class- including this person. I was thinking to myself that maybe that was my nudge to talk to her so I was hanging around waiting for their conversation to end. I was also thinking to myself that I'd probably sound crazy and maybe that's just not something she would want to do. Maybe she's not a big prayer person? And just then she happened to mention how she and her husband pray together every night! Ok, God, I get it!
So, I asked her if she would be willing to be my prayer partner and she seemed very willing to do it. I was hoping she would know exactly what to do next but it was something she'd obviously never been asked. So, I guess we'll figure it out together. I'm wondering where this step will lead!
Colossians 4:2 New Living Translation (NLT)
An Encouragement for Prayer
2 Devote yourselves to prayer with an alert mind and a thankful heart.
Blessings,
Jennifer
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