Wednesday nights we have kids and youth programs- choir, dinner, and then a lesson. During dinner, one of the parents called me over to talk for a minute. She is the mom of one of my youth. She just started coming to church and is very excited to be going to the new member class that starts tomorrow. She asked me to be aware of anything that might be going on with her daughter since she is getting a divorce. She also shared that things haven't been good at home and the other night she and the kids stayed over night at her friend's house. This friend was sitting across the table. She is the wife of her ex- husband (not the one she is currently divorcing). And, for years, there has been anger, bitterness, and hard feelings between all of them.
Somehow, these people have managed to look beyond all of those bad times and forgive each other for the sake of their children. And, now in times of struggle, they are supporting and leaning on each other and are searching for God to help them.
They may not have the best clothes or a nice car. They live paycheck to paycheck. But, they do everything they can to take care of their kids. And, when they are struggling, they turn to God for guidance and comfort. And, they have chosen love instead of hate. They are an inspiration to me of what we should be focsing on and how we should treat each other. If they can not only forgive but become love and support for each other, can't we all try to forgive each other rather than hold anger in?
God is working among this family and I believe He will be using them all in wonderful ways.
Leviticus 19:18
You must not take revenge nor hold a grudge against any of your people; instead, you must love your neighbor as yourself; I am the LORD.
Blessings,
Jennifer
Wednesday, November 30, 2011
Texting
Sorry for the delay- the site wouldn't work yesterday when I tried to go on and write.
About a month ago, I started sending scripture texts to my youth. I wasn't sure how this would go since I had asked once before if they were interested in a daily devotional and they all said no. But, this seems to be different. It's just a verse and a quick reminder to help them start their day with a focus on God. It's good for me, too. It's the first thing I try to do in the morning when I get up. So, it helps me start my day by focusing on Him, too.
Today's scripture was John 3:16. And, why did I choose that verse? I didn't! One of my youth did! So, not only are they getting a text from me, they are sending me scriptures, suggesting their favorites, and responding with comments about how it was just what they needed to hear or that getting that text made their day. And, to me, that's God working! Maybe a few years ago they weren't ready for a daily devotion- but today they are ready to start their day with God, think about Him, and use that morning text to help and guide them throughout their day. John 1:1
1In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God.
Blessings,
Jennifer
About a month ago, I started sending scripture texts to my youth. I wasn't sure how this would go since I had asked once before if they were interested in a daily devotional and they all said no. But, this seems to be different. It's just a verse and a quick reminder to help them start their day with a focus on God. It's good for me, too. It's the first thing I try to do in the morning when I get up. So, it helps me start my day by focusing on Him, too.
Today's scripture was John 3:16. And, why did I choose that verse? I didn't! One of my youth did! So, not only are they getting a text from me, they are sending me scriptures, suggesting their favorites, and responding with comments about how it was just what they needed to hear or that getting that text made their day. And, to me, that's God working! Maybe a few years ago they weren't ready for a daily devotion- but today they are ready to start their day with God, think about Him, and use that morning text to help and guide them throughout their day. John 1:1
1In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God.
Blessings,
Jennifer
Monday, November 28, 2011
Friends
When I became a youth director, I was really excited! It was something I'd felt called to do years earlier but hadn't found the opportunity to do. I guess God was waiting for the right time and place. So, when the opportunity finally came, it was a dream come true for me. And, although I didn't really know what to expect, I thought I had a pretty good idea of what it would be like. I'd volunteered in children's and youth events throughout my life. And, I was active in my youth programs so I figured it would be similar. But, I quickly realized some things were a little different.
I think I run the programs similar to how my youth group was growing up. I knew I would have the actual youth group time, special events, and also times I would have to focus on a youth who is struggling. It's about building relationships with them so they are willing to let me guide them to a relationship with God. I love everything about it all! Yes, there are days that are tougher than others. But, even those days are rewarding because I know there is a purpose to everything I do. And, I have learned that even the moments I think they aren't paying attention, they are- usually those are the moments I find out later really had an impact on someone.
But, what I didn't expect- and what I have loved- is building relationships with the parents! Having most of my experience as a youth myself, I never realized that aspect of it. And, now, I am really enjoying the friendships I have with so many wonderful people who are trying to raise their teens to live a life with God. I feel a sense of connection with them as we share together through the good times and the not so good times of our youth growing up. I feel like we are working together because we both have the same goals.And, I feel so blessed that parents allow me to be a part of their teens lives.
Even though it has started with the connection of the youth, I now have parents that I can call my friends outside of that parent/ youth leader relationship. And, to me that is such a blessing since I'm not usually one to have a ton of close friends. In the last week, I've had several occasions that afterwards I've thought to myself that this wouldn't have happened if God hadn't put me here a few years ago. But, now, here I am. And, I'm surrounded by people who I love and who love me- youth and parents.
1 John 4:11
Dear friends, if God loved us this way, we also ought to love each other.
Blessings,
Jennifer
I think I run the programs similar to how my youth group was growing up. I knew I would have the actual youth group time, special events, and also times I would have to focus on a youth who is struggling. It's about building relationships with them so they are willing to let me guide them to a relationship with God. I love everything about it all! Yes, there are days that are tougher than others. But, even those days are rewarding because I know there is a purpose to everything I do. And, I have learned that even the moments I think they aren't paying attention, they are- usually those are the moments I find out later really had an impact on someone.
But, what I didn't expect- and what I have loved- is building relationships with the parents! Having most of my experience as a youth myself, I never realized that aspect of it. And, now, I am really enjoying the friendships I have with so many wonderful people who are trying to raise their teens to live a life with God. I feel a sense of connection with them as we share together through the good times and the not so good times of our youth growing up. I feel like we are working together because we both have the same goals.And, I feel so blessed that parents allow me to be a part of their teens lives.
Even though it has started with the connection of the youth, I now have parents that I can call my friends outside of that parent/ youth leader relationship. And, to me that is such a blessing since I'm not usually one to have a ton of close friends. In the last week, I've had several occasions that afterwards I've thought to myself that this wouldn't have happened if God hadn't put me here a few years ago. But, now, here I am. And, I'm surrounded by people who I love and who love me- youth and parents.
1 John 4:11
Dear friends, if God loved us this way, we also ought to love each other.
Blessings,
Jennifer
Sunday, November 27, 2011
Weekend- Part 2
Yes, if you read part 1 you may have guessed part 2. I treated myself today. Then, my husband, who has been having back pain, stood over me and combed my hair for an hour. What a humbling experience! I'm not sure when the last time was that I felt so helpless and humble. It triggered something in me. And, suddenly a picture came into my head and I had to look up the scripture.
John 13: 12- 19
12 After he washed the disciples’ feet, he put on his robes and returned to his place at the table. He said to them, “Do you know what I’ve done for you? 13 You call me ‘Teacher’ and ‘Lord,’ and you speak correctly, because I am. 14 If I, your Lord and teacher, have washed your feet, you too must wash each other’s feet. 15 I have given you an example: just as I have done, you also must do. 16 I assure you, servants aren’t greater than their master, nor are those who are sent greater than the one who sent them. 17 Since you know these things, you will be happy if you do them. 18 I’m not speaking about all of you. I know those whom I’ve chosen. But this is to fulfill the scripture, The one who eats my bread has turned against me.[a]
19 “I’m telling you this now, before it happens, so that when it does happen you will believe that I Am. 20 I assure you that whoever receives someone I send receives me, and whoever receives me receives the one who sent me.”
In my head, I felt humbled as the disciples must have felt to have Jesus wash their feet. And, although the scripture talks about serving others, I looked at it differently this time. You see, my personality is one of serving others. In fact, a good friend said to me this morning that it's time I do something for myself. And, it's just really hard for me to do that- or to let someone else do something for me. So, today I didn't have a choice. And, it was good for me. Because after that, I had a better understanding of what the teen went through while I was taking care of her- of how hard it might be for others to accept me. And, I think that today will help me accept and offer help in a more understanding way.
So, where was God today? No, He didn't give me nits. But, He helped me see something from it that I needed to learn.
John 13:16
16 I assure you, servants aren’t greater than their master, nor are those who are sent greater than the one who sent them.
Blessings,
Jennifer
John 13: 12- 19
12 After he washed the disciples’ feet, he put on his robes and returned to his place at the table. He said to them, “Do you know what I’ve done for you? 13 You call me ‘Teacher’ and ‘Lord,’ and you speak correctly, because I am. 14 If I, your Lord and teacher, have washed your feet, you too must wash each other’s feet. 15 I have given you an example: just as I have done, you also must do. 16 I assure you, servants aren’t greater than their master, nor are those who are sent greater than the one who sent them. 17 Since you know these things, you will be happy if you do them. 18 I’m not speaking about all of you. I know those whom I’ve chosen. But this is to fulfill the scripture, The one who eats my bread has turned against me.[a]
19 “I’m telling you this now, before it happens, so that when it does happen you will believe that I Am. 20 I assure you that whoever receives someone I send receives me, and whoever receives me receives the one who sent me.”
In my head, I felt humbled as the disciples must have felt to have Jesus wash their feet. And, although the scripture talks about serving others, I looked at it differently this time. You see, my personality is one of serving others. In fact, a good friend said to me this morning that it's time I do something for myself. And, it's just really hard for me to do that- or to let someone else do something for me. So, today I didn't have a choice. And, it was good for me. Because after that, I had a better understanding of what the teen went through while I was taking care of her- of how hard it might be for others to accept me. And, I think that today will help me accept and offer help in a more understanding way.
So, where was God today? No, He didn't give me nits. But, He helped me see something from it that I needed to learn.
John 13:16
16 I assure you, servants aren’t greater than their master, nor are those who are sent greater than the one who sent them.
Blessings,
Jennifer
Weekend- Part 1
What a crazy, eye opening weekend! I was all excited to be taking one of my youth dress shopping for her first holiday dance! We picked up two others, another teen and a youth volunteer friend of mine. We headed to a local resale store that sells beautiful designer clothes at great prices. We had luck there last Easter so I was hoping for some luck this time. She found a few and tried them on. The first was ok. The second dress fit her beautifully. I saw it on her and knew it was the one! And, as a bonus, it matched the shoes we got last Easter so we got away with her outfit costing about $20! We were on a roll so I called her dad and asked about getting her hair cut since she needed that done before her dance.
So, off we went to the hair place. That's where our luck ran out. No haircut. Imagine our surprise when they told us she had nits! So, good thing we had money left and a month before the dance. I bought the treatment and we dropped off the other girl with us. And then the 3 of us went back to her house to deal with our new development. It was about 3pm when we started combing out her hair. It was about 2am when I finished. My friend left earlier after helping me for hours because she really needed to get home.
So, I guess the lessons I took from this are 1) as a youth director I should never know quite what to expect and 2) things are what we make them. When I told the teen what was happening, she was pretty freaked out. But, as the time went on, we had good conversation and lots of quality bonding time. We laughed and said "If it weren't for the lice, this would have been a great time!" So, looking at things from a glass half full perspective, life can be much easier.
And, where was God? He was in our conversations throughout the time we spent together- sharing, learning, and encouraging each other.
Blessings,
Jennifer
So, off we went to the hair place. That's where our luck ran out. No haircut. Imagine our surprise when they told us she had nits! So, good thing we had money left and a month before the dance. I bought the treatment and we dropped off the other girl with us. And then the 3 of us went back to her house to deal with our new development. It was about 3pm when we started combing out her hair. It was about 2am when I finished. My friend left earlier after helping me for hours because she really needed to get home.
So, I guess the lessons I took from this are 1) as a youth director I should never know quite what to expect and 2) things are what we make them. When I told the teen what was happening, she was pretty freaked out. But, as the time went on, we had good conversation and lots of quality bonding time. We laughed and said "If it weren't for the lice, this would have been a great time!" So, looking at things from a glass half full perspective, life can be much easier.
And, where was God? He was in our conversations throughout the time we spent together- sharing, learning, and encouraging each other.
Blessings,
Jennifer
Hope
Today was awesome! 8 of my youth were confirmed today. 4 of them were baptised today, also. Today starts the Advent season and this weeks focus is hope. These 8 young people have brought hope to me and to our congregations. As I stood up front with them- reading off their names, hearing them agree to their commitments to God and the church, and watching them be baptised, I could see the tears of joy in some of the people in our congregation and the smiles on others. This moment was a time for the youth to publicly share the commitments they have already made.
Sometimes I get frustrated because I wonder if the youth joining the church are doing it because their parents are making them or because they feel led to make a commitment themselves. This group was different. Although they didn't all have perfect attendance and sometimes they were a bit squirrely, they had all come to me at some point and asked about getting confirmed (except for one). Right at that moment when they asked me how to join the church, they had made a decision they wanted to be a part of the church. And, to me, that means everything!
And the one that hadn't asked before confirmation? He's the one that got to me- the one that brought me tears of joy this morning. A few years ago when I started, he wasn't my biggest fan. It wasn't that he didn't like me- it was that he's not big on change and I was a change to him. So, when confirmation class started and this college freshman was hanging out before class, I reminded him that we were about to start class. I figured he'd go off with the ones not doing the class this year due to age or already being confirmed. But, not so. He was there because he wanted to be baptised and join the church! What a blessing that he was finally ready! And because he had waited so long, I knew when he made the commitment that he was taking it seriously.
Back to hope! So, in this day and age, there are so many things keeping teens from being a part of a church- peer pressure, sports, families not going, etc. So, any time I see a teen making that commitment, it brings me hope. And, anytime the congregation sees that commitment, it brings them hope that they are a part of something that is growing!
Blessings,
Jennifer
Sometimes I get frustrated because I wonder if the youth joining the church are doing it because their parents are making them or because they feel led to make a commitment themselves. This group was different. Although they didn't all have perfect attendance and sometimes they were a bit squirrely, they had all come to me at some point and asked about getting confirmed (except for one). Right at that moment when they asked me how to join the church, they had made a decision they wanted to be a part of the church. And, to me, that means everything!
And the one that hadn't asked before confirmation? He's the one that got to me- the one that brought me tears of joy this morning. A few years ago when I started, he wasn't my biggest fan. It wasn't that he didn't like me- it was that he's not big on change and I was a change to him. So, when confirmation class started and this college freshman was hanging out before class, I reminded him that we were about to start class. I figured he'd go off with the ones not doing the class this year due to age or already being confirmed. But, not so. He was there because he wanted to be baptised and join the church! What a blessing that he was finally ready! And because he had waited so long, I knew when he made the commitment that he was taking it seriously.
Back to hope! So, in this day and age, there are so many things keeping teens from being a part of a church- peer pressure, sports, families not going, etc. So, any time I see a teen making that commitment, it brings me hope. And, anytime the congregation sees that commitment, it brings them hope that they are a part of something that is growing!
Blessings,
Jennifer
Thursday, November 24, 2011
Thanksgiving Silence
The house is quiet. The dog is sleeping. And, the dishes are done. You wouldn't have guessed that just a short time ago, this house was filled with giggles, talking, music, and energy! It was a wonderful day filled with family, friends, and food! And, underneath it all was the heart of it all- love and thankfulness for the blessings God has given each one of us. It was beautiful chaos at times. But, a day I treasure with people I treasure.
But, now in the beauty of silence I am overwhelmed by what God has given me. Sometimes, in the quiet, when I'm focusing on God, I feel as though He is wrapping His arms around me, comforting me. And, in this time, I feel God telling me it will all be ok. And in this moment, I am reminded of a favorite verse of mine.
"Be still and know that I am God." Psalm 46:10
After all, with all of the blessings God has given me so far, how could I ever think He would leave me now? So, as our family faces another possible health issue, I know God will see us through. God has blessed me with the amazing people He has put in my path to help me. With all of the love and support we have from family and friends, I know whatever happens, we won't be alone.
So, where is God? He's in my family and friends as I see His love for me through them.
"Be still and know that I am God." Psalm 46:10
Blessings,
Jennifer
But, now in the beauty of silence I am overwhelmed by what God has given me. Sometimes, in the quiet, when I'm focusing on God, I feel as though He is wrapping His arms around me, comforting me. And, in this time, I feel God telling me it will all be ok. And in this moment, I am reminded of a favorite verse of mine.
"Be still and know that I am God." Psalm 46:10
After all, with all of the blessings God has given me so far, how could I ever think He would leave me now? So, as our family faces another possible health issue, I know God will see us through. God has blessed me with the amazing people He has put in my path to help me. With all of the love and support we have from family and friends, I know whatever happens, we won't be alone.
So, where is God? He's in my family and friends as I see His love for me through them.
"Be still and know that I am God." Psalm 46:10
Blessings,
Jennifer
Happy Thanksgiving!
Happy Thanksgiving! There was a moment when I wasn't sure about that. After deciding that this year I was going to focus on Thanksgiving and all of the blessings God has given me, I was afraid that Thanksgiving Day was going to be a tough one. With my husband having health issues, it was looking more and more like I was going to have to choose between spending the holiday with my husband or with the rest of my family because he wouldn't be up to traveling. I was getting pretty bummed about it. And then I had an idea. I sent my sister a message and asked her if she could come here. She was fine with it and she called my mom, who was hosting the meal. My mom and dad got here yesterday afternoon with all of the meal preparations, including the centerpiece! I am very blessed that I can now spend more time with my parents and can celebrate the holiday with everyone, including my husband!
Another bonus is that Wednesday evening was an engagement party for my cousin's daughter, who I was a nanny for. My parents were not planing to go but since they were in town, they were able to go and see family, including my mom's brother from New York, who had not been well recently.
I had that moment of sadness, but God had a plan. And, as it turned out, it's even better than the original plan! My mom had gotten her baking done a day early. And, I should know by now to trust God and everything will be ok. That's what I'm holding onto during this holiday and while waiting to find out about my husband's health issues. His plan is better than ours! And, for that I'm very thankful!
Another bonus is that Wednesday evening was an engagement party for my cousin's daughter, who I was a nanny for. My parents were not planing to go but since they were in town, they were able to go and see family, including my mom's brother from New York, who had not been well recently.
I had that moment of sadness, but God had a plan. And, as it turned out, it's even better than the original plan! My mom had gotten her baking done a day early. And, I should know by now to trust God and everything will be ok. That's what I'm holding onto during this holiday and while waiting to find out about my husband's health issues. His plan is better than ours! And, for that I'm very thankful!
Tuesday, November 22, 2011
Seeds
I was tired tonight- not just tired... exhausted. I had bell choir rehearsal and then a class. I was so tired I was tempted to skip the class. But, I can't do it. It's just not in my makeup to not go to something if I commit to it. So, I went to rehearsal and then to the class.
And, I'm so glad I did! As it's been since the class began, I come home feeling excited and enlightened by what I've learned and by what we've discussed. Tonight was no different.
I believe tonight was the beginning of something I've felt I've wanted to see for awhile now. I see my youth group growing- both in numbers and in their faith. (I believe the second is more important) I see them hold each other accountable. I see them ask questions and discuss their beliefs. I see them sharing their faith with others both by inviting friends and by doing mission projects. And, lately I've been hoping to see that in small groups in our church. As I feel our church is growing in their faith, I think it's the perfect time to foster that with opportunities for more growth! But, although I've felt strongly about wanting this to happen, I also felt it wasn't me that needed to start it- for several reasons. So, tonight when it came up in class and I saw other people who want the same thing, I was excited. And then when our student pastor offered to help explore it further to see what we can create, I was really excited!
The other thing I've learned while taking this class is something I already knew. But, now I know why. I know I am where I'm supposed to be- that this is where God wants me and where I've been growing spiritually more than before. But, the more I learn about Methodism, the more I realize it's what I've believed all along. No wonder I walked in there and felt at home.
We also talked about an Emmaus walk. I know people who have done the Great Banquet, which is similar. I think this is something I'd really like to do.
So, where was God today? He was at my class planting seeds that I hope will grow into something amazing!
2 Thessalonians 1:3
[ Thanksgiving and encouragement ] Brothers and sisters, we must always thank God for you. This is only right because your faithfulness is growing by leaps and bounds, and the love that all of you have for each other is increasing.
Blessings,
Jennifer
And, I'm so glad I did! As it's been since the class began, I come home feeling excited and enlightened by what I've learned and by what we've discussed. Tonight was no different.
I believe tonight was the beginning of something I've felt I've wanted to see for awhile now. I see my youth group growing- both in numbers and in their faith. (I believe the second is more important) I see them hold each other accountable. I see them ask questions and discuss their beliefs. I see them sharing their faith with others both by inviting friends and by doing mission projects. And, lately I've been hoping to see that in small groups in our church. As I feel our church is growing in their faith, I think it's the perfect time to foster that with opportunities for more growth! But, although I've felt strongly about wanting this to happen, I also felt it wasn't me that needed to start it- for several reasons. So, tonight when it came up in class and I saw other people who want the same thing, I was excited. And then when our student pastor offered to help explore it further to see what we can create, I was really excited!
The other thing I've learned while taking this class is something I already knew. But, now I know why. I know I am where I'm supposed to be- that this is where God wants me and where I've been growing spiritually more than before. But, the more I learn about Methodism, the more I realize it's what I've believed all along. No wonder I walked in there and felt at home.
We also talked about an Emmaus walk. I know people who have done the Great Banquet, which is similar. I think this is something I'd really like to do.
So, where was God today? He was at my class planting seeds that I hope will grow into something amazing!
2 Thessalonians 1:3
[ Thanksgiving and encouragement ] Brothers and sisters, we must always thank God for you. This is only right because your faithfulness is growing by leaps and bounds, and the love that all of you have for each other is increasing.
Blessings,
Jennifer
Children
When I was younger- before I was married or had a child- I said I wanted 13 kids! People would look at me like I was crazy. In reality, I was blessed with one son. He was the only child God intended for me to have. There were times in my life that I wondered why that was God's plan.
As I was driving home from dinner with one of my youth, I realized something. I have more than 13 kids! All of my youth are a precious gift from God that He has entrusted me to love and to help nurture their spiritual growth. Once again, God knew what He was doing when I didn't.
Blessings,
Jennifer
As I was driving home from dinner with one of my youth, I realized something. I have more than 13 kids! All of my youth are a precious gift from God that He has entrusted me to love and to help nurture their spiritual growth. Once again, God knew what He was doing when I didn't.
Blessings,
Jennifer
Sunday, November 20, 2011
Thanksgiving Party
Tonight was our Thanksgiving party. Everyone was supposed to invite someone that had helped them along their spiritual journey so that they could thank them. Last Sunday, they made thank you cards and video recorded things they were thankful for.
We started out the evening by introducing everyone and sharing something special about them. Then, we ate dinner. I was worried we wouldn't have enough food. But, just as the loaves and fish was more than enough, we also ended up with leftovers! And, that's saying alot around a bunch of hungry teenagers!
Then, we went to the community Thanksgiving service. We filled 5 pews! What an awesome thing to share a time of Thanksgiving with the community and know that so many youth were there to be a part of it! Afterwards, we went back to the church. Last Sunday, they made thank you cards and video recorded things they were thankful for. So, we watched the video and everyone was moved by the tributes they shared. After a Thanksgiving game, it was candle time- which starts with 2 songs. As the first song started, several started singing and hugging or leaning on each other. By the end, more groups did the same. It was awesome to see the bonds that are forming, the connections to each other and to God that they are creating! We passed the candle and shared our prayer concerns and ended our evening with a prayer.
I guess I had to share the whole evening since I couldn't pick just one moment where God was present. He was there with us- and for that I'm very thankful!
Psalm 95:2
Let us come to him with thanksgiving. Let us sing psalms of praise to him.
Blessings,
Jennifer
We started out the evening by introducing everyone and sharing something special about them. Then, we ate dinner. I was worried we wouldn't have enough food. But, just as the loaves and fish was more than enough, we also ended up with leftovers! And, that's saying alot around a bunch of hungry teenagers!
Then, we went to the community Thanksgiving service. We filled 5 pews! What an awesome thing to share a time of Thanksgiving with the community and know that so many youth were there to be a part of it! Afterwards, we went back to the church. Last Sunday, they made thank you cards and video recorded things they were thankful for. So, we watched the video and everyone was moved by the tributes they shared. After a Thanksgiving game, it was candle time- which starts with 2 songs. As the first song started, several started singing and hugging or leaning on each other. By the end, more groups did the same. It was awesome to see the bonds that are forming, the connections to each other and to God that they are creating! We passed the candle and shared our prayer concerns and ended our evening with a prayer.
I guess I had to share the whole evening since I couldn't pick just one moment where God was present. He was there with us- and for that I'm very thankful!
Psalm 95:2
Let us come to him with thanksgiving. Let us sing psalms of praise to him.
Blessings,
Jennifer
Heaven
Baking cakes always reminds me of my grandma's house. That's where most of my cakes were made since most of them were for my son when he was little and we lived there then. So, today I'd like to share about her.
She and I were always close. When I was little, I vividly remember a time they were coming and I spent what seemed like hours waiting outside watching for their car to come down the street. And, as I got older, I came to admire her for so many reasons. She was loving and accepting and welcoming of all people. She had faith and a love of God that made her believe things were always going to be ok- and made me believe things were going to be ok. She made everyone around her feel as if they were special. Really, words can't do justice to the person she was. I could go on all day about her. But, I'll just share one story.
Near the end of her life, I spent as much time with her as I could- taking care of her but also absorbing everything I could from her wisdom and stories. She was most comfortable sleeping in her favorite recliner. So, I slept in the same room in a hospital bed that was meant for her (but she didn't like it). That way I could be right there if she needed anything. So, one night I woke up hearing sounds from her. I couldn't understand anything she was saying but she was definitely talking to someone. And then, I heard very clearly, "I'm not ready yet!" And, then nothing.
The next morning, when I brought her her breakfast, tea and toast with orange marmalade, she said to me "I had the craziest dream last night!" We somehow got interrupted and we never got back to that conversation. But, she did have the conversation with my mom. She was walking down a long path. As she kept walking, she noticed a bench up ahead. The closer she got to the bench, she realized there was a man sitting on the bench. An when she got there, it was my grandpa. She asked him what he was doing there. And, he replied, "I'm waiting for you. You know, we always do everything together."
I believe the last gift my grandma gave her family was the assurance of heaven, and that when we get there, it will be a beautiful place where we will be greeted by our loved ones.
Nehemiah 9:6
“You alone are the Lord. You made the skies and the heavens and all the stars. You made the earth and the seas and everything in them. You preserve them all, and the angels of heaven worship you.
Blessings,
Jennifer
She and I were always close. When I was little, I vividly remember a time they were coming and I spent what seemed like hours waiting outside watching for their car to come down the street. And, as I got older, I came to admire her for so many reasons. She was loving and accepting and welcoming of all people. She had faith and a love of God that made her believe things were always going to be ok- and made me believe things were going to be ok. She made everyone around her feel as if they were special. Really, words can't do justice to the person she was. I could go on all day about her. But, I'll just share one story.
Near the end of her life, I spent as much time with her as I could- taking care of her but also absorbing everything I could from her wisdom and stories. She was most comfortable sleeping in her favorite recliner. So, I slept in the same room in a hospital bed that was meant for her (but she didn't like it). That way I could be right there if she needed anything. So, one night I woke up hearing sounds from her. I couldn't understand anything she was saying but she was definitely talking to someone. And then, I heard very clearly, "I'm not ready yet!" And, then nothing.
The next morning, when I brought her her breakfast, tea and toast with orange marmalade, she said to me "I had the craziest dream last night!" We somehow got interrupted and we never got back to that conversation. But, she did have the conversation with my mom. She was walking down a long path. As she kept walking, she noticed a bench up ahead. The closer she got to the bench, she realized there was a man sitting on the bench. An when she got there, it was my grandpa. She asked him what he was doing there. And, he replied, "I'm waiting for you. You know, we always do everything together."
I believe the last gift my grandma gave her family was the assurance of heaven, and that when we get there, it will be a beautiful place where we will be greeted by our loved ones.
Nehemiah 9:6
“You alone are the Lord. You made the skies and the heavens and all the stars. You made the earth and the seas and everything in them. You preserve them all, and the angels of heaven worship you.
Blessings,
Jennifer
Saturday, November 19, 2011
Goal Achieved
I promise- this will be the last time... well, for this year at least! But, I have to share another shoebox story.
Thursday, I was getting ready to go shopping and buy items to fill 25 shoe boxes. I checked out the items people had left in my office to use for the extra boxes. Then, I had my list and was on my way. After completing the shopping, I still had money left!
As part of our Financial Peace lesson on giving, we filled the 25 boxes. When all was said and done, 25 shoe boxes were filled and I had enough money and stuff left for 15 more. That made my total 140 boxes!
Last year, we announced a goal of 50 for our first year. We ended up doing 100! This year, we didn't announce a goal, but I really wanted to do 150. So, although I was really happy with 140, I would have been happier with 150.
I went to pick my son up and ran into someone who had taken 2 empty boxes to fill. And, she told me she never had a chance to fill them and asked if there was still time to bring them in. I could tell she really wanted to, but she was going to be gone and I really didn't see how she was going to get them in. And, then she offered to write me a check instead. Since I had to shop for the last 15, I happily agreed. And, after calculating out what items I needed for the last boxes and figuring in the additional money, I had exactly enough to fill not 15, but 27 boxes! That made up for the 2 that weren't turned in and gave me a total of 150! Praise God!
23 Jesus said to him, “‘If you can do anything’? All things are possible for the one who has faith.”
Blessings,
Jennifer
Thursday, I was getting ready to go shopping and buy items to fill 25 shoe boxes. I checked out the items people had left in my office to use for the extra boxes. Then, I had my list and was on my way. After completing the shopping, I still had money left!
As part of our Financial Peace lesson on giving, we filled the 25 boxes. When all was said and done, 25 shoe boxes were filled and I had enough money and stuff left for 15 more. That made my total 140 boxes!
Last year, we announced a goal of 50 for our first year. We ended up doing 100! This year, we didn't announce a goal, but I really wanted to do 150. So, although I was really happy with 140, I would have been happier with 150.
I went to pick my son up and ran into someone who had taken 2 empty boxes to fill. And, she told me she never had a chance to fill them and asked if there was still time to bring them in. I could tell she really wanted to, but she was going to be gone and I really didn't see how she was going to get them in. And, then she offered to write me a check instead. Since I had to shop for the last 15, I happily agreed. And, after calculating out what items I needed for the last boxes and figuring in the additional money, I had exactly enough to fill not 15, but 27 boxes! That made up for the 2 that weren't turned in and gave me a total of 150! Praise God!
Mark 9:23
Common English Bible (CEB)
23 Jesus said to him, “‘If you can do anything’? All things are possible for the one who has faith.”
Blessings,
Jennifer
Thursday, November 17, 2011
Generation Change
Tonight was the last night for teaching Generation Change to my youth. It's part of the Financial Peace University program. So, I'd like to share how God has helped me to achieve Financial Peace.
This isn't some "get rich quick" scheme. It's a way to rethink how we use our money. Actually, it's a way to rethink what money is. the last lesson in the series is on giving. When I started the class, I could hardly pay my bills, let alone think about giving money away! But, by the end of the class, I had money in my savings and was paying bills off rapidly (with gazelle- like intensity is the phrase they use). So, by the last lesson, I was ready for hearing about giving because it was an actual possibility as opposed to 13 weeks prior to then.
So, here is what changed my whole view on giving. God has given us everything. He gave us life, He gave us the earth, he gave us our family and friends, everything! So, tithing isn't giving God 10% of what we have. Tithing is keeping 90% of what has given us! So, that's really not asking too much.
When I first started the class, Financial Peace was just the name of the class. But, now it's a state of mind. Now, I really realize why it's called Financial Peace- and what I need to do to achieve and maintain it. It really has changed my life!
As much as I got out of the "grown-up class" I took in January, I thoroughly enjoyed the youth class! It was more of a Bible study and we got into some really deep discussions that weren't part of the other class. I taught the class because I want the youth to not make the same mistakes I do. But, there was so much more to the youth version that it became so much more than just teaching them about money. And, as usual, the youth taught me as much as I taught them. They truly are a generation of change- and I can't wait to see what they become!
Matthew 6:19
[ Treasures in Heaven ] “Do not store up for yourselves treasures on earth, where moths and vermin destroy, and where thieves break in and steal.
Blessings,
Jennifer
This isn't some "get rich quick" scheme. It's a way to rethink how we use our money. Actually, it's a way to rethink what money is. the last lesson in the series is on giving. When I started the class, I could hardly pay my bills, let alone think about giving money away! But, by the end of the class, I had money in my savings and was paying bills off rapidly (with gazelle- like intensity is the phrase they use). So, by the last lesson, I was ready for hearing about giving because it was an actual possibility as opposed to 13 weeks prior to then.
So, here is what changed my whole view on giving. God has given us everything. He gave us life, He gave us the earth, he gave us our family and friends, everything! So, tithing isn't giving God 10% of what we have. Tithing is keeping 90% of what has given us! So, that's really not asking too much.
When I first started the class, Financial Peace was just the name of the class. But, now it's a state of mind. Now, I really realize why it's called Financial Peace- and what I need to do to achieve and maintain it. It really has changed my life!
As much as I got out of the "grown-up class" I took in January, I thoroughly enjoyed the youth class! It was more of a Bible study and we got into some really deep discussions that weren't part of the other class. I taught the class because I want the youth to not make the same mistakes I do. But, there was so much more to the youth version that it became so much more than just teaching them about money. And, as usual, the youth taught me as much as I taught them. They truly are a generation of change- and I can't wait to see what they become!
Matthew 6:19
[ Treasures in Heaven ] “Do not store up for yourselves treasures on earth, where moths and vermin destroy, and where thieves break in and steal.
Blessings,
Jennifer
Wednesday, November 16, 2011
Forgiveness
This afternoon didn't turn out how I planned. I delivered my shoe boxes that had been donated and planned to do the shopping for the other 25. I stopped at home to grab some lunch. While there, I decided to call my uncle since I'd been meaning to for a couple of weeks. Every year he directs the Messiah and I have to miss the first 2 rehearsals. So, I wanted to let him know. My aunt answered the phone and I gave her the message. And, then she told me he was in the hospital. I'd been wanting to call and check in with them lately since we live so close and don't see each other much. But, a hospital visit wasn't what I had planned. But, so be it. Off to the hospital I went.
While there, I enjoyed catching up with my aunt and uncle. He mentioned the same thing my dad did a few weeks back. I'm not sure if they talked or if that was his thought, too. Either way, it was great encouragement.
After awhile, he had a few visitors. One was the pastor at the church we both attended at one time. They left after I did and there were some hard feelings when they left. And even though she is a new pastor since they left, to see her walk in and to hear them talk like old friends was definitely God. After yesterday's thoughts and discussions on bitterness, this definitely impacted me. It's as if God is showing me all of the people who have let go- telling me it's not impossible.
And, I am feeling that to be the person I want to be- and to be the role model for the youth that I want to be- that I have to let go.
Matthew 18:21-22 "Should I forgive as many as seven times?”
22 Jesus said, “Not just seven times, but rather as many as seventy-seven times."
Blessings,
Jennifer
While there, I enjoyed catching up with my aunt and uncle. He mentioned the same thing my dad did a few weeks back. I'm not sure if they talked or if that was his thought, too. Either way, it was great encouragement.
After awhile, he had a few visitors. One was the pastor at the church we both attended at one time. They left after I did and there were some hard feelings when they left. And even though she is a new pastor since they left, to see her walk in and to hear them talk like old friends was definitely God. After yesterday's thoughts and discussions on bitterness, this definitely impacted me. It's as if God is showing me all of the people who have let go- telling me it's not impossible.
And, I am feeling that to be the person I want to be- and to be the role model for the youth that I want to be- that I have to let go.
Matthew 18:21-22 "Should I forgive as many as seven times?”
22 Jesus said, “Not just seven times, but rather as many as seventy-seven times."
Blessings,
Jennifer
Tuesday, November 15, 2011
Grace
Tonight was my Wesley class. I'm learning so much about how Methodism started and why Methodists believe the way they (we) do! I had learned the basics, but I'm actually enjoying delving deeper into it.
Tonight we talked about grace. And, with that topic in mind, the story of the prodigal son came up. Someone in the class mentioned what a struggle her husband has with that parable- to the point where he physically looks upset. When asked who he would be in the parable, she said he was the bitter older brother. And, that led us to an awesome miracle story. Another class member shared her experience with bitterness. It was when her close friend was getting a divorce and she ended up holding on to the bitterness for her friend's ex- husband even after her friend had let it go. And, then one day he was in the hospital 48 hours from death. She went with her friend for moral support. And, in that hospital room something my words cannot do justice happened. She asked the minister to pray because she felt they all needed healing. When she was alone with him while her friend and the minister stepped out, she held his hand and he said "I love you." And, right then, she had an epiphany- a realization that there should be no bitterness in her. And, she responded that she loved him, too. Her anger and bitterness that had been consuming her was released and she felt free! After that was when she found our church. She knew God had touched her life and she knew she wanted to connect more. If that wasn't amazing enough, the man ended up not dying and is alive and well 8 years later!
This story spoke to me. I know how bitterness can be consuming. I've seen it, I've felt it, and I've been consumed by it. And, most of the time now, I think it's not there. But, sometimes it creeps in when I least expect it. But, what a freedom I would feel to know for sure it's gone!
So, where was God today? I feel that story was something He wanted me to hear. Call it a reminder; call it a wakeup call. Some things just have to be let go. If I am happy with where I am, I have to be happy with where I've been and what I've been through to get me here. Luke 15:31-32
Jennifer
Tonight we talked about grace. And, with that topic in mind, the story of the prodigal son came up. Someone in the class mentioned what a struggle her husband has with that parable- to the point where he physically looks upset. When asked who he would be in the parable, she said he was the bitter older brother. And, that led us to an awesome miracle story. Another class member shared her experience with bitterness. It was when her close friend was getting a divorce and she ended up holding on to the bitterness for her friend's ex- husband even after her friend had let it go. And, then one day he was in the hospital 48 hours from death. She went with her friend for moral support. And, in that hospital room something my words cannot do justice happened. She asked the minister to pray because she felt they all needed healing. When she was alone with him while her friend and the minister stepped out, she held his hand and he said "I love you." And, right then, she had an epiphany- a realization that there should be no bitterness in her. And, she responded that she loved him, too. Her anger and bitterness that had been consuming her was released and she felt free! After that was when she found our church. She knew God had touched her life and she knew she wanted to connect more. If that wasn't amazing enough, the man ended up not dying and is alive and well 8 years later!
This story spoke to me. I know how bitterness can be consuming. I've seen it, I've felt it, and I've been consumed by it. And, most of the time now, I think it's not there. But, sometimes it creeps in when I least expect it. But, what a freedom I would feel to know for sure it's gone!
So, where was God today? I feel that story was something He wanted me to hear. Call it a reminder; call it a wakeup call. Some things just have to be let go. If I am happy with where I am, I have to be happy with where I've been and what I've been through to get me here. Luke 15:31-32
Common English Bible (CEB)
31 Then his father said, ‘Son, you are always with me, and everything I have is yours. 32 But we had to celebrate and be glad because this brother of yours was dead and is alive. He was lost and is found.’”
Blessings,Jennifer
Monday, November 14, 2011
My Gifts
This afternoon, I got a text from one of my youth. She asked if we could chat. It seems she was invited to a party this weekend- a no parents, alcohol included party. And, she wanted to know my thoughts about it. Of course, she probably already knew what to do. And, I gave her the "answer with a question" routine so that she would have to come to her own final decision. While chatting with her, I got a phone call about another teen who is being bullied at school. I've been talking to her about this and I'm thinking things are getting better for her.
But, two thoughts come to mind about all of this. 1) Being a teenager is rough! There are so many twists and turns that it's hard to know which path to take. 2) I am blessed that somehow in this crazy world I have been given the gift of being able to help guide them! And, they trust me.
Years ago, I remember trying to relate to teens and feeling pretty awkward at it. And, somehow, all of the sudden, I knew that I wanted to go into youth ministry and I became able to connect with them. I definitely can't say that's because of me because if it was up to me, I'd still be the awkward one! Sometimes, it's just overwhelming for me when I realize how my life has changed in the last few years. And, it's also overwhelming sometimes when I realize what a gift God has given me by giving me the opportunity to help guide His children along their spiritual journey.
So, where is God today? He's in my conversations with the youth. And, I know that because He is becoming a part of their lives. And, I am so grateful that He has given me the gifts to help them and that He is using me!
God has given each of you a gift from his great variety of spiritual gifts. Use them well to serve one another.
1 Peter 4:9-11
Blessings,
Jennifer
But, two thoughts come to mind about all of this. 1) Being a teenager is rough! There are so many twists and turns that it's hard to know which path to take. 2) I am blessed that somehow in this crazy world I have been given the gift of being able to help guide them! And, they trust me.
Years ago, I remember trying to relate to teens and feeling pretty awkward at it. And, somehow, all of the sudden, I knew that I wanted to go into youth ministry and I became able to connect with them. I definitely can't say that's because of me because if it was up to me, I'd still be the awkward one! Sometimes, it's just overwhelming for me when I realize how my life has changed in the last few years. And, it's also overwhelming sometimes when I realize what a gift God has given me by giving me the opportunity to help guide His children along their spiritual journey.
So, where is God today? He's in my conversations with the youth. And, I know that because He is becoming a part of their lives. And, I am so grateful that He has given me the gifts to help them and that He is using me!
God has given each of you a gift from his great variety of spiritual gifts. Use them well to serve one another.
1 Peter 4:9-11
Blessings,
Jennifer
Sunday, November 13, 2011
Fatherhood
It's Sunday- hard to choose what to write about on Sunday's. It's the easy day since I'm surrounded by Him in the people and places on Sunday mornings.
This morning started out with our first STF gathering. It was sweet and simple- youth and adults sharing their joys and concerns with each other. God was there smiling at the beginings of something great!
My youth class is student led. Each week, a youth volunteers to lead a class focused on a movie clip and how it related to God and christianity. It has been so exciting to watch as the youth learn and grow and then share their faith and love for God! Today, the youth brought up so many good discussion topics I think we could have 2 months of classes from todays clips! And it's so exciting to watch them relate life today with God and christianity. Hopefully, it makes it easier when they are experiencing things to be able to rely on what they have learned.
So, those were bits of God sightings.
And, here is one I'll close with.
After church, a group of us were chatting and discussing parenting. Two men started discussing fatherhood. And, it seems they both look to the other and admire them as fathers. As they shared with each other, it was evident that God was there- that He was in their lives helping them to be the fathers of Christian daughters. Two men who walked different paths are now on the same road raising their children to be children of God. One of the father's shared that the other had been a great guide to him at one point. And the other responded with telling him that was an answer to prayer- that everyday he prays for God to use him as a tool. And so, in that moment, God was telling each of them how important they are to Him and to each other. He put them along the same path for a reason- to encourage each other and to partner in helping share God's message with the youth.
Proverbs 22:6
Train children in the way they should go; when they grow old, they won’t depart from it.
Blessings,
Jennifer
This morning started out with our first STF gathering. It was sweet and simple- youth and adults sharing their joys and concerns with each other. God was there smiling at the beginings of something great!
My youth class is student led. Each week, a youth volunteers to lead a class focused on a movie clip and how it related to God and christianity. It has been so exciting to watch as the youth learn and grow and then share their faith and love for God! Today, the youth brought up so many good discussion topics I think we could have 2 months of classes from todays clips! And it's so exciting to watch them relate life today with God and christianity. Hopefully, it makes it easier when they are experiencing things to be able to rely on what they have learned.
So, those were bits of God sightings.
And, here is one I'll close with.
After church, a group of us were chatting and discussing parenting. Two men started discussing fatherhood. And, it seems they both look to the other and admire them as fathers. As they shared with each other, it was evident that God was there- that He was in their lives helping them to be the fathers of Christian daughters. Two men who walked different paths are now on the same road raising their children to be children of God. One of the father's shared that the other had been a great guide to him at one point. And the other responded with telling him that was an answer to prayer- that everyday he prays for God to use him as a tool. And so, in that moment, God was telling each of them how important they are to Him and to each other. He put them along the same path for a reason- to encourage each other and to partner in helping share God's message with the youth.
Proverbs 22:6
Train children in the way they should go; when they grow old, they won’t depart from it.
Blessings,
Jennifer
Boxes, Shopping, Shipping
I fell asleep last night before I had a chance to write. So, here's Saturday's post. Actually, I'm kind of glad because now I can give you even more updated info.
Yesterday, I was at the church for a short time. I walked into my office and saw boxes everywhere! I was so excited! Why? Because each shoebox is someone saying "I love you and I want to share with you that God loves, too! I want you to know who He is so I'm giving you this gift!" Operation Christmas Child is a ministry that sends shoeboxes to countries where people don't have money to even receive gifts- and most of them have never heard of God or Jesus. Through these shoeboxes, people are able to spread God's love and share God's message with the children. And, last year we set a goal for our church to collect 50 shoeboxes. We collected 100! This year, I bought 100 boxes for people to fill. And, they keep pouring in! I was pretty short on the shipping cost. But, I've learned not to worry. And, today, we exceeded the shipping cost by alot! That means we have more money to go buy more stuff to fill more boxes!
So, throughout this mission project, I have seen God in the excitement in those who have brought in their boxes, those who weren't able to shop but were generous in giving for shipping, and in the youth who have been collecting things during Sunday morning's.
And, I know God will be with the boxes as they go where they need to go to share His message of love and hope.
Blessings,
Jennifer
Yesterday, I was at the church for a short time. I walked into my office and saw boxes everywhere! I was so excited! Why? Because each shoebox is someone saying "I love you and I want to share with you that God loves, too! I want you to know who He is so I'm giving you this gift!" Operation Christmas Child is a ministry that sends shoeboxes to countries where people don't have money to even receive gifts- and most of them have never heard of God or Jesus. Through these shoeboxes, people are able to spread God's love and share God's message with the children. And, last year we set a goal for our church to collect 50 shoeboxes. We collected 100! This year, I bought 100 boxes for people to fill. And, they keep pouring in! I was pretty short on the shipping cost. But, I've learned not to worry. And, today, we exceeded the shipping cost by alot! That means we have more money to go buy more stuff to fill more boxes!
So, throughout this mission project, I have seen God in the excitement in those who have brought in their boxes, those who weren't able to shop but were generous in giving for shipping, and in the youth who have been collecting things during Sunday morning's.
And, I know God will be with the boxes as they go where they need to go to share His message of love and hope.
Blessings,
Jennifer
Saturday, November 12, 2011
Faith
It's 6am. I fell asleep early last night before I had a chance to write. So, I woke up this morning thinking about what to write. It wasn't one of the best days ever- although we got a better than expected health report about my husband that I am thanking God for! And, some awesome things happened. But, it was one of those nagging, get you down kind of days that just leave a person exhausted. And so I woke up this morning thinking about it.
And, what immediately popped into my head is this- that was the kind of day that faith comes in. Nothing glared out at me that said "God is here!" But, He was. And, those are the days when faith is something to cling to. Because, God is always here- even if we don't see Him or feel Him. Faith is trusting that He's here next to us to comfort us when we don't know what's coming next. He's taken care of me in the past and I am sure He will continue.
And, what immediately popped into my head is this- that was the kind of day that faith comes in. Nothing glared out at me that said "God is here!" But, He was. And, those are the days when faith is something to cling to. Because, God is always here- even if we don't see Him or feel Him. Faith is trusting that He's here next to us to comfort us when we don't know what's coming next. He's taken care of me in the past and I am sure He will continue.
Joshua 1:9
New Living Translation (NLT)
9 This is my command—be strong and courageous! Do not be afraid or discouraged. For the Lord your God is with you wherever you go.”
Blessings,
Jennifer
Thursday, November 10, 2011
Bottle of Coke
Tonight is going to be short since I've had a long day and am exhausted! It's also been not one of my better days. I know we all have them. But, I usually look at the positive side of things but today I fully realize I'm looking at the negative, scary side.
A song kept running through my head this afternoon. It's a very catchy tune and it's one of those songs that whenever you hear it it's stuck in your head. It's Philippians 4: 6-7. And, even with it running through my head, I couldn't shale the anxious, scared feeling. Rationally, I know God's plan will make things ok. But, in this very instant, I don't feel like it's ok.
So, in the midst of this, where was God? Tonight, He was in a bottle of Coke that a friend randomly brought me just because, He was in the hugs from the youth, the sweet words of appreciation from a youth, and the listening ears from friends. And, that's when I realize all of the people in my life that weren't here when we went through everything a few years ago that I now have to lean on, to encourage me, and to be strong for to keep on going. So, whatever we find out tomorrow- or next week- I know God has put people in my path to bless my life.
Philippians 4:6-7
A song kept running through my head this afternoon. It's a very catchy tune and it's one of those songs that whenever you hear it it's stuck in your head. It's Philippians 4: 6-7. And, even with it running through my head, I couldn't shale the anxious, scared feeling. Rationally, I know God's plan will make things ok. But, in this very instant, I don't feel like it's ok.
So, in the midst of this, where was God? Tonight, He was in a bottle of Coke that a friend randomly brought me just because, He was in the hugs from the youth, the sweet words of appreciation from a youth, and the listening ears from friends. And, that's when I realize all of the people in my life that weren't here when we went through everything a few years ago that I now have to lean on, to encourage me, and to be strong for to keep on going. So, whatever we find out tomorrow- or next week- I know God has put people in my path to bless my life.
Philippians 4:6-7
New Living Translation (NLT)
6 Don’t worry about anything; instead, pray about everything. Tell God what you need, and thank him for all he has done. 7 Then you will experience God’s peace, which exceeds anything we can understand. His peace will guard your hearts and minds as you live in Christ Jesus.
Blessings,
Jennifer
Blessings,
Jennifer
Wednesday, November 9, 2011
Confirmation
Tonight was the second to last confirmation class. It's always an interesting time. There is such a random mix of people in a confirmation class. This time around, the group all participate in some other church activities. I'm really happy about that because I feel they're in the class for the right reasons- they want to learn more about God and the church and they want to be active participants. But, sometimes I wonder what they're thinking- if they're really just going through the motions because they think they have to- thinking it's just the next thing they have to accomplish.
So, tonight I'll share about one of the girls in the class- and where I hope God is working. She comes to Wednesday night programs and this year started attending youth group pretty regularly, too. She's a thinker- a free spirit. She doesn't have facebook or a phone- not because she's not allowed to but because she doesn't want one. And for the last few weeks, when we mention baptism she has said she's not sure about getting baptised. Tonight, when we told her that she had to be baptised to be confirmed, she was surprised and unsure about it. And, it really made me stop and think. Because, if she's unsure, that means she's taking this commitment seriously. And, if she's struggling, she is looking for a deeper understanding of God that she can commit her life to. So, maybe she's not ready yet, but it's awesome that she's not just "going with the flow" and doing what the other 9 are doing because she thinks she should. I know that as she continues to struggle with questions, God will be there, and I believe He will put the right people in her path to help her through that. And, I know that when she makes that decision, it will be from her heart and she will be committed to a life with God!
Galatians 3:27
And all who have been united with Christ in baptism have put on Christ, like putting on new clothes.
Blessings,
Jennifer
So, tonight I'll share about one of the girls in the class- and where I hope God is working. She comes to Wednesday night programs and this year started attending youth group pretty regularly, too. She's a thinker- a free spirit. She doesn't have facebook or a phone- not because she's not allowed to but because she doesn't want one. And for the last few weeks, when we mention baptism she has said she's not sure about getting baptised. Tonight, when we told her that she had to be baptised to be confirmed, she was surprised and unsure about it. And, it really made me stop and think. Because, if she's unsure, that means she's taking this commitment seriously. And, if she's struggling, she is looking for a deeper understanding of God that she can commit her life to. So, maybe she's not ready yet, but it's awesome that she's not just "going with the flow" and doing what the other 9 are doing because she thinks she should. I know that as she continues to struggle with questions, God will be there, and I believe He will put the right people in her path to help her through that. And, I know that when she makes that decision, it will be from her heart and she will be committed to a life with God!
Galatians 3:27
And all who have been united with Christ in baptism have put on Christ, like putting on new clothes.
Blessings,
Jennifer
Tuesday, November 8, 2011
Ok- I get it!
Sometimes I do things and I feel very silly. I'm guessing it's part of God's sense of humor. But lately I've been thinking that as part of my goal to take more time to focus on my own spiritual development, devotion time, and prayer, that I should find a prayer partner. It's one of the areas of my life that I have seen and felt powerful things from. But, my consistency in prayer is not always what I want it to be. And, I think that having a partner to encourage me and hold me accountable- as well as knowing someone else is counting on me to do the same. So, shortly after that idea came to me, so did the person. Actually, I'm not sure when. It may have been at the same time. But, anyway, I felt strongly that I needed to ask this person to be my prayer partner. What makes me think this was God's idea? Well, I hardly know this person. She goes to a different service than I regularly attend, she isn't involved with the youth, and we have typically not crossed each other's paths until recently when we were in the same Bible study and now in another class together. So, even though I felt strongly led, I was not anxious to jump into it.
Then tonight at class, we talked about the importance of a prayer life and also mentioned prayer partners being a good thing. And then a few were chatting after class- including this person. I was thinking to myself that maybe that was my nudge to talk to her so I was hanging around waiting for their conversation to end. I was also thinking to myself that I'd probably sound crazy and maybe that's just not something she would want to do. Maybe she's not a big prayer person? And just then she happened to mention how she and her husband pray together every night! Ok, God, I get it!
So, I asked her if she would be willing to be my prayer partner and she seemed very willing to do it. I was hoping she would know exactly what to do next but it was something she'd obviously never been asked. So, I guess we'll figure it out together. I'm wondering where this step will lead!
Then tonight at class, we talked about the importance of a prayer life and also mentioned prayer partners being a good thing. And then a few were chatting after class- including this person. I was thinking to myself that maybe that was my nudge to talk to her so I was hanging around waiting for their conversation to end. I was also thinking to myself that I'd probably sound crazy and maybe that's just not something she would want to do. Maybe she's not a big prayer person? And just then she happened to mention how she and her husband pray together every night! Ok, God, I get it!
So, I asked her if she would be willing to be my prayer partner and she seemed very willing to do it. I was hoping she would know exactly what to do next but it was something she'd obviously never been asked. So, I guess we'll figure it out together. I'm wondering where this step will lead!
Colossians 4:2 New Living Translation (NLT)
An Encouragement for Prayer
2 Devote yourselves to prayer with an alert mind and a thankful heart.
Blessings,
Jennifer
Monday, November 7, 2011
ATF
Yesterday, I had to share about the evening events because I wanted to write them down while they were still fresh in my mind. So, now let me take a step back and share about our youth weekend event!
I left town with hopes of what might happen. I went with expectations of what would take place. But, it always becomes evident that God knows better than I do who needs to hear what at an event like this.
16 of us attended- 4 adults, 2 college students, and 10 youth. Several of the youth have been struggling lately so I was hoping this would help them gain focus and get more in touch with God and steer them in the right path. Near the end of the event, I was next to one of them. And, as the music we'd been singing for the 2 days went on, and the crowd of 2800 people stood singing, I felt led to sit down and just put my arms around this boy. And, in that moment, it was as if God's love was pouring out through me onto him. And, then I finally heard him singing the words, too. When I came home, I found out someone else had posted prayers for him on facebook. And, it was evident that, slow but sure, they are working. The next day, he was at church early and sat in the front row.
That was one of my hopes. One of God's hopes was something I found out later.
As we were eating dinner, there was an issue which angered one of the boys who has some anger issues. I wasn't right there but one of my volunteers was. And, I honestly can't tell you what happened in the minutes that followed. He held him and talked to him as I talked to the other person involved. But, somehow out of that, something became more clear for the volunteer. He went there expecting to see the youth encouraged and become closer to God, but God wanted him to be encouraged and closer to God. I'm not sure what happened or what will come of it. But, I know God has something great in mind and I'm excited to see His plan unfold!
Blessings,
Jennifer
I left town with hopes of what might happen. I went with expectations of what would take place. But, it always becomes evident that God knows better than I do who needs to hear what at an event like this.
16 of us attended- 4 adults, 2 college students, and 10 youth. Several of the youth have been struggling lately so I was hoping this would help them gain focus and get more in touch with God and steer them in the right path. Near the end of the event, I was next to one of them. And, as the music we'd been singing for the 2 days went on, and the crowd of 2800 people stood singing, I felt led to sit down and just put my arms around this boy. And, in that moment, it was as if God's love was pouring out through me onto him. And, then I finally heard him singing the words, too. When I came home, I found out someone else had posted prayers for him on facebook. And, it was evident that, slow but sure, they are working. The next day, he was at church early and sat in the front row.
That was one of my hopes. One of God's hopes was something I found out later.
As we were eating dinner, there was an issue which angered one of the boys who has some anger issues. I wasn't right there but one of my volunteers was. And, I honestly can't tell you what happened in the minutes that followed. He held him and talked to him as I talked to the other person involved. But, somehow out of that, something became more clear for the volunteer. He went there expecting to see the youth encouraged and become closer to God, but God wanted him to be encouraged and closer to God. I'm not sure what happened or what will come of it. But, I know God has something great in mind and I'm excited to see His plan unfold!
Blessings,
Jennifer
Sunday, November 6, 2011
STF
Tonight I was tired! After a weekend at a youth event and a lack of sleep, tonight's plan was to play games at youth group. Before the game, I wanted to do our weekly "candle time"- singing songs and a prayer sharing time. And, I thought those that went to the youth event would be bubbling with things to share about the event. So, it was time to start and I was excited because I had bought the CD with music from the weekend. Unfortunately, I didn't have the words right and the music just wasn't as inspiring as it had been all weekend. So, we went on to sharing and candle time.
After that, it was game time. It's one of the typical youth group games where the youth run around in a dark church and hunt for things while someone tries to tag them. Unfortunately, a girl got hurt and we had to end the game an hour early. So, we all gathered, I said a prayer for the girl, and off she went to get an x-ray of her foot. So, now what? They were all set for games and fun tonight. What was my back-up plan? Hmmm... Well, we just got a pool table donated so I decided it was a good chance to try it out. So, we went to the youth house to just hang out- with options of pool, air hockey, Foosball, or the pinball machine we had donated last week. Sounds like the perfect plan for teens- what more could they ask for?
And, that's where God came in!
I walked by several girls and heard them say "Let's just pray for the last hour!" So, my dream of having one of the rooms in the house become a prayer room became a reality tonight. I invited them to go in there and then went around to make sure everyone else was under control. And then, I couldn't help myself. I had to go in. And, here were three girls holding hands and praying for the girl who had gotten injured. They were lifting her up in prayer, sharing how they loved her and how they wanted God to comfort her. And, it went on from there. They started praising God for the amazing things He has done in their lives, praying that others will realize the amazing things He could do in their lives, and how He can help those who need help. Their words just flowed out- they were all so excited to just be praying and praising! And, they they shared about how their lives needed to be- that church and youth group was fun but that this is what it's really all about- not just fun and games- and that youth group is about God and the relationships with each other and that they can depend on each other like family. There were hugs, there were tears from all of us- the tears of pure joy from a moment we realize doesn't happen often- the tears that come when a girl says I feel God in here right now! And, what was awesome was that I didn't say a word. It wasn't about what I had to say- it was about what they had to share with each other. I was just a bystander taking in all that I could of the moment.
And, then one of the girls said "let's go invite the others to come in here," and I started to say no. But, then I realized that was selfish of me to not want to change the moment. So, luckily I stopped myself. And they went out to invite others. And, two more came in to pray with us. And, then they realized this shouldn't be a one time thing. They didn't want this to just end either. So, they decided to start a weekly prayer group. And, so next Sunday, STF will be meeting. The event they went to was called Acquire the Fire. So, they named the group Spread the Fire.
God is amazing!
Matthew 18:20 For where two or three come together in my name, there am I with them."
Blessings,
Jennifer
After that, it was game time. It's one of the typical youth group games where the youth run around in a dark church and hunt for things while someone tries to tag them. Unfortunately, a girl got hurt and we had to end the game an hour early. So, we all gathered, I said a prayer for the girl, and off she went to get an x-ray of her foot. So, now what? They were all set for games and fun tonight. What was my back-up plan? Hmmm... Well, we just got a pool table donated so I decided it was a good chance to try it out. So, we went to the youth house to just hang out- with options of pool, air hockey, Foosball, or the pinball machine we had donated last week. Sounds like the perfect plan for teens- what more could they ask for?
And, that's where God came in!
I walked by several girls and heard them say "Let's just pray for the last hour!" So, my dream of having one of the rooms in the house become a prayer room became a reality tonight. I invited them to go in there and then went around to make sure everyone else was under control. And then, I couldn't help myself. I had to go in. And, here were three girls holding hands and praying for the girl who had gotten injured. They were lifting her up in prayer, sharing how they loved her and how they wanted God to comfort her. And, it went on from there. They started praising God for the amazing things He has done in their lives, praying that others will realize the amazing things He could do in their lives, and how He can help those who need help. Their words just flowed out- they were all so excited to just be praying and praising! And, they they shared about how their lives needed to be- that church and youth group was fun but that this is what it's really all about- not just fun and games- and that youth group is about God and the relationships with each other and that they can depend on each other like family. There were hugs, there were tears from all of us- the tears of pure joy from a moment we realize doesn't happen often- the tears that come when a girl says I feel God in here right now! And, what was awesome was that I didn't say a word. It wasn't about what I had to say- it was about what they had to share with each other. I was just a bystander taking in all that I could of the moment.
And, then one of the girls said "let's go invite the others to come in here," and I started to say no. But, then I realized that was selfish of me to not want to change the moment. So, luckily I stopped myself. And they went out to invite others. And, two more came in to pray with us. And, then they realized this shouldn't be a one time thing. They didn't want this to just end either. So, they decided to start a weekly prayer group. And, so next Sunday, STF will be meeting. The event they went to was called Acquire the Fire. So, they named the group Spread the Fire.
God is amazing!
Matthew 18:20 For where two or three come together in my name, there am I with them."
Blessings,
Jennifer
Thursday, November 3, 2011
Conversation
(I'm writing twice today since I probably won't be able to while I'm away tomorrow- I'm sure I'll have lots to share when I get back!)
So, today is "Thank a Youthworker Day". I'm pretty sure the only people that know that are youthworkers. And, the ones I know don't expect thanks either. But, it gives me a chance to tell you about someone special. Lately I've shared about my influences growing up, my partner in crime who works with the younger kids, and random others. But, today I want to thank the person who encouraged me to be a youth worker. If it wasn't for her, I wouldn't be the person I am today.
I remember it vividly. I was working at my other job and ran into her at a store. She was volunteering with the youth, trying to keep it together while the church was without a youth leader. And, we started talking. I'm not sure how long our conversation was (probably longer than I should have been stopping to talk ;) ) but I remember how she encouraged me to consider taking a part-time position as youth leader. At the church I'd been at before, I had been discouraged because the pastor didn't consider me since I didn't have a college degree. So, before my conversation with this person, I felt inadequate and unworthy of taking on that role even though it was a dream of mine- something I'd felt called to do for several years.
And so, whether she knows it or not, that day- that conversation- changed my life. And, I am blessed because of it and her. And, I know that moment in time was all part of God's plan. Because this is where I'm supposed to be right now.
(I know- you've heard this one already... but it's my favorite!)
Jeremiah 29:11
For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.
So, thank you!
Blessings,
Jennifer
So, today is "Thank a Youthworker Day". I'm pretty sure the only people that know that are youthworkers. And, the ones I know don't expect thanks either. But, it gives me a chance to tell you about someone special. Lately I've shared about my influences growing up, my partner in crime who works with the younger kids, and random others. But, today I want to thank the person who encouraged me to be a youth worker. If it wasn't for her, I wouldn't be the person I am today.
I remember it vividly. I was working at my other job and ran into her at a store. She was volunteering with the youth, trying to keep it together while the church was without a youth leader. And, we started talking. I'm not sure how long our conversation was (probably longer than I should have been stopping to talk ;) ) but I remember how she encouraged me to consider taking a part-time position as youth leader. At the church I'd been at before, I had been discouraged because the pastor didn't consider me since I didn't have a college degree. So, before my conversation with this person, I felt inadequate and unworthy of taking on that role even though it was a dream of mine- something I'd felt called to do for several years.
And so, whether she knows it or not, that day- that conversation- changed my life. And, I am blessed because of it and her. And, I know that moment in time was all part of God's plan. Because this is where I'm supposed to be right now.
(I know- you've heard this one already... but it's my favorite!)
Jeremiah 29:11
For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.
So, thank you!
Blessings,
Jennifer
Choices
Tonight my heart is breaking. I have a lost sheep that needs to come home. He's crying out for attention, love, and acceptance. Unfortunately, he thinks he can get it from two places- the church and a gang. And so, today he came into the church all beaten up. He said they respect his desire to be a part of the church and that he'll never have to do anything bad- this just goes to show the naivety he has and the lies he's been told.
So, where is God in that? Why does God let people go down the wrong path? That's a common question people ask me. But, since He gave us free will, I feel like we have that choice to go either way. And, I think He is saddened by some of our choices, too. I think of it best this way. Recently, my pastor gave a sermon about the wedding feast when nobody showed up and so anyone in the street was invited. And, the pastor associated that to how God might feel. He invites us to be His and sometimes people shows up and sometimes they don't.
So, where is God in all of this? He showed up 18 years ago when I was going down a different path. And, I'm sure He was saddened by the choices I was making. But, as time went on He never gave up on me. And, through the years He taught me through the people He put in my path. So, now I know that the hard times I went through are all worth it if it is something I can use to help others. And so, this weekend while at a youth weekend, I'll share with this teen about some of those times. And, I pray that God will be there opening this teens eyes and heart to clearly see which path to choose. I'm asking you to pray for our trip this weekend, for our teens, for our adult volunteers, and for my conversation.
Blessings,
Jennifer
So, where is God in that? Why does God let people go down the wrong path? That's a common question people ask me. But, since He gave us free will, I feel like we have that choice to go either way. And, I think He is saddened by some of our choices, too. I think of it best this way. Recently, my pastor gave a sermon about the wedding feast when nobody showed up and so anyone in the street was invited. And, the pastor associated that to how God might feel. He invites us to be His and sometimes people shows up and sometimes they don't.
So, where is God in all of this? He showed up 18 years ago when I was going down a different path. And, I'm sure He was saddened by the choices I was making. But, as time went on He never gave up on me. And, through the years He taught me through the people He put in my path. So, now I know that the hard times I went through are all worth it if it is something I can use to help others. And so, this weekend while at a youth weekend, I'll share with this teen about some of those times. And, I pray that God will be there opening this teens eyes and heart to clearly see which path to choose. I'm asking you to pray for our trip this weekend, for our teens, for our adult volunteers, and for my conversation.
Blessings,
Jennifer
Wednesday, November 2, 2011
Spark
"It only takes a spark, to get a fire going. And soon all those around, can warm up in it's glowing." (Pass It On) That's a song I remember my grandpa playing when I was young. And, it remains one of my favorites. So, it's been running through my head today as I've been seeing it in action.
Last week, I talked about my plan to write something I'm thankful for everyday on facebook from now until Thanksgiving. On Sunday, I used it as part of my lesson- explaining that technology can be used for good or evil. And, as Christians, we should use it to spread the message of God's love and to share our faith. So, I challenged them to join me in the "Thanksgiving Facebook Challenge." And, when I got home and saw some new facebook statuses, I was happy. But, what has been really great is watching it grow! And, now I'm seeing people from all over sharing their blessings on facebook! And, I'm guessing as they share, others that I don't even know are picking up on it!
So. it makes me stop and realize that in so many ways, we can make a difference. Because people are watching. And, if we all work together, it doesn't have to be impossible!
7 So the word of God spread. The number of disciples in Jerusalem increased rapidly, and a large number of priests became obedient to the faith.
Blessings,
Jennifer
Last week, I talked about my plan to write something I'm thankful for everyday on facebook from now until Thanksgiving. On Sunday, I used it as part of my lesson- explaining that technology can be used for good or evil. And, as Christians, we should use it to spread the message of God's love and to share our faith. So, I challenged them to join me in the "Thanksgiving Facebook Challenge." And, when I got home and saw some new facebook statuses, I was happy. But, what has been really great is watching it grow! And, now I'm seeing people from all over sharing their blessings on facebook! And, I'm guessing as they share, others that I don't even know are picking up on it!
So. it makes me stop and realize that in so many ways, we can make a difference. Because people are watching. And, if we all work together, it doesn't have to be impossible!
Acts 6:7
New International Version (NIV)
7 So the word of God spread. The number of disciples in Jerusalem increased rapidly, and a large number of priests became obedient to the faith.
Blessings,
Jennifer
Tuesday, November 1, 2011
God's E-mail
Today has been rough. I'd like to think I'm a positive person 24/7. But, reality thinks otherwise. And, today was just not my day. It's part of my job to share God's love with youth, to help them when they're hurting, to listen to them because they need someone to talk to. But, it's not just a job- it's my life. And when someone is hurting or upset, I like to help them resolve it. This usually involves parent and youth conversations and eventually there is an understanding between them. I feel I'm pretty good at this- and with God on my side, how can I lose?
But, somehow I can. And, when the parent and youth conversation is in my own house, it makes me question what I'm doing wrong- and what I'm doing in general! So, after a good conversation and a not so good conversation, I've spent the rest of the day feeling frustrated.
So, what's next? I'm not sure what to do here. So, I was driving home convinced it's time to do the only thing left- sometimes all you can do is pray. And, so as I came inside, checked my e-mail before writing this, I came across an e-mail from a close friend. It simply said this-
"Today may there be peace within. May you trust that you are exactly where
you are meant to be. May you not forget the infinite possibilities that are
born of faith in yourself and others. May you use the gifts that you have
received and pass on the love that has been given to you. May you be content
with yourself just the way you are. Let this knowledge settle into your
bones, and allow your soul the freedom to sing, dance, praise and love. It is
there for each and every one of us."
So, this is my prayer- for me, for my family, and for you. And, as I pray this tonight, I know God will be there. Maybe I won't see Him right away. But, He sent me this to comfort me in the meantime. God using e-mail- pretty cool!
“I pray that the eyes of your heart may be enlightened in order that you may know the hope to which he has called you, the riches of his glorious inheritance in his holy people,” Ephesians 1:18 (note: this happened to be the verse of the day when I went to look up a verse on the site I use- think it was meant for me)
Blessings,
Jennifer
But, somehow I can. And, when the parent and youth conversation is in my own house, it makes me question what I'm doing wrong- and what I'm doing in general! So, after a good conversation and a not so good conversation, I've spent the rest of the day feeling frustrated.
So, what's next? I'm not sure what to do here. So, I was driving home convinced it's time to do the only thing left- sometimes all you can do is pray. And, so as I came inside, checked my e-mail before writing this, I came across an e-mail from a close friend. It simply said this-
"Today may there be peace within. May you trust that you are exactly where
you are meant to be. May you not forget the infinite possibilities that are
born of faith in yourself and others. May you use the gifts that you have
received and pass on the love that has been given to you. May you be content
with yourself just the way you are. Let this knowledge settle into your
bones, and allow your soul the freedom to sing, dance, praise and love. It is
there for each and every one of us."
So, this is my prayer- for me, for my family, and for you. And, as I pray this tonight, I know God will be there. Maybe I won't see Him right away. But, He sent me this to comfort me in the meantime. God using e-mail- pretty cool!
“I pray that the eyes of your heart may be enlightened in order that you may know the hope to which he has called you, the riches of his glorious inheritance in his holy people,” Ephesians 1:18 (note: this happened to be the verse of the day when I went to look up a verse on the site I use- think it was meant for me)
Blessings,
Jennifer
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